The Naked Truth

She finally msg me... First thought was of coz to think that she had sort out her thinking... As in wat she really wants... Initially i was hoping to see some positive things in the msg... But the msg she sent was not the most positive... She mentioned that she still cant commit and love wont be her priority... Mixed feelings... I thought about it for the whole afternoon... Before making the decision, somehow i thought of wat Pam said... I would like to try again... Maybe for the last time?? No one knows for sure...

While telling her my decision, she kept giving negative points... Like she wont be a gud gf etc etc... I'm quite disappointed with all her replies... Everything is negative on her mind now so how do i expect her to change her thinking even for a little tiny bit in the future?? I'm getting worried... I'm staring to lose confidence now... I'm afraid my patience will run off... I know the reason for being so negative is so that i wont be hurt badly and she wants me to be prepared... Hai... I dun wan her to be so stress and depressed anymore that's y i dun wan her to think about it anymore... I will do the thinking instead...

What should i do... I'm confused too... Is giving up the best choice now?? Or will maintaining how we are now benefits the most now?? Why is love always so heartbreaking and confusing... Pondering time...

Labels: Decisions making...