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What is in my mind...

Wednesday, January 31, 2007


Finally finished my duty and i'm damn damn shacked because of that bloody duty... Anyway today xiao ting asked me to join her for dinner at her aunt's place... I told her i dont wanna go and i'm not sure whether she's angry about it or not... I dont want to go because i'm quite sensitive of what people might think... What if they find me a greedy guy going to what ever dinner they might have??? I dont want people to think that i 'Bai Chi Bai He'... This is the only reason that is holding me back... It's true that her aunty might not think this way... It's not that i dun wanna meet her... If dinner with her mum it is fine with me i will definitely go so i hope that she wont misunderstand me... Hopefully she wont feel that i am neglecting her also... Wish that everything will be back to normal soon...

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Bloody Idiots High Payers...

***1st case***

Just at the last minute when we are about to fall out, came a news that affected those NSF going for range tml... They were told to report back to camp by latest 2230... The ironic thing is they were told that they can report to camp for the shoot on the actual day's morning the previous day... Why the sudden change??? What can we do... We cant possibly defy orders given down... Why dont they stand in our position and spare a thought for us... My friend Lester had already make plans to meet his gf for dinner but have to cancel it unwillingly... All because of an idiotic order given down...

***2nd case***
While waiting for bus to come after falling out, Hock Rong told us about his story... When he attended technical handling last week, he felt that his rifle is faulty because the bolt carrier cant fit in the rifle unless u bang it real hard... The person who conducted the technical handling kept insisting that his rifle is ok... He cant challenge his rite... He sent his rifle to some idiots to check on it and they told him that it is normal too... They told him to find their upperstudy if something really happen...What if by the time something really happens to him(touch wood)??? Can they do anything about it??? What do they mean when they say that SAFETY come first before everything... Isnt it all crap when such kind of things happened(1st and 2nd case)??? Really feel Ns is a waste of time and the management of our camp sucks!!! How can we enjoy our Ns time with these kind of things happening... Hopefully there will be a change man but i doubt so unless some serious accidents happen...

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One more chance...

Monday, January 29, 2007


Having mix feeling now about what happened earlier today... My dear pig asked me out for dinner wif her mum in the afternoon... I called home at bout 4 plus wanting to tell my mum not to cook my share for dinner but she told me i must be back for dinner since my ah gong n ah ma is here today... That means i wont be able to meet her and her mum for dinner... Of coz i wanna go and meet up wif her bcoz i really missed her presence the whole day... I really dunno y i missed her so much today...

At about 5 plus tai called me and asked me do i noe that they r cooming down to play basketball or not... I told him i really dunno bcoz he thought i was joking since he sent a msg to me earlier... I went to msg her immediately and guess what her's reply... "Dun gei gei la go meet other gers rite??" Ho ho ho...

I cant blame her bcoz i mis-used her trust for me in the beginning so i noe she's still insecure now... But still i'm feeling quite down at that moment when i saw that msg... Maybe there's a barrier in front... zZz... I dunno this is gud or bad for me man... I just want her to noe that there's no body else except her... What ever i do i will think of u only... Maybe u dunno that... I seriously thank you for the extra chance given to me... If u really trust me then let's forget about watever happened in the past... Lets start afresh n lets stay together to overcome obstacles and barrier in front of us k... Hopefully everything will be back to normal for us real soon...

...I LOVE YOU...

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Spending spree...

Sunday, January 28, 2007


...Money Money Money...
Money is really very important in today's world although people always say that health is more important but come to think of it, u can be healthy but what if u have no money... What if u only earn enough to pay all ur bills, food and daily stuffs??? The rest of ur life will definitely be difficult to get by... It's just like my dad... What he earn is only sufficient to get through day by day... I really hate to see poor people around in the world...

...Just a summary of what i did for the whole day...

Damn it kena cheated again early in the morning... They told me that they will come for basketball around 8 so i woke up at 8... Waited till bout 9 then no one call me then i realized that they din come again le... Waste my sleeping time sia...Went out the whole day to meet my xiao pang's mum and her relatives to have lunch... We went to one of Paragon's Dim Sum Restaurant for lunch... Haha memories of me and xiao pang 6 months ago... Wow time fliessssssss... Think the lunch cost her uncle about 300+++?? Not too sure also... After that we accompanied her mother to search for watches... I was quite shocked when she went into a high class watch shop... Haha somemore her mum thought of buying a 11k Rolex watch... Ho Ho... That's wat i meant... The power of MONEY...

We went to shop for a sofa set after that... First we went to Toa Payoh and then to Courts at Tampines... After considering, they decided to buy the sofa set at Toa Payoh... That set was quite cheap la 3oo+... I was quite tired by that time already sia... Think i'm really getting older le... Shit man... Haha... We went for our makan (opp dunno what Sembawang Shopping mall)... Was damn full after my dinner sia... Went to her house to help her fix up the stools she bought at Courts and we tried to change the wire of the iron too... Haha din manage to change it coz we need something extra for it... That's bout all for the whole of my sunday le...


...I am who i am...


At some point of time i feel abit inferior coz i'm from a normal (maybe more to poor) family but she is from a rich family... I dont wanna think bout this bout somehow it will jus float into my mind... She's rite that the suituation will be different when i go to work after my NS but it will take quite awhile b4 i can have a stable earning and start to Yang her... The first problem after my ORD will of coz be the $3k i owed... Of coz i wanna yang her but what if one day i cant?? Haha maybe it's too soon to think so far ba... Anyway jus hope that everyone in the world will be happy and there's fewer poor families around...

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11:55 PM

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This is the real seven wonders...

Wednesday, January 24, 2007


Seven Wonders of the World
1. Egypt's Great Pyramids
2. Taj Mahal
3. Grand Canyon
4. Panama Canal
5. Empire State Building
6. St. Peter's Basilica
7. China's Great Wall
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Seven Wonders of the World
1. To See
2. To Hear
3. To Touch
4. To Feel
5. To Laugh
6. To Smell
7. To LOVE
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A gentle reminder:
The most precious thing in life cant be build by hand or bought by man.....

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Work work and still work...

Monday, January 15, 2007


Finally finished my 1st ever guard duty in NS... Lol... Actually my IDS is really very slack la so not much complain wif it... Time seems to past quickly even though i have nothing much to do... Reported for work at 8 in the morning and i started working on the thing i did not complete last week... I did the thing from 8am to 4pm which is really tiring for my eyes... Felt like dropping out of the department... zzz... Really mad sia the workload...

The only interesting thing for today is while i'm on bus(66) there was one aunty and one uncle quarrelling dont know for what reason... They were scolding each other with lots and lots of hokkien and malay bad words... Everyone was staring at them but i cant see wat is happening coz i was sitted right behind the bus... Feeling quite tired and exhausted... Someone pls care bout me... Haha pray hard... Gud nite everyone... No mood to blog le... :(

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ROOM CLEANING!!!

Friday, January 12, 2007


Just when i thought sunday will be another normal day for us, i was totally wrong... We went to compass point to have our lunch and after that we went to the metro sales held in the hall... So many things were on sales and in the end, she bought 2 (full length) curtains and a comforter(not sure how u spell it)... Cost=$68.60... Wow quite ex even after sales sia... Aiyo bad news when we got home... The (full length) curtain was way too long for her window and we went back to change it... That silly gal ask me wanna take cab or bus when i realize that she din even bring her EZ-LINK... Haha what a pig... After exchanging we went back taking cab and was immediately in action with ROOM CLEANING!!! Haha... We clean the windows and everywhere where there is dust for about 1 plus hr to 2 hrs... When we were changing the bedsheet and putting on the comforter, ZZZ WRONG SIZE AGAIN!!! Both tired pigs went back to compass taking cab again and went for an exchange AGAIN... How unlucky can we be... Lol... Think the guy who served us wanna kill us also sia(saw us so many times)... We had dinner before going back and took cab home again... Think that's my first time taking so many times of cab a day sia... Anyway we completed cleaning and doing everything(just tat the bedsheet is not the correct size)... Wow what a sunday... Hehe i enjoyed it though... Really can Hao Guo Nian le lor... Hope she can sleep well in her NEW environment... Haha... Nice room for a brand new pig year...

P.S: Wanted to post the other day but it was down so can only post today...

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D.E.T.E.R.M.I.N.A.T.I.O.N

Saturday, January 6, 2007


It seems that this week is a long and slow week even though i only started work on wednesday... The time seems to take forever to pass man... Yesterday's work for me is like going through helllll... If this is only the beginning of my working journey then i tink i might be in trouble... Did my work together with my friend and both of us complained about the amount of tedious work... We were so shacked that both of us looked like zombie floating around in the day time... My god... Gonna continue tat shit again in monday... Must get back all my energy during this weekend to fight the battle... Hope that my future days will be better and better than this...

I went to find xiao ting as usual after she knock off on wednesday... That funny pig actually bought bloster and bedsheet and i'm her mutu tat day... Actually i was quite excited and happy to meet her but then again i became more and more restless and in the end when i met her, i dont have much things to talk with her... Was quite blur then... After she came out from the toilet, i told her there's a miss call and she said that her cousin called her... She went to check with her why did she called her and she told her that HER DOOR IS LOCKED!!! Haha... She was locked inside her room and she seems quite scare although she was trying to put a brave front... Xiao pang and da pang was trying every possible ways to pray open the door and it really took us a lot of time... There were times when i just happened to see my xiao pang's face... She was so calm and she seems so determine to open the door... That was when she gave me a good impression of her never-say-die attitude... Like this positive alot... Should learn from her never give up and never do things half way without completeing it... Ya the best my piggy!!! Hehe...

Sometimes when u say me that i'm loh soh i feel quite sian with that comment... I'm not sure whether ya just joking or it is really the truth... When i dun msg u, u will say that i'm quiet and when i msg u u will say that i'm loh soh... zzz... My motive is just to care for u and know how r u that day... I know u dun like ur bf to stick too much to u so that is y i seldom msg u everyday... Maybe i din do a good job on that so i will continue to improve myself... Anyway dun worry this is just a small issue... Looking forward to V-day coz i seems to have alot of plans... Gonna take some rest first... Hopefully there will be some activity on the later part of my boring saturday... Take care...

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Brand New Year 2007...

Monday, January 1, 2007


Brand new year with a blog of my own!!! What will the year 2007 be for me... Excellent, good, moderate or bad... Hmmm hopefully it will be a good year ahead and i'm really excited about it... I have quite a number of wishes for the new year and i hope that every wishes will be fulfil... I am happy with what i have with me for the past 21 years... A bunch of good frends (BGC), a good camp mate (Kelvin-the-dumb-dumb), my family members (Dad, Mum, Bro and Sis) and also U (Xiao Pang)... I love everyone although i din say it out loud coz i don't really know how to express myself... Just hope that everything will go smoothly for everyone that i know...

I started a brand new day with a same old routine... Woke up at 12 plus and switched on my computer... I'm quite bored and tired of this same old routine but still it gives me some rest which i needed so much... I love holidays as it gives me time to rest as i do not need to wake up so early to report to the bloody work place... Haha... Think i have to start to think more positively... The work place is not bad afterall with friendly and helpful people around (except some idiots)... Anyway there are bound to be some idiots around so that's why i have to tell myself that my work place is not bad after all... Just have to bear with it for one and a half years more...

Had dinner at kou fu which is just downstairs... Mum din cook and so my dad suggested that we go down for our dinner... I was really full after my dinner and it was quite cheap also ($44)... Heard from my mum that she won toto (fifty plus dollars) and hopefully there's more to come... Good way to start off the new year for my mum and i hope the same goes for my dad too...

Just saw Adeline's nick - 6feb'07 (tuesday). Quantas airline. 8pm flight. Think we will be going to send her off just like Pamela ba... Hope my Xiao Pang wont feel lonely... Haha think she wont la coz she still got some close frends around u... Going to watch EPL now so i will stop my very first post here... Pls God let me have a happy 2007...

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9:27 PM

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