The Naked Truth

Yesterday we had our cohesion playing laser quest and after that we had lunch at a japanese restaurant... The game was good and the food was filling... A good last cohesion for this ending year...

Just found out that my hp is being cut off (except that i can still msg and receive call)... Damn... I overspent this month... Guess majority is due to drinking and maybe smoking... Spent a whole lot of $$ on those stuffs... But still i dun think we should care so much la... Life is short... Even if u have loads of $$ and wat if suddenly u die?? U cant bring the $$ wif u to hell or heaven rite... Just enjoy to the fullest...

The question is am i enjoying myself or am i just trying to pour out all my sorrows and unhappines?? I'm not sure about it too...

Am i trying to act happy or am i trying to change myself and my boring self??? Simple question with lots of answer and lots to think...

Her exam is finishing soon... We have decided to talk about our r/s all over again... Wat will be the final decision?? Not sure and i wont want to think about it too much... Let nature take it course...

Labels: Ending 2007 with a decision to make...

In the past i always heard from other people that drinking will take away your problems... I only believe that recently... We can drink away our troubles or problems but only for awhile...

Friends friends friends... Enjoy every moment till you drop... Smoke and your worries will vanish away... How true how true... I'm sick and tired of everything... People think that i'm too good for them and the "present" i got back from those fuckers is bullying me in return...

Do humans really adapt to the environment he is in??? Does the environment force a person to change??? Well i guess it might be true... People out there please do not expect to see a kind yuyuan anymore... Let the devil inside him carry out all the actions... I tried my best to please everyone but of coz i cant... Take it or leave it... I wont be that god anymore... Too bad that i will be changing...

I'm too sick and tired of listening to all your commands... I followed and listen to everything but in return what do i get??? Nothing at all bitch... I hope i'm not destroying myself while drinking and smoking... Fuck off all those fuckers... Dun ever try to bully me again or bear the consequences... I will not be mild tempered anymore... I wont be treating you like a princess... Like it or not that is my decision... I do not care whether the decision will backfire or not... All i know is i have no choice... I dont see any bright side at all... It's dark and i know what i am doing...

Labels: Unlucky season rather than festive season...

1. The cute colleague you've been flirting with for ages approaches you one night after work in the parking lot and proposes a cocktail. You think…

a) Perfect, here's your chance to really get to know them.
b) Oh, they do like you after all! But you don't want to seem too interested so you suggest a date sometime in the near future.
c) Sounds good, but you've already planned out your night. You say you'd like to get together - how about this weekend?
d) Who needs a drink? You grab them right there and make your move in the parking lot!

2. You're out with friends on a Friday night and encounter someone you might be interested in. That person is…

a) Slyly sexual and mysterious.
b) Down to earth and easy to talk to with unintimidating sensuality.
c) Confident and obviously intelligent.
d) Gorgeous. The best looking person in the bar by far!

3. Sex, to you is…

a) A way to plumb the depths of hidden pleasures.
b) An earthly pleasure - best enjoyed with someone you trust.
c) A way out of your head and into your partner's!
d) The ultimate explosion of all your energy - bigger, better, faster, harder!

4. When it comes to sexual fantasy, your thoughts tend towards the:

a) Pretty conventional.
b) You like to see it all.
c) Role play all the way.
d) Leather, latex, lingerie.

5. When it comes to the art of seduction, you usually consider yourself…

a) Ever-changing. You're comfortable as pursuer or pursued.
b) Steady. You know what you like and don't usually switch things up.
c) Talkative - whether it's top or bottom you dominate with mind games!
d) Passionate with a capital "P!"

SCORING
Mostly a: Sail away to satisfaction...Water Sign or not, you've got a lot in common with Pisces, Cancer and Scorpio. Not that you're surprised - you've always known you had a penchant for the dark side (even if it takes you a little while to let it out). You're best with other Water Sign types or maybe even an Earth Sign. Steer clear of Air, as they won't be able to satisfy your need for spiritual connection (sex, for you, after all, is a transcendental experience). Unless you're in the market for a one-nighter, leave the Fire Signs to burn out on their own.

Mostly b: Get down and dirty...Lucky you (and your partner)! Earth Signs are the most sensual of the zodiac - take one look at a Taurus, Virgo or Capricorn and you'll be hard pressed to miss their earthy sex appeal. However, unlike Air, Fire and even Water Signs, when it comes to sex, trust is paramount for these practical people. These salt of the earth types aim to please and are willing to dig in their heels and make it happen. If you fit this description, go for another Earth Sign or try your hand at Water (just be aware they can be intense). Conversely, Air Signs will not give you the reliability that you need (they're more likely to fly away), and Fire Signs, well, they're just too much drama for someone with their feet so firmly planted… in the bed.

Mostly cs: Soar to new heights...It seems that you find yourself piqued by people who challenge your mind. Whether it's elaborate fantasies, suggestive conversations or simply a wandering imagination of forbidden adventures, your turn-ons, like those of Air Signs (Gemini, Libra, Aquarius) are of the cerebral variety. So, if you want to whip up a frenzy of lust in your life, why not put some of those fantasies to use. And, if you really want to soar to new sexual heights - find yourself another Air Sign or walk the coals for a Fire Sign. You'll find their daredevil streak inspiring to say the least.

Mostly ds: Burn, baby, burn!You, oh firey one, are someone who likes to spice things up in the bedroom and beyond. Like the Fire Signs (Aries, Leo, Sagittarius), your need for speed, penchant for passion and addiction to adrenaline can sometimes be overwhelming - and you need a lover who is going to keep up. Beautiful things (and people) really appeal to you, which is also the case with the Air Signs who are no doubt your best match. Unlike the other elements (who tend to do well sticking with their own kind), a Fire on Fire combination is a risky endeavor - likely to combust. Consider what you're after when you choose a lover. If it's the long haul and an Air seems too flighty, you can think about a Water Sign (Scorpio in particular). Earth Signs are also potential carnal matches, but we both know you'll probably scorch their hearts - and you, more than any other element must remember that karma extends to your sex life, too!

Labels: What Kind of Lover Are You???

Over the past few days changes happened so quick that i dunno wat's happening... First we broke off or so call our cooling period... After that we are back again... Everything happened just so fast that i dunno is it right or wrong...

Labels: Quick decisions...

Scorpio: Set the mood for the perfect sultry Scorpio evening by decorating the table with shades of purple, deep red and black. A dark room with tall candles burning brightly is just the ambience in which to serve an aromatic and flavorful meal that includes a variety of seafood. Dark chocolate and red wine is the kind of seductive dessert that goes with the exotic music and careless whispers they are moved by. Let scents of geranium, or woody and musky oils waft through the air as the seduction goes on and on.

Sagittarius: Tantalize the intellectual archer with a venture into the unknown. Intrigue and charm them with an ethnic evening planned around music and a different country's faire for each course, served on a table filled with a variety of flagrant flowers and setting of indigo and royal purple. A nice warm fire, titillating conversation and your good company will feed their need for emotional warmth along with a gooey, warm dessert that satisfies their very sweet tooth. Make them laugh and the evening will end as romantically as you planned.

Capricorn: This steadfast, loyal sign appreciates the comforts of home. Simple, earthy, home-cooked eats brimming with sensuality and texture will satisfy them. Think warm and hearty soups, baked bread, apple or orange teas. Stock the hearth to keep a lasting fire burning in the fireplace, and keep the music playing. Set the table with touches of green and brown to complete the feast for their eyes. Later, intoxicate their sensual side even further by filling the room with the fragrance of evergreen or jasmine.

Aquarius: Present the water bearer with an evening of diversity and excitement where the table is large and set in an airy space. An open window with a view of the stars or the city will add glamour to their celestial soul. An orchid on the table among the silver pieces added to touches of blue will not fail to please them. Not one to sit for too long, urge them to wander about with their drink as you dazzle them with a variety of appetizers as other-worldly music fills the rooms. Keep the evening light and loose and their free spirit will be dazzled - as will you.

Pisces: Make this an evening of fantasies come true with an ethereal presentation of enticing foods (mostly seafood). Serve them a meal of several courses with all of the indulgences from bread to wine. Start with a table set in sea greens with sea shells scattered. Serve them an imaginative meal a la stuffed salmon, trout, or perhaps a seafood gumbo. Play rainforest or ocean sounds as you rub their feet with an aromatic oil of amber or ylang ylang. To a Pisces, this is better than dessert.

Aries: Keep them guessing and keep things playful by romancing the room with some big fluffy pillows and a few silky scarves draped over lamps to colorfully dim the lights. The fiery ram loves red, so add candles, napkins or even a bowl of all red M&M's to the table. Consider making tapas or a menu of appetizers, so you can serve them, one tasty surprise after another. After a soothing massage, with jasmine or peppermint oil, leave the rest of the evening up to them.

Taurus: Create a cozy, comfy, environment by setting the scene with earthy browns, greens and a hint of blue. Bring even more of the outdoors in by decorating the table with plants, leaves and a basket of healthy nuts in their shells, to give the room a down-to-earth feel. Feed your Taurus rich foods that are both savory and sweet. Try meat stews with dried fruits and salads topped with cheese and fruit. Scent the air with lavender oil and snuggle deep into the sofa piled with throws and pillows wearing whatever you have that is soft to the touch.

Gemini: Appeal to the twin's desire for a full, dynamic evening that appeals to their intellectual needs by planning the evening around a playlist of music that's new to their ears in an elegant ambience of candlelight and cocktails. Mix and match your china, use colorful napkins to be sure the table looks festive and elegant. Dress up for your love and keep the chatter lively, with fresh gossip, opinions and verbal challenges. As the evening winds down, release a relaxing verbena or honeysuckle scent into the air, accompanied by a warm cup of ginger tea and some loving words.

Cancer: Treat your ultimate homebody to an evening that caters to some watery pampering. Candlelight, seashells, sponges and a bottle of wine chilling tubside as the bath fills with salts scented with the essence of orange or grapefruit. Roll a towel for your Cancer to rest their head on, and have a warm robe waiting (hot from the dryer or heater) as they step out of the water and into the clothing. Finish the evening with a plate of homemade comfort food, or a warm fruit tart and sorbet as their thoughts of you warm, too.

Leo: Create an evening fit for a king or queen, by setting a lavish table with hues of gold, purple and ruby. Cover the table with elegant linens and pull out all your showstoppers for the evening - a divine floral centerpiece, candlesticks, crystal champagne glasses and your finest china and silverware. Serve a dish scented with fennel (one of Leo's favorite herbs) like chicken and rice toasted with almonds and of course, a show-stopping dessert to make your lion or lioness purr like a smitten kitten.

Virgo: An evening of relaxation and romance is always the right mix for this conscientious sign. Treat your thoughtful Virgo to a gracious presentation of foods in a setting colored with their favorite blues and greens with a splash of red (a lovely bottle of wine perhaps?). Burn jasmine oil and surround them with sounds of classical music as they settle into a comfortable chair as you mill about the kitchen serving up a healthy meal - one that you can feed each other. Your Virgo will be so appreciative of your efforts that they'll be sure to truly enchant you later on.

Libra: For a special evening like this, these lovers of luxury, will feel sensually balanced at a table set with your good bone china, silver, candles and silk napkins (preferably in a creamy hue). Have a variety of salty and sweet treats for them to nosh on, and plan the main course around simple yet elegant fish, chicken or pasta dishes flavored with lemon. Relax them with dim lighting, soft music and soon the talk of the day will turn to love.

Labels: Perfect Seduction by Sign...

Fire Signs :Aries, Leo, Sagittarius
Always remember, Fire signs are active and passionate about the things that inspire them (especially you!). Flatter an Aries ego with gifts that appeal to their active side. Try a health club membership, a series of workouts with a trainer or golf lessons. An outdoor vacation won't be turned down nor will season snowboard passes, athletic equipment, workout wear or a cool photo of their favorite outdoor spot. When in doubt cash or a gift certificate will always fit an Aries.

For Leo, nothing but the best will do! Zero in on something unique that acknowledges how special they are to you and make them feel that they truly are the center of your world. Consider giving your Leo a fab photo of themselves placed in a simple (real) gold frame. Cashmere sweaters or silk sleepwear are always a good bet for the lion - as is anything shiny and gemstone colored. A bottle of nice bubbly will never go to waste.

If you can't swing a trip for two to Africa for your intrepid Sagittarius, then give them an armchair vista to distant cultures with a selection of beautiful travel books or a year-long subscription to a travel magazine. A gift certificate for a massage or a bottle of their signature fragrance are always appreciated.

Earth Signs: Taurus, Virgo, Capricorn
Pragmatic in nature, earth signs tend to prefer gifts that are useful rather than novel.
Taureans like anything useful for the home, preferably something large and substantial. They're firm believers in the motto, "the bigger, the better!" Little trinkets just won't do. Instead shop for designer accessories, a wished-for piece of art, a date for a gourmet meal, or at the very least a beautiful box of expensive chocolates.

Be aware that your Virgo will notice every detail of any gift, even the wrapping paper. So whatever you get them, be sure that it is well-made and finely-crafted. Books, games and anything that presents a mental challenge is likely to be greatly appreciated. Or, relieve them of holiday stress with an exotic massage - choose Ayurveda, Thai or a hot stone treatment.

The ram will enjoy gifts that are solid and lasting, especially if they are likely to increase in value over time. Watches, clocks, plaques or unique mementos that commemorate something special in their lives, as well as antiques or family heirlooms should be high on your Capricorn gift-giving list. An exotic globe will appeal to their earthiest instincts.

Air Signs: Gemini, Libra, Aquarius
Air signs can be tricky to shop for as their interests change frequently. Something new and trendy should tickle their fickle fancies.
What worked last year for Gemini might not work again this year. The twins go through many phases quickly, soTheatre tickets, movie passes, bestselling books and games that require some degree of mental skill or agility will keep that active Gemini mind satisfied. A personal gift of jewelry, especially if it makes for an unusual conversation piece, like a sun sign charm or a good luck symbol will be coveted.

Libras love gifts that are tasteful and wrapped thoughtfully in fine papers and bows. You can't go wrong if you give them a gift certificate for a store that meets their particular standards for fashion, furnishings or entertainment. Because they take great pleasure in quiet activities, a new Tai Chi DVD or a selection of the powerful sound healing CDs will help them balance their soul at home.

Aquarians tend to appreciate the quirky, eccentric or clever. Their interests can often be satisfied by gifting them with video games, computer software or any of the latest and greatest electronic gadgets. Crystals, a basket of organic food and wine, a meditation DVD, or antique singing bowls will appeal to their spiritual nature. For a splurge, present them with an evil eye charm necklace set in enamel, gold or diamonds.

Water Signs: Cancer, Scorpio, Pisces
With water signs, it's the thought that counts. They tend to like sentimental gifts that evoke pleasant memories or touch their emotions.
A Cancer will appreciate items that help to make their home a warmer, more comfortable place. You can't go wrong with antiques, family heirlooms, or anything that will remind them of fond family or childhood memories. Silver or pearl jewelry, moon-shaped orb earrings, or half moon diamond cuff links are sure to become sentimental favorites.

With Scorpio, an envelope full of cash will always hit the mark. Remember that Scorpios love a mystery, so you can always interest the scorpion with a mystery novel, or books on sex, psychology, the occult, conspiracy theories or investing. A gift of deep tissue massage, a workout with a personal trainer or sexy lingerie will flatter them too.

Pisces adore presents that spark their imagination or appeal to their romantic side. Paints and canvas, a digital camera, a boxed set of their favorite DVD series or a relaxing video of the ocean waves peacefully rolling in and out will soothe and inspire them. Better, yet, how about a weekend trip to the sea? Choose a fishing trip or a vacation cruise if you're shopping for a big ticket item.

Labels: Heavenly Presents By Sign...