For the past few days when i did not meet her, it seems that actually a few weeks have passed... I tried my best not to msg her as well... I did it quite fine at first but i thought of her more and more as time passed... Guess tat's normal afterall... Actually we agreed to cool down after our conversation on wednesday nite but it seems tat we r not prepared to do tat yet... Tat's y we still msg each other for few days...
Yesterday actually we wanted to meet for lunch but she wanted me to rest at home since i was a bit sick... Then she said maybe we can meet for dinner o wat... Initially i was thinking hard whether to meet her or not since we agreed to cool down but i really wanted to see her... I missed her!!!
I chatted with her in msn till evening time and i da bao some home cooked food for her... The moment i saw her, my heart melts... I felt that i did not see her for ages... It's really gud to see her smiling again... We were quite quiet while having our dinner... Suddenly she stoned while drinking soup... I felt that she was thinking about us...
On our way to compasspoint, she laid her head on my shoulder while walking to the bus stop saying "Stress ah"... She looked like a little princess full of trouble to me... I touched her face and stared at her eyes for the first time asking her y is she stress... She said tat she is afraid to make the wrong decision and regret it... During the whole journey to and back from compass, we were holding each others tightly as if there's no tml... This is wat i like and had not experienced it during the past... The feeling was great...
She told me that she was already confused when she din see me for the past few days... When she saw me, she is more stress... She thinks alot... Then from the tone of the msg, i noe she had decided to really cool down already...
Today i was on leave and i planned to take a gamble by not telling her that i will be sending her to sch... I was telling myself, if i get to meet her, tat means i might still stand a chance of being together wif her again... If not, then we are not fated to be together... i waited at the bus stop at 8... I thought that she might be taking alternative route to sch coz 8.30 i still haven see her yet... Finally she came... My beautiful Pea... Along the way we were very quiet... From there i understand wat she means... No holding of hands or watever... It's clear that she is really thinking hard... In the evening she said that we should really cool down... That's the last blow...
I did some soul searching too... I realized that i have fault too... Too giving and too mild tempered... I will do the hard way to tackle this problems of me to ensure that it wont happen ever again... Thanks for the advice... I just hope that one fine day the clouds will be cleared away and sunshine will be high up in the sky again... I dun wanna end it this way!!!
Yesterday actually we wanted to meet for lunch but she wanted me to rest at home since i was a bit sick... Then she said maybe we can meet for dinner o wat... Initially i was thinking hard whether to meet her or not since we agreed to cool down but i really wanted to see her... I missed her!!!
I chatted with her in msn till evening time and i da bao some home cooked food for her... The moment i saw her, my heart melts... I felt that i did not see her for ages... It's really gud to see her smiling again... We were quite quiet while having our dinner... Suddenly she stoned while drinking soup... I felt that she was thinking about us...
On our way to compasspoint, she laid her head on my shoulder while walking to the bus stop saying "Stress ah"... She looked like a little princess full of trouble to me... I touched her face and stared at her eyes for the first time asking her y is she stress... She said tat she is afraid to make the wrong decision and regret it... During the whole journey to and back from compass, we were holding each others tightly as if there's no tml... This is wat i like and had not experienced it during the past... The feeling was great...
She told me that she was already confused when she din see me for the past few days... When she saw me, she is more stress... She thinks alot... Then from the tone of the msg, i noe she had decided to really cool down already...
Today i was on leave and i planned to take a gamble by not telling her that i will be sending her to sch... I was telling myself, if i get to meet her, tat means i might still stand a chance of being together wif her again... If not, then we are not fated to be together... i waited at the bus stop at 8... I thought that she might be taking alternative route to sch coz 8.30 i still haven see her yet... Finally she came... My beautiful Pea... Along the way we were very quiet... From there i understand wat she means... No holding of hands or watever... It's clear that she is really thinking hard... In the evening she said that we should really cool down... That's the last blow...
I did some soul searching too... I realized that i have fault too... Too giving and too mild tempered... I will do the hard way to tackle this problems of me to ensure that it wont happen ever again... Thanks for the advice... I just hope that one fine day the clouds will be cleared away and sunshine will be high up in the sky again... I dun wanna end it this way!!!
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