These few weeks have been great for me in camp... Doing nothing but just waiting for time to pass every day... Did our FFI and now we are basically left with counting down of the number of days left in army life... Haha... Finally it's my turn to say that it is over... But of coz a new phrase of my life will begin soon... Excited yet nervous...
I had my last cohesion last week... Watched "Dont mess with Zohan" and i felt that it was a very entertaining show... Laughed alot... After tat we went to Cpt Eric's house at La Casa for BBQ... It was hot but nevertheless i enjoyed every moment of it... Hopefully i will get some of the pics i've taken and post it...
I felt happy for my friends who are in love especially tai... They looked so sweet tgt wif their partners... The feeling of loneliness still won't go of just yet... Everything seems in a turmoil for me... I'm just like anyone else wanting just a simple ger whom i can share things wif... I thought i found mine, but i'm wrong... I know it's all about fate and i will just wait patiently (although i'm starting to lose faith and hope) for that wish to come true...
Just found out that xiu yun bought a $600+ watch for tai yesterday when i went out wif him... I felt happy for him... Hope this time round they can really settle down well...
Friends asked how's things about me and her sometimes... I guessed not tat gud after all... I tried to stop communication with her waiting to see whether she will initiate conact with me first or not... Result - Negative... I'm still the one initiating the contact although it's just a sms...
I might be thinking too much or hoping for too much since we are just friends now... But still, things are the same... I know myself too well... I'm able to commit to a r/s faithfully... If she's still the same, i guess i have make a wrong choice...
She might be busy with her work but wat if it is in the future when we are older??? Will she still behave like how she is now... Only time will tell... I want to have a future wif her but will tat day really come??? I hate disappointment!!! Of coz there's no obligations...
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