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Decision that will affect the future...

Tuesday, November 13, 2007


I just felt that it's unfair to give out everything inculding your heart but just to recieve back a minimal effort... But tat's life... I won't complain too much...

I admit that initially i do not dare to commit too much into this relationship but as time passed by, she changed my thinking... I love her more and more as days and months passed... I do not care about what her frends say about me, what they think about me, whether i suit her or not becoz the love i have in her is too great... I think about her... Think of our past... Think of what we did together... Every moment is so perfect to me... Everyday is just like a new start... I yearn to see her the moment i wake up from my bed... How i wish the first person i see everyday when i open my eyes to be her... But still this is reality... Reality is cruel... All the thinking is nothing unless it's done... Now itseems to me that this might not be archieve...

I'm just a simple guy searching for the one... Everytime i thought i got it, i realized that god just played a trick on me... In my dreams, i seems to find the perfect lover... How i wish i could be in the dream for ages to come... Sad to say so, dreams are always dreams... Sooner or later u have to wake up to face the cruel world...

Couples dun understand one thing... Love dun last, you have to make it last... Whatever heated arguments they have, they should sit down together and talk about how to solve the problem... Rather than thinking that the oppparty is at fault... That's really fatal... Communication is part and parcel of a successful relationship...

I have love in you but not to the extend to changing my mentality... Tat's really disheartening for me... Even a patient guy like me can't take it... Is accepting me really that difficult??

That day when she introduced me to ur sch's that gal frend... First impression is of coz wat i told her... She is not chio till the extend of what she described to me... That's the truth... For now of coz she's the most beautiful gal in my eyes... I only have eyes for her... That's love...

The frend whom we went to find at expo suan her about how unfeminine she was... Do you think i really mind about all those... In my eyes she's the perfect gal i know even though wat ever bad points she has... Love covers all the bad points and turns it into good points... That's the beauty of love...

Accept one another flaws and treat it as a good point... I did it and so can the other couples... It's not that difficult as what i had thought of before... The search of the one is hard and tedious but if one day she can change her thinking, i'm more than happy to be with her for the rest of my life...

I'm really demoralized now... I know i cant give her up easily but i have a decision to make... If i dun make it, i'm sure it won't do me any good... If i'm not the one who can change ur thinking, i'm cool to make way... She asked me to teach her how to save this relationship... If i can tell her using words i guess couples won't break up so easily... It's all about the extend of love she has for me... I guess she still have no ideal of what she wants... But that's really very sad bcoz it has been more than 1 year already... Whatever is the decision, it's a difficult one to make especially when i gave my heart to her...

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