The Naked Truth

Do you feel that sometimes you can be very happy laughing and playing at one moment and you can be very sad and troubled at another moment... I think that it is really part and parcel of our life and of coz we should learn how to solve the problem rather than feeling sad and troubled... Most of us always take things for granted... That's really a very big problem among human beings... People always learn to cherish and appreciate things or people when they are starting to lose them... Some lucky people will be able to hold on but some will lose the people or things they so dearly love...

I believe most of us the people we cherish will be our family members and girlfriend... Maybe feelings will start to bland down when a couple has been together for 3 years and above... That's really normal... Ai qing jiu le jiu hui bian chen gan qing... During the first few months together, everyone will feel that their relationships can last forever and ever till death but actually there's really very very few cases of that happening as far as i know... People tend to cherish things or people for the first few months but after that, they will start to let lose and some even become bored of it and that's when losing things or ending of relationships might occur... I admit that i'm one of those in that category and i iadmit that i also tend to cherish things or people when i feel that i'm starting to lose them... I always tell myself to change my attitude and cherish watever i have but the truth is my determination is not strong enough... Still i will try my best to change my thinking and attitude...

Just remember that nothing is forever... We just need to do our best to cherish everything we have... At least when we really do lose something, we know we have already done our best... At least you wont regret and start thinking back and say "Wat if i do this... Wat if i dont do this"... Wish everyone the best and hope they we people know how to cherish the things and people around us... Hope my mum really cherish my dad...

Labels: Taking things for granted...

Weekends arestill more or less the same for me... I'll be at home (most of the saturdays) or going out wif tai they all on saturday... As for sunday, i'll most probably be meeting missy fat pig for lunch and go her hse slack till aboout 10 plus... Weekends seem so short and fast now tat i'm serving NS... Damn sian to go back on Monday and i cant really bear to leave her hse on Sunday nite... Yesterday was the same too... I met her for lunch and as usual, we started off real slow... I really wonder why she seems so restless... Maybe it's bcoz she saw me (wif a dull face) or she's just plain restless... Anyway i'm already used to it so it's still ok la... Went straight to her hse after our lunch and we watch tv and VCD (she purchased the book starring Jolin, Show Luo, Ranie Yang N Wang Li Sing)... Laugh quite alot and after tat we started to talk and laugh wif each other le... Really take a long time to warm up sia...

After tat we went to compass again for a light dinner... Went to library after tat and she went to borrow some books about business and investments... I bought her a DS game yesterday and suddenly she seems like a little girl who is so happy becoz someone is buying something for her... Haha... Wanted to buy something for her coz i felt like i din buy her something for quite a long time le so tat's y bought her the game... In the end she choose a game about a lawyer cracking cases... Hope she's happy wif her new game... Haha... Went home at about 10 and this is how my weekends ended...

If i'm not shy and passive, i will be able to shout out all my unhappiness and problems i faced... Keeping things to myself is part of me already since i have been living wif it for 20 plus yrs...
Sometimes i really cant see the love and future but still you will still be mine till the day you leave me...

Labels: Weekends...

Recently i have been quite lazy to blog because as usual, i went home feeling tired and always feel like sleeping straight away after dinner... Damn lazy and tired... Life is still a routine for me except there's "healthy lifestyle" now which is to go and have a jog with my xiao pang... lol... Both of us decided to lose some weight before the end of the month as we will be going to his cousin's wedding dinner in malaysia... Reach home tired after our jog but it's worth it la coz it's really a very special and sweet feeling to do things that we have never done before (example like jogging)... Hopefully after this month we will still have the chance to jog together... haha...

Back to the topic i'm gonna say about... Yesterday Eugene and James went to Maju to get excuse letter from MO... In the end i'm not sure whether the MO dont wanna attend to them or there is no MO yesterday... They called Ms Violet and asked her whether they can go home or not and i think she said okay... After that she went to tell Reuben about it and he called them and asked them to come back immediately... When they were back, they did not talk to Reuben or even face him... Who would be happy to be called back again rite... I supported them coz i dun like tat Reuben in the first place also... Can see that suddenly Reuben became very disappointed and sad i guess...

Today he talked with Aaron, James and me about yesterday's stuff and our working attitude... The way he talked i felt i'm quite guilty to treat him in watever way i have treated him in the past... I guess i really have a very soft heart... I can be very sad or angry in one moment but when that person treats me okay or good, i will forget what tat person did to me (it applies to everyone)... Well i guess tat's me... Sometimes it can be good and sometimes it can be bad... Now the thing is to trust or not to trust watever he said... The GOOD him was explaining tat he was trying to help us in watever we do including wat happened yesterday... He really talked till he is our saviour bcoz he helped us alot in order to get away with signing extras... So the thing now is to trust fully wat he said or just continue to treat him as in the past... Hmmm it's really a complicated world...

Labels: Soft heart...

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