Recently i had a dream... The ironic part is that it is quite similar with my present life...
"The guy is serving NS and the ger is working now... NS pay of coz is very little compared to those people working outside... One rich the other not... She has a shop where most of the customers are guys since she's selling car accessories... Just one unfortunate day, a guy asked for her number and wanted to befriend her... She hesitated but gave it in the end... The guy who wooed her is rich and have killer looks... The rest is as usual in most scripts... The ger broke off with the guy (serving NS)..."
I was struggling and i felt very lucky and fortunate to wake up... It felt so real and i felt so terrible and sour when i woke up... Felt like calling her to tell her about it but it's too early... Lol...
That day James told me about her gf and him as in why they broke off... He said that his gf find that his pay is insufficient and their status is different now so that's the reason she broke with him (partly becoz of another guy too)... Does status and pay really matter that much if you truly love that person??? She just has to bear with it for 2 yrs... No i shouldnt say bear coz that means there's no love between them if i mention the word "bear"... Although i admit that 2 yrs later his gf will earn more than him since he just ORD but that's life... Nothing is fair... But it's just a matter of time when we will earn $$ and have a status which is same as your partner... That ger just pissed me off with her thinking (materialistic) but everything is fine now since they patched things up again... Hope she wont give him any more excuses in the future...
Excited about xiao pang's shop... Think she will be working soon ba... I dun find it sad if people ask me coz it means lesser time spent with her... Becoz i noe that's her priorty for now... She's quite understanding about me serving NS(not like James gf) so there's no reason why i cannot be understanding when she starts work... We will work hard towards our goals in our relationship although it is difficult and full of obstacles... Will be there for her when she needs me anytime... Just hope to ORD and go out to work... That's my only wish now... :s
"The guy is serving NS and the ger is working now... NS pay of coz is very little compared to those people working outside... One rich the other not... She has a shop where most of the customers are guys since she's selling car accessories... Just one unfortunate day, a guy asked for her number and wanted to befriend her... She hesitated but gave it in the end... The guy who wooed her is rich and have killer looks... The rest is as usual in most scripts... The ger broke off with the guy (serving NS)..."
I was struggling and i felt very lucky and fortunate to wake up... It felt so real and i felt so terrible and sour when i woke up... Felt like calling her to tell her about it but it's too early... Lol...
That day James told me about her gf and him as in why they broke off... He said that his gf find that his pay is insufficient and their status is different now so that's the reason she broke with him (partly becoz of another guy too)... Does status and pay really matter that much if you truly love that person??? She just has to bear with it for 2 yrs... No i shouldnt say bear coz that means there's no love between them if i mention the word "bear"... Although i admit that 2 yrs later his gf will earn more than him since he just ORD but that's life... Nothing is fair... But it's just a matter of time when we will earn $$ and have a status which is same as your partner... That ger just pissed me off with her thinking (materialistic) but everything is fine now since they patched things up again... Hope she wont give him any more excuses in the future...
Excited about xiao pang's shop... Think she will be working soon ba... I dun find it sad if people ask me coz it means lesser time spent with her... Becoz i noe that's her priorty for now... She's quite understanding about me serving NS(not like James gf) so there's no reason why i cannot be understanding when she starts work... We will work hard towards our goals in our relationship although it is difficult and full of obstacles... Will be there for her when she needs me anytime... Just hope to ORD and go out to work... That's my only wish now... :s
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