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Finally...

Sunday, July 29, 2007


Finally i seen her for 3 consecutive days (thursday, friday and saturday) after so so long... Enjoyed the time spent although it's quite short each time... Hehe...

Friday : Initially i wanted to cook pasta for her but due to unforeseen circumstances, i din not and in the end we went to compass food court for lunch... Lol... Next time ba... Although we only met for a short lunch i was more than happy to see her again... Hehe... I was all dress up to meet James for a show later but in the end kena pang seh again... He said tat the timing all quite late so dun really wanna watch le... In the end i went home and slack for the whole day lo... My xiao pang went to find her godma (pangma) lo... She went to collect her teeth's mould which cost $70 sia... Damn ex... Oh ya today my bro is back after staying in for 2 weeks.. He started from where he left again which is to chat wif his gf till wee hours... As usual my poor mum came out and scold him again... My god...

Saturday (First half) : Today we planned to have lunch at Orcard and after tat we would shop for awhile after which both of us will go find our frends (for te second part of the day)... We went to the coffee club express or hse (cant really rmb) for our lunch... It's about 1 and half yrs ago since we ate there... 1 and a half yrs ago when we were still frends... When tat was our first meeting after so long of absence... Haha... Memories flying here and there... When we were seated she asked me whether i noe tat guy beside our table coz he was like smiling to me... I looked and looked but still i dunno who the hell tat guy was so i guess he isnt smiling to me la...

After our lunch we went searching for charles and keith coz she saw a pair of shoes which she wanted to buy... After much walking, we finally found out tat there's no charles n keith over there... Zzz... We went to Queens at Heereen and as a reward for her (Studying so hardworkingly), i bought her 2 tees oh... Haha... Nice tops though and i'm glad tat she likes it... Gud for her oso la coz she will have more choices of clothing to choose from...Haha...

We shop for awhile more n we went to have some dessert... Ice cream time!!! Haha surprisingly she had choco ice cream... While eating, she said some stuffs which i will rmb...

1) Luckily rite we only meet once or twice a month during weekends coz one time out and u spent so much...
2) U think in Singapore so easy to have and maintain gf ar...
3) I'm quite different from Singporeans lei... See wat u all like to eat i find it ok onli lo (eg: ice cream)...

Haha... Gud or bad?? Nothing much actually... When i went to the carpark with her, we kiss gudbye and went our seperate ways... I find tat the more i keep quiet when we are parting, the more i cant bear to leave her... It's jus the feeling of losing her tat made me feel a abit sad i guess... Tat's y most of the time when i kept quiet when we were about to go off, i tend to keep quiet...

Saturday (Second half) : I met Jem at about 6 plsu and we went to shop around for our stuffs lo... We went to far east and kept walking around and i was quite shocked but happy to see my xiao pang... Lol first time encounter this kind of things... She look beautiful... Just like the first time when i saw her 1 and a half yrs ago at Sengkang MRT... Still the same except she looks better now... Haha... Fated? Anyway Pea and Jem said hi and we walked past each other... Chat abit of stuff bout her (eg: no one wooing her now meh, etc etc) and continued our journey... THink Jem finally gonna give up soon... But maybe not so soon... Have to depend on him le... We went off at about 10 ba coz nothing to do le... Inside the train, we saw ah butt with esther and i caht abit with him la... Thought he is with another ger again... haha... Anyway i enjoyed every min spent for the past few days... I dun feel tat uncomfortable now when i'm with her... I felt love and i hope it will continue man... :")

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Alone...

Friday, July 27, 2007


I kept thinking of wat to do after camp when i meet my xiao pang... Was quite anxious for the day to end quickly bcoz i really wanted to rush over and meet her... Finally fall out time!!! Hai but Vincent didn't wait for me and i had to take a bus home... Thought can get home early and meet her early but in the end i met her at 7.35...

She wore a white tube with a purple jacket, jeans and a white pair of shoes... With make up she look great... No wonder ppl say she look like a star... Lol... We went to eat at one of the restaurant at the cathay... The food there is still ok la and their utensils are quite unique and cute... Din see anything like this b4 yet... After our dinner we were full and bloated... We went straight up to the cinema and wait for our time to go in...

Gosh when we were queueing up for pop corns, i saw JOEL... My god damn suay sia... Luckily he din see me although we were so near to each other... Lol... Cant believe i can see him even outside... Damn suay... Pui Pui Pui!!!

Anyway my xiao pang damn cute n funny... Throughout the whole show she was covering her ears and closing her eyes (most of the times)... Haha my funny pig... I'm feeling more and more comfortable when i'm with her... DUn really feel tat stress already... Maybe she's beginning to defroze le... Haha... Hopefully everything will be fine between us after wat has happened ba... Gud nite sweetie...

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Yearning to see you...

Wednesday, July 25, 2007


I find tat nowadays i'm really quite slack during work time man... Guess bcoz i've got understudy le tat's y almost everything i have on handi will ask him to do... But tat's always the fate for understudy (just like me and how tat blackie treated me in the past)... Anyway i just knew tat i will be going for MATT course in Sept the 3rd which is damn near already lo... After tat i will officially be the 2IC le... Zzz... Think more shit and trouble coming soon... Have to enjoy the days of being a CPL and days with him guiding me... It will be over soon and i will have to run the show... Ha ha GOD BLESS!!!

Have the urge to meet her today but as expected she went out wif her classmates (i assume) for the last dinner together... Lol... Miss her quite alot but it's ok la... Bear with it and i will be going out with her tml le... Think we will either watch "Who slept with her?" or "Alone" ba... Hopefully we will be GUD tml... Hehe...

Saw my duty for next month liao... Not bad la coz i got 4 weekdays and no weekend... Tat means frequency is back to normal again (2 wk days n 1 wk end)... Tat's gud man... In a few months time i will be guard 2 le... Everything is happening so damn fast... Guess i will be in the end of the with jus one more blink of my eye... GOD BLESS me for the future man...

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By your Signs...

Saturday, July 21, 2007


Aries: Face and headWith impulsive sensuality, play with your Aries' hair, caress their face, graze their lips with yours, massage their head in your hands and blow warm kisses into their ears. There's no end to the head on possibilities with your ram.

Taurus: Neck and throatTake a flirty approach to kissing a Taurus around their neck from back to front. Rub their earlobes and cup your hand around the back or your partner's neck as you draw them close for long deep kisses.

Gemini: Hands, arms, shouldersPlayfully tease them with sensual foreplay, kissing their hands and stroking their fingers. Then gently run your fingers along the inside of their arm, making a pit stop for a lick or a nibble. Then, wrap their arms around you placing their hands at your pleasure.

Cancer: Chest or breastsWith a sense of playful admiration, massage your Cancer lover's chest with gentle strokes. Then cover their most sensuous areas with warm wet kisses, long licks and warm deep breaths. They'll be willing, if you are, to play like this for hours.

Leo: Back Massage your Leo's ego as you work your way around their back. Rub it, scratch it gently, massage it. Start with those sensitive touches before moving on to kisses, licks and lip bites that linger then climax at the very sensitive small of their back.

Virgo: StomachStroke their mind with words of romantic foreplay as you stroke their stomach area lightly with your hair and fingertips. Then give them little nibbles at their sides and long licks and kisses around their belly button as their pleasure elevates to ecstasy.

Libra: Bottom With a touch of drama and affection, turn your Libra onto their stomach and brush your body and intimate parts along their lower back. Gently caress their bottom with gentle strokes, pats and a trail of tongue flicks. Hold a cheek in your hand as the lovemaking moves on.

Scorpio: Sex organsWith an erotic and inquisitive attitude, slowly pet the inner thighs working your way to your Scorpion's most sensitive areas with a light flickering of the tongue. Brush your erogenous zones against theirs remembering their inner thighs are the area around the upper pubic bone.

Sagittarius: ThighsRest your head in the warmth of your archer's inner thighs. Then with a sense of fun and teasing, massage the hips and thighs with warm oil, remembering to pleasurably stroke the inside of the thighs to light this fiery sign's senses to their utmost pleasure.

Capricorn: KneesThe shortcut to a goat's pleasure is to kiss them gently, lovingly behind their knees. Run your hands along their sensitive lower back, working your way down the back of their legs, or run a length of kisses from their navel to their kneecaps. Cup one hand behind a knee as you kiss.

Aquarius: Calves and anklesUsing your imagination for your most creative foreplay, kiss their legs from knees to ankles. Cup your hands around each leg, one at a time, and massage the area from top to bottom rubbing up and down in long sensuous strokes. When entwined, wrap your legs around theirs for complete satisfaction.

Pisces: FeetArouse your Pisces easily with a bit of theatrics as you work on your partner's feet. Massage them, kiss them from toes to ankles, suck them and cover them with love bites. Or, use a light touch or a feather to tickle their toes into a frenzy. Run your own feet over their body sensually for some oh's and ah's.

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We are back together!!!

Tuesday, July 17, 2007


What a relieved and happy day it was for me yesterday... After our conversation bout being frends on sunday, i hesitated and was worried bout meeting her for dinner... I was thinking quite alot and i thought that it might be an awkward timing to meet her... In the end, of coz i still went to meet her and how lucky i was... Instead of going for the show wif Jem, i managed to patch things up wif her... God bless... Haha...

Meet her at banquet at compass at 7 and the first contact is considered not bad la... At tat time i still think tat we r jus normal frends la.. Ate and chat then after dinner we went to find his bro who is cutting hair... On our way there there were times when i held her hand, had my hand on her shoulders and hers on my waist... I was thinking hmmm maybeshe said that we are close frend so tat's y we did this... So i jus continue to treat her normally and i went to her hse to watch tv b4 going home...

B4 i went home i think i will jus give her a friendly hug but we kissed for awhile and i was like ??? Haha confused dao!!! At last i was home and ready to chat wif her in msn... I asked her who am i to her and from there we patch things up... Both of us cant bear to leave each other and there were some memories in the past that were memorable... Haha in the end i was so happy to be back wif her... Damn it... Really felt uncomfortable w/o her... I promise her i will try my best to be a better person in the future... Must jia you le!!!

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A new beginning??

Sunday, July 15, 2007


It's all over aas far as i'm concerned... We are back to square one again... Had a lengthy talk before coming to this conclusion...Both of us are feeling bad right now... Both of us jus wanna make this relationship work again... Jus hope to see us back again in the near future... No mood to write tat much so i will jus include some quotes from our conversation...

ZeN:"Love one another and u'll be happy... It's as simple and as difficult as tat" says:
let's settle for wat u said earlier
ZeN:"Love one another and u'll be happy... It's as simple and as difficult as tat" says:
frends...
«^peA:AbiLitY mAy Get yOu tO The toP, buT it TaKes cHarActer To keEp yOu thEre....™© ®^». says:
i wan to know u agree or nt?
ZeN:"Love one another and u'll be happy... It's as simple and as difficult as tat" says:
yup i agreed to tat...

(This is when we ended formally)
«^peA:AbiLitY mAy Get yOu tO The toP, buT it TaKes cHarActer To keEp yOu thEre....™© ®^». says:
tearin...
«^peA:AbiLitY mAy Get yOu tO The toP, buT it TaKes cHarActer To keEp yOu thEre....™© ®^». says:
i still treat u as one of my close fren..
«^peA:AbiLitY mAy Get yOu tO The toP, buT it TaKes cHarActer To keEp yOu thEre....™© ®^». says:
in my heart
(At least i can feel tat she loved me b4 since she cried)
That's all... Everything ended in a flash.. Will i still have the courage to face her?? In the past i dun but now i'm not sure... Hai... I still love u and of coz i dun wanna lose u...

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Another thinking day...

Monday, July 9, 2007


A summary of things tat happened from last weekend till today...

Saturday : Reached home around ten and went to bathe since i'll be meeting my xiao pang later... Styled my hair and changed to the top i will be wearing to meet her later... She woke up around 11 plus and she went to have breakfast with her mum... Around 2 plus she msg me again telling me tat she will be meeting her frend to discuss about work stuff... Haha finally in the end after hrs of waiting, she msg me at 8pm asking me whether i wanna go her aunty's hse or not... I was thinking if i were to go it's only for a few hrs and i'll be going home again so y not meet her on sunday... In the end i wasted my sat just like this but no choice la coz her shop opening soon so confirm very busy de...

Sunday : Went to have lunch wif her and her aunty... Practically the whole noon i was slacking and she was playing her xbox360... At nite we went green for dinner and tat's how my day ended... Damn fast sia without doing anything at all... Abit sad la coz the movies i wanna watch with her now she oso watched liao... Worst thing is all my frends watched the movies too le... Hai guess i wont be watching it already... Chat wif a rare person (winston) in msn... He told me tat he's having retribution now and he dunno who to choose too... Zzz... Can only wish him all the best and follow his heart lo...

Monday : No mood for work today coz the weather is so cooling man... Her relatives and mum went back le so now it's back to routine days... Lol... Went to downstairs kou fu and have our dinner there (purpose is oso to celebrate my sis's bdae lo)... After dinner i went her hse acc her awhile lo... She looked so bad mood/restless till i dun even dare to speak much... Afraid that i might annoy her if i talked too much so i kept quiet for most of the times... zzz... I'm tat kind of person... If one dun talk much i wont initiate but if opp party kept talking, i will join in lo... Haha... Anyway her bro moved back to stay with her le... Gud oso la then she wont be so bored when she reach home or wat... DUTY TML... ZZZ... Wish me a smooth duty ba...

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Skipping time...

Wednesday, July 4, 2007


Today is just like any other day... Quite slack and free but full of vomitting... Lol... Although i have not much things to do, but i was teaching my understudy, Joel, how to do some stuff... As usual he din seems like interested to learn (who is)... But still he is too lazy man... Dunno whether he will change in the future or not... Just hope for the best...

Didn't have the chance to meet my piggy today coz she went out wif her classmates... So i've decided to start my skipping session... I skipped 1000 times in about 30 mins i guess... After that i was breatheless and sweating like tap water flowing out sia... Quite shiock la the feeling... Hope i will have the mentality to skip tml oso ba... Suddenly feel very sick after skipping... Seems like gonna fall sick soon... Hai hope not ba coz still have duty on fri... Gud luck :)

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6 hungry people...

Tuesday, July 3, 2007


Yesterday went to meet Mr dumb n Su after the SAF dedication day at PS. We then decided to go to park lane for a game of pool and we played for about 3 hrs... With the guidance from Mr dumb i learnt quitealot from him man... Lol... The expression from Su (when he won ty-co-ly) is damn funny man... Haha... Each of us paid $5 so still ok la... Alot of didi and mei mei sia since it's Youth day... Zzz...

Went towards Tampines atabout 5 plus to meet my xiaopang zi... Will be having dinner with her family... We walked around for awhile and after tat we went to the sushi restaurant at Tampines stadium... Gosh when we reach there the queue is so long and it doesn't seems like it will move that fast... Lots of ppl were complaining about the waiting time and in the end, we waited for about 30-45 mins before we started eating... The unique thing about tat shop is that they useice cream sticks to represent the food... So in the end u will put every ice cream stick in a cup and the waiter will bring them to the chefs/cooks to prepare those food...

When the food come, we ate like there's no tml sia... All of us so hungry and we ate anything tat's on the table damn fast sia... In the end when her bro went to pay for the bill, the bill was $160+... We only ate 14 plates of colour plates lor and the rest is what we ordered de... Quite ex lei eat till like tat... almost $30 for each person lo... We were bloated like shit sia... Then her parents decided to go Giant for a walk to digest our sushi in our stomach... Lol... Walked for awhile and my xiao pang sent me home le... When i was home i was still bloated and full sia... Guess i really ate too much le... Shit man... Haha... But stilli enjoyed my dinner with her and her family...

Her dad went back to China again le... Guess it will be quite awhile b4 i see him again... Haha... take care uncle... :)

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Spending spree...

Sunday, July 1, 2007


Met Jem at around 3.30 today and we head off to shop for Carol's birthday present... Initially we planned to watch Fantastic 4 but due to shortage of time, we din manage to watch it in the end... Reached bugis at around 4.15 and we started to walk and walk and walk around to shop for the things we wan... In the end, we bought her a bottle of perfume from Givency which cost $75... Not too bad la still affordable...

After that we shop around till around 7.30 and we went to Carol's hse feeling damn tired sia... Guys really lose to woman when it comes to shopping... Zzz... In the end this is what i bought for today...

1) Nugeno Men oil control daily cleansing kit (Exfoliate + Cleanse) --> $28.45
2) Skipping rope --> $7.20
3) Tai's present (Batman T-shirt) --> $39
4) Carol's birthday present --> $25 each (paid for tai since i owe him $) so total-->$50

So the grand total i spent today....... $124.65... Haha almost half of the GST package we got... Damn fast sia but ok la since tml GST increase le so might as well buy everything i need first...

Enjoy ur birthday Ms Carol... Haha... How i wish tai and Carol together sia... :)

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