The probihition period is finally over... Initially it was going fine but as days passed, things started to get back to normal again...
I felt that she got too much to think about and too much burden for a girl who is still adapting to working life... Work, study and relationship... Of coz i knew rite from the start that her priority isnt relationship... Of coz i understand that she needs to work so she wont have much time to meet up with me... All these i dont mind seriously...
I just pity her that she is really havin a tough time rite now... People might say why dont i stay and support her??? Yes i did... But what i recieve back is disappointment... Time and time again... So i guess i have learnt to be selfish abit or else i wont be happy too...
I dunno whether i will regret my decision or not and i'm really feeling very sad... I cant bear to let her go... This is a really funny feeling... Initially you are filled up with decisions to break up but the after effect is that you really cant bear to let it go... It's really like asking a smoker to quit smoking... Tat difficult... I tried not to msg her but i still did... No reply yet though...
Hai... See what happens for the next few days man... Anyway i kept the last two msg from her and me... I told her it's better for us to be friends coz i really hate to see her so stress up and busy...
Pea 16:01 - Actually its up to ur decision.. I dun wan burden u too. Dun wan be selfish too. U decide.
Zen 16:02 - Ok.. Lets go back to 1 yr plus when we r still friends.. I hope by making this decision it'll help u by lightening ur burden..
Pea 16:06 - Ok.. We will always be close frends..Hope when i am troubled u willin to listen. Take care yuan.
Zen 16:07 - I will still be there for u.. Promise goes on.. Take care too ting..
Think that might be the last few messages as a couple... I still have feelings for her... Just that we might have met at the wrong timing... If i were to have another chance, i will still want her to be my gf back... Just that without those disappoint... She is a gud girl by nature... So long ting...
I felt that she got too much to think about and too much burden for a girl who is still adapting to working life... Work, study and relationship... Of coz i knew rite from the start that her priority isnt relationship... Of coz i understand that she needs to work so she wont have much time to meet up with me... All these i dont mind seriously...
I just pity her that she is really havin a tough time rite now... People might say why dont i stay and support her??? Yes i did... But what i recieve back is disappointment... Time and time again... So i guess i have learnt to be selfish abit or else i wont be happy too...
I dunno whether i will regret my decision or not and i'm really feeling very sad... I cant bear to let her go... This is a really funny feeling... Initially you are filled up with decisions to break up but the after effect is that you really cant bear to let it go... It's really like asking a smoker to quit smoking... Tat difficult... I tried not to msg her but i still did... No reply yet though...
Hai... See what happens for the next few days man... Anyway i kept the last two msg from her and me... I told her it's better for us to be friends coz i really hate to see her so stress up and busy...
Pea 16:01 - Actually its up to ur decision.. I dun wan burden u too. Dun wan be selfish too. U decide.
Zen 16:02 - Ok.. Lets go back to 1 yr plus when we r still friends.. I hope by making this decision it'll help u by lightening ur burden..
Pea 16:06 - Ok.. We will always be close frends..Hope when i am troubled u willin to listen. Take care yuan.
Zen 16:07 - I will still be there for u.. Promise goes on.. Take care too ting..
Think that might be the last few messages as a couple... I still have feelings for her... Just that we might have met at the wrong timing... If i were to have another chance, i will still want her to be my gf back... Just that without those disappoint... She is a gud girl by nature... So long ting...
Labels: Final decision...
1 Comments:
hi.. actually i have been reading ur blog since u registered.. i know everything.. jus tat i din say.. even we ended as couple.. but i believe we can be close fren.. u r a nice person.. no one is selfish here.. i reali had a memorable relationship for the past 1yr plus.. no matter wat i dare not think much... i will leave everything to fate n god. always rmb to stay hapi n healthy alright.. u goin ORD soon.. was reai hapi n excited for u.. our path is still very long n far.. i wish u all the best.. dun forget me ok.. as i wun! cheers yy!
mucks u all the way!
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