Majority of the human in the world tends to take things for granted most of the times... I admit I am part of these "humans" too... Humans always have the tendency to take things for granted even though how many times we were reminded...
Only when the time comes to make us realize how fortunate we are, then we will really think through what we have and what are the things we have neglected or taken granted for...
I thought that my dad has been able to pay all his bills etc, etc... But few days ago my mum told me that he is borrowing $$ from my grandpa... 20k... To pay up his HDB loans for the whole of last year... Now then i know that he dont have the $$ to pay most of his stuffs... This time round if we dont have enough $$ to pay the monthly loans (1k plus),we have to move out and get a second hand hse... The fucking problem is we still have to pay the loans even after we got the second hand hse... Damn the fucking people who thought of this rule... My dad is really looking depressed over these $ issues...
I used to think that $$ can always be earned back after you spend them but now, I am only thinking of saving as much as possible to help my dad... It really hurts me to see him deeply in trouble... My brother has been informed too and he will help to chip in too... Hope to have a part time job for the time being first...
Yesterday we had another discussion and conclusion is that we will be back together again... It's really hard to break up with her... Initially she told me to be friends first and i agreed... SHe told me she will be busy with her work and study so she might not have the time to be with me regularly... I asked her one question... "Recently i found that you are changing abit... You did that because you want to save this relationship or???" She answered:" I dont like to do things which i am being force to or dont like..." I understand what she meant and that's why i think we should give ourselves another chance...
It's because i felt the change in her... It has been such a long time since i had this feeling... It's beginning to feel better than last time... Hopefully this time round things will really be fine tuned...
Meanwhile i will still carry on to learn not to take things for granted... I must cherish everything that i have now on!!! Humans please learn too...
Only when the time comes to make us realize how fortunate we are, then we will really think through what we have and what are the things we have neglected or taken granted for...
I thought that my dad has been able to pay all his bills etc, etc... But few days ago my mum told me that he is borrowing $$ from my grandpa... 20k... To pay up his HDB loans for the whole of last year... Now then i know that he dont have the $$ to pay most of his stuffs... This time round if we dont have enough $$ to pay the monthly loans (1k plus),we have to move out and get a second hand hse... The fucking problem is we still have to pay the loans even after we got the second hand hse... Damn the fucking people who thought of this rule... My dad is really looking depressed over these $ issues...
I used to think that $$ can always be earned back after you spend them but now, I am only thinking of saving as much as possible to help my dad... It really hurts me to see him deeply in trouble... My brother has been informed too and he will help to chip in too... Hope to have a part time job for the time being first...
Yesterday we had another discussion and conclusion is that we will be back together again... It's really hard to break up with her... Initially she told me to be friends first and i agreed... SHe told me she will be busy with her work and study so she might not have the time to be with me regularly... I asked her one question... "Recently i found that you are changing abit... You did that because you want to save this relationship or???" She answered:" I dont like to do things which i am being force to or dont like..." I understand what she meant and that's why i think we should give ourselves another chance...
It's because i felt the change in her... It has been such a long time since i had this feeling... It's beginning to feel better than last time... Hopefully this time round things will really be fine tuned...
Meanwhile i will still carry on to learn not to take things for granted... I must cherish everything that i have now on!!! Humans please learn too...
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