It's really true tat absence made the heart fonder... At least this can be applied in friendship ( i just realized tat recently)...
Recently the whole part time and future full time job is driving me nuts... With little income and being manipulated, life isnt happy at all...
Jem and me met tai today as he wanted to get a gift for his ger's bdae... He saw us and after awhile he said:"how come both of u look so stress,shag and unhappy." That's when i finally realized how to describe myself... I seems to have lost my pretty cheerful and noisy self... I admit these few weeks have been really unpleasent for me and jem...
Nowadays everyday i see him i have little to talk wif him... Both of us always quiet... Actually part of the reason is me... I always put on a black face when he is late... Everytime i asked to meet him at one time, he will definetly be late for about 20 mins... I'm really pissed off by tat as this dun happen only for one time... PLus the fact tat i have to face him almost everyday made it even harder to really talk wif him...
After some thinking of coz i find tat partly it's my fault since he has a problem wif his slping timings... Hai... PLus the fact tat wif little income and uncertain future, everything adds up to a huge FUCKING DEMORALIZED... ZZZ...
THink this is one of the lowest point in my life... But of coz there will always be sunshine after a heavy rain... I must continue to move forward...
Need to thank tai abit la coz i became myself when i met him.. Talk cock and kao bei... Haha... Long time din have this happy feeling already... Real long... ANyway on a lighter note, i'm glad to see him settling well wif his ger and work... At least i see someone happier than me... Lol...
Recently the whole part time and future full time job is driving me nuts... With little income and being manipulated, life isnt happy at all...
Jem and me met tai today as he wanted to get a gift for his ger's bdae... He saw us and after awhile he said:"how come both of u look so stress,shag and unhappy." That's when i finally realized how to describe myself... I seems to have lost my pretty cheerful and noisy self... I admit these few weeks have been really unpleasent for me and jem...
Nowadays everyday i see him i have little to talk wif him... Both of us always quiet... Actually part of the reason is me... I always put on a black face when he is late... Everytime i asked to meet him at one time, he will definetly be late for about 20 mins... I'm really pissed off by tat as this dun happen only for one time... PLus the fact tat i have to face him almost everyday made it even harder to really talk wif him...
After some thinking of coz i find tat partly it's my fault since he has a problem wif his slping timings... Hai... PLus the fact tat wif little income and uncertain future, everything adds up to a huge FUCKING DEMORALIZED... ZZZ...
THink this is one of the lowest point in my life... But of coz there will always be sunshine after a heavy rain... I must continue to move forward...
Need to thank tai abit la coz i became myself when i met him.. Talk cock and kao bei... Haha... Long time din have this happy feeling already... Real long... ANyway on a lighter note, i'm glad to see him settling well wif his ger and work... At least i see someone happier than me... Lol...
Labels: Rain that never seems to stop...
0 Comments:
Post a Comment
<< Home