The Naked Truth

Do people always think alot when they are alone?? Or even in the morning?? Hope i'm no the odd one out... I tend to think alot either when i'm alone or when it's on a Monday morning... Strange enough but maybe that's what people normally call it-Monday Blues...

Woke up and thought of her suddenly... Nothing bad just that i missed her presence... Just the thought of her trying to learn to love me makes my day... Time isnt an issue as long as she tries i will wait for that one magical day to come... Of coz in the past, there were times when i found it difficult to go out with her bcoz i'm confused whether does her feelings for me even exists??

To tell the truth, i'm demoralized and sad to know that her feelings for me isnt that strong compared with her ex... Never been so down before... That's why people always say that it's better to be love... That guy doesnt know how fortunate he is... I know we cant compare love but i think that's in my blood... Bcoz i want to be better than others so i will compare...

One thing that i'm unsure of is why do she have to treat me in such a cold way when she told me that it's bcoz that she is afraid to hurt me?? I'm confused about that... 6 months have passed since that unforgetful moment... Nothing has change my perception for her and love...

Feeling okay now that i vomit out all the thinking... Lol... Anyway thanks alot for the big breakfast Mr dumb and Mr su treated me... Very nice of them to do so... Haha...

Labels: Early in the morning...

1 second past 12am... Happy Birthday Da Pang... Followed by a hug and a kiss... Recieved my "small gift" from Xiao Pang... There was a dark blue bag and inside it, there's an envelop and a rectagular shaped thing... My first guess was a photo frame but it's negative... I got it on my second try... It's a psp game!!! UEFA Champion's League 06/07 (Luckily din download it)... Love the gifts absoutely... They are really great...

A pleasant day is to be followed after the mid nite surprise... I wore a white T-shirt from fresh box (bought it for new year but my bro wore it), jeans and a pair of new shoe (DC Shoe) she bought for me... She wore a long sleeve T-shirt (black sleeve, middle white wif printings) which she bought from her oversea's trip, skirt and a pair of black coloured shoe...

Once we reach Harbourfront, we went straight away to Sushi Tei and had our lunch there... It was quite crowded when we first reached there but after we finished eating, there were only a handful of people left... That silly pig wanna treat me but of coz i rejected her offer...

Went to the cinema to see what potential show will we be watching later... In the end our choice was either turista or the letters of death... I choose the letters of death and we will be sitting at K-09 and K-10 later... Started to shop around so as to help us digest the heavy lunch we had earlier...

We went to Esprit and i bought a T-shirt that both of us really like... Both agreed that it would look nice and mature on me and so i bought it and wore it straight... Put the white t-shirt i was wearing initially into the plastic bag they gave...

Told her to go to pull and bear coz i saw some nice stuff inside... Lol in the end she bought a belt (green of coz), a skirt (which is quite short) and an elmo white coloured t-shirt... $120+ gone in around 20 mins... Hehe...

Followed by that we went to Forever 21 and she saw a nice necklace... Still say wanna con me into buying the thing but i told her it isnt con but it was forcing me to buy lo... Haha she say it's the same la... Of coz i will bought it for her... The reason: as long as she's happy i will try my best to give what she wans...

Continued to shop around and we went to rip curl since she say there will be a suitable slipper for me (as she had been complaining about my old slipper for duno how many donkey yrs)... Lol... In the end i really bought a pair of slipper and it cost only $19.90... Cheap sia... Quite happy that i bought the stuffs i need today...

Before we went to the cinema, we went to bakerzin to rest and eat some stuff... We looked at the menu and she wanted to recommend me something which is nice... When she realized that the menu had been changed, she said "aiya the menu has been changed le la cant find the thing"... She was so so cute i swear... That was the very first time i saw that expression... She continued to look through the menu and she asked me to buy a cake to eat and i thought we will be sharing it to eat it normally but i was surprised by what she done later... She took out a pair of candle with number "2" on top of it (meaning i'm 22)... She sang a birthday song for me and i made my wish before blowing off the lighted candles... She was so so sweet coz i never thought that she would do that at that moment... Hehe...

After we were done with the eating we went straight to the cinema and the show started 20 mins later... The show was ok only for the frightening sound effect which is so damn loud that i was shocked for a few scenes... Strangely my sneezing stops once the show ended...

Had dinner at burger king before we head home... Stayed awhile at her hse and we played need for speed carbon until one and i went home (of coz had a gudbye kiss from her)... Overall today is a gud day spent... Can sense that at some point of the day, she was abit of xiao nu ren and i really like that... Spending your birthday with the one you love is the most xin fu thing... The only bad point is my SNEEZING... Almost spoil my day... Very xin ku and hopefully she knows that when i'm sneezing, my mood wont be so gud and i will be quite quiet at times... I took some pics on the "small gift" she gave and also the stuffs i bought today...


-->22 candles on cake

-->Originally

-->Ya one in a million

-->Envelop & bag

-->"Small Gift"

-->Slippers from Rip Curl

Labels: 27th of April...

Finally i vomit out everything that has been on my mind for the past few months... I feel lighter and most importantly, she knew how i'm feeling... I also learnt something about her and about her past (as in why she is so cold towards me)... We chatted for about 1 hr plus near 2 hrs on msn and the tie spent is really worth it...

Both of us were quite shy when we were having a Q & A about our "past"... I'm quite happy to know her more (although i feel a bit suan when she told me about her "past"... Dunno did she feel the same when she asked me...) Suddenly became happier... It's really funny becoz when i'm happy i will keep things short and sweet but when i'm sad, i will tend to be more naggy and write more about wat happened... Now all i can say tat i'm happy after our conversation last nite...

James told me something which i find it to be quite true... When ur gf goes out to work, she will tend to look down on you bcoz she's working while ya still serving NS... Then majority of the gers will start to look for potential bf that is capable of earning more $$ rather than staying with their NS bf... But wat can we do... All we can do is just to bear wif NS and go to work after NS... We will let them regret (if they choose to break up and choose other guys) as we will fight till the end to prove to them tat we can be the same as those guys too... It's just a matter of time... If ur gf have the patience then most probably u wont face this problem (which might be faced by James)...

Another new chapter might be in for me soon since she's starting her business le... But of coz i will wish her all the best and be there for her when she needs help... I noe her priority is her career now so i will support her too... Hehe... Gonna cut cake already...

Labels: Heart to heart talk...

Enjoyed my sunday spent with my dear piggy... Met her for lunch (wore the real madrid jersey she bought for me) at about 1.30pm and we went to the food court behind Hougang Green to have our lunch... Quite unexpected bcoz i thought we will go pao pao cha there and eat... The weather was hot so naturally i sweat alot (as usual)... We went to Shop N Save to buy her stuffs and finally, i bought her bird nest... Haha... Think $46 is still reasonable la...

After that we went home and from then on, it was all idol series time... Watch for awhile and suddenly her gugu came and taught her stuffs regarding stocks exchange (actually they agreed to tok on the phone de)... Think they stayed for about 45 mins t 1 hr ba... We continued to watch the dvd and for dinner, i da bao long john and mac back to her hse... When her gugu came i started sneezing till the time i went home... Zzz normal la... I wenthome at about9.30 lor coz she wanna bathe le... Guess today we kissed the most (forthe past 6 months) sia coz we only kiss when i'm going back normally... Lol still say i improved lenot so much of saliva liao... Stupid pig...

Actually since her trip from China, i felt that somehow she is like loving me more le... Can feel it from her actions ba... Now i guess those silly questions of mine that i actually wanna ask wont be needed le ba... Hehe hopefully it stay this way... h ya she cut her hair and highlighted her hair too for about $150. That silly pig really take my comments to heart sia... I told her that her fringe look nicer this way not like in the past when it was like a mushroom... She really changed it and she looked prettier now le... Can say tat i feel that she's more femine now... Hehe... Overall i find that if she stays as this way as she is today, my love for her will really increase alot alot... Hai so fast tml going back to camp le... Confirm will miss her in the morning de (it has been like tat for the past few months le)... Anyway looking forward to my birthday which is on friday... Will celebrate with my xiao pang... Hopefully it will be a fun filled day... :)

Labels: Not a bad sunday...

My xiao pang finally reached Singapore today at about 1am... I went to her hse to meet her and she had 3 full bags of stuffs (when she went there was only one)... Haha shop till mad... She's still the same old her... I was really happy to see her after 11 days of absence... Helped her carry her big big bags to her room and by tat time i was sweating even though i wore singlet... They were really heavy... We chatted inside her rooom about her trip till about 2.30am and i went home after that... She showed me wat she bought from the trip... There were one Levi's jeans, one LV majong set (very nice esp the casing), 2 sling bags, 2 pair of shoes, some accessories and a playboy cap (think that's about all cant really recall now)...


Hehe now for my part... She bought me 2 pair of shoes (one from Adidas the ther from DC hse or DC shoe), one nice cap and 2 sets of soccer jerseys (one from real madrid and the other Germany National team)... Everything is nice and i really like them... That's why i always trust her taste... All these will be my birthday presents for this year... Thinking of last year, she also went to Hongkong and bought me some stuffs for my birthday present... They include a cap from billabong, a t-shirt with a cross in the middle and also a bracelet... 2 consecutive years of overseas present... Sounds nice and cool huh... The most meaningful present will no doubt be the real madrid jearsey... The reason is because she bought the same jersey also and it will be a couple jersey (if we decide to wear on the same day)... Think that she's really sweet and thoughtful... Real nice and sweet...

We met for lunch in the noon and somehow i sense that both of us missed each other quite abit... Just a feeling though... After that she went to meet her friend and i went home... Played bball in the nite and was quite tired already (slept at about 3am and woke up at 6.30am today)... Gonna rest soon but before i rest i will post the pics i took (from the presents she gave me)...


-->The cap -->Real Madrid Jersey (front view)

-->Germany National Team Jersey -->(back view)



-->Adidas shoe -->DC shoe

Labels: She's finally back...

Last Saturday and Sunday went out with tai they all... Played majong on Sunday and in the end i lost $25... Zzz... Really cant play sia...That day i flashed my psp as well at Xiao hei's hse...

Hai thought next month (first 15 days) i wont have duty but they willplan me to do ops clerk duty (for the first half of the month)... After that i should be going back to sentry/prowling lor... Damn sian... By next month i will have done all duty available except SOA duty ( wont have the chance) and Guard 2IC, Guard Com (will have the chance when i prompt to 3SG)... Suay sia... Over work for these two days is okay... Quite lucky because i dont have too much of work...

Labels: Short one...

About 6 months ago, my mentality of not having a gf (or rather losing a gf) wont affect greatly... That was my mentality 6 months ago... Now i think my mentality is different from 6 months ago... Since my xiao pang went to China (which was yesterday) for her business stuff, i kinda feel that somehow part of me has been taken away from me... I feel that my love for her is increasing as months passed... I'm totally committed to her already... When i reached home or when i'm in camp, i have nothing much to do except to think of her... I really dun understand when she told me something... Last week i msg her telling her tat i missed her terribly... Her reply... Dun be noti ar must grow up le... I'm quite puzzled and disappointed with wat she told me... I dun understand... Even adults will miss his/her partner rite... Unless she dun have feelings for me then i understand wat she said... We always say that time flies... We have been together for 6 months already... I will still continue to cherish her and work hard although i'm really struggling to handle the so-call da nu ren at times... If we canlast for a long time to come, i will of coz treat her as my princess but if in the end we really cant be together i will still wish her all the best for her future esp with her business... Hope that this week will pass faster so that i can see you finally...

Labels: Missing you...

Just came back from Ipoh at about 4.30am today... The journey was quite tiring because the journey is about 8-9 hrs long... Back is aching after those long hrs sleeping on the coach... Zzz...

Labels: Trip to Ipoh...