The Naked Truth

Weekends arestill more or less the same for me... I'll be at home (most of the saturdays) or going out wif tai they all on saturday... As for sunday, i'll most probably be meeting missy fat pig for lunch and go her hse slack till aboout 10 plus... Weekends seem so short and fast now tat i'm serving NS... Damn sian to go back on Monday and i cant really bear to leave her hse on Sunday nite... Yesterday was the same too... I met her for lunch and as usual, we started off real slow... I really wonder why she seems so restless... Maybe it's bcoz she saw me (wif a dull face) or she's just plain restless... Anyway i'm already used to it so it's still ok la... Went straight to her hse after our lunch and we watch tv and VCD (she purchased the book starring Jolin, Show Luo, Ranie Yang N Wang Li Sing)... Laugh quite alot and after tat we started to talk and laugh wif each other le... Really take a long time to warm up sia...

After tat we went to compass again for a light dinner... Went to library after tat and she went to borrow some books about business and investments... I bought her a DS game yesterday and suddenly she seems like a little girl who is so happy becoz someone is buying something for her... Haha... Wanted to buy something for her coz i felt like i din buy her something for quite a long time le so tat's y bought her the game... In the end she choose a game about a lawyer cracking cases... Hope she's happy wif her new game... Haha... Went home at about 10 and this is how my weekends ended...

If i'm not shy and passive, i will be able to shout out all my unhappiness and problems i faced... Keeping things to myself is part of me already since i have been living wif it for 20 plus yrs...
Sometimes i really cant see the love and future but still you will still be mine till the day you leave me...

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