The Naked Truth

Celebration with lots of fun...

2009-04-29T00:07:00.005+08:00

Another year passed and i'm 24 this yr!!!

The first birthday present i got was an appt at 2pm... Closed a $87 PFC!!! Haha... That was really a great present for me from thie client... Thanks Fiona...

After that went Simei to do SP till around 7 and Kristin and me headed down to town to meet Jem and Ann...

They made a reservation at Fish and Co for the celebration... As we were eating suddenly the staff there took a cake out... He asked me to go out and stand on a chair... Made me feel like a clown sia... Luckily there was 2-3 people dinning there only la... Then the staffs sang birthday song... He asked me to blow the candle which i know there's some problems coz it just cant seems to be able to blow off... Zzz... After tat then i knew that it was a special kind of candle... Idiot Kristin... They even took a video of the whole process la... zzz...

After that they gave me the best birthday card i have ever received... CK drew my front and back view... Looked so real!!! His drawings are really damn power and nice... Then inside the card were wishes from mostly redbull people... Very very touched...

Thanks Kristin for organizing and providing the surprises...

Thanks Jeremy for executing...

Thanks Ann for coming despite being so busy...

Thanks CK for the drawing...

...Some of the pics taken...

Gud and bad day...

2009-04-25T13:20:00.002+08:00

When bad things happens, it seems that good things will be coming soon... Just tat how fast or how slow it might come...

Recently i really had lots of downtimes which made me really demoralized... Everyday seems so bad that i wanna give up everything... First of all, din get paid on the dot again... It has been soooo long since i got $$... Damn it... Secondly the f***ing mlm bitch wanna cancel her policy and the freelook period is over... Just hope tat i can appeal and it wont affect my persistency... If it affects i will be dead meat... Third, the india client wanna cancel his policy coz he has been sacked... The problem is he got savings of ard $30k... Hai... Hopefully i will be able to save this one coz this will affect my persistency too... Lastly its all about LJB... Nothing much to say... DUn wanna say oso...

Guess my luck is still not here yet... Zzz...

BUT BUT BUT!!!

I got a true frend and saviour who has been trying hard to make me happy... KRISTIN!!! Haha... Yesterday this stupid girl helped my close a case coz she said tat she has been sensing that i have been down for quite long le... Haha... Well well well... I really got nothing to say except that i raelly made the right frend... She really has been very supportive to me sia... Watever complains i have... Luckily she is here or else i think i will be dead... Thanks god!!! Please let me be luckier!!!

90 days to MDRT...

2009-04-14T23:34:00.002+08:00

Gosh it has been 2 months since i last visited this website... Really busy till not much time man... Zzz...

Lots of stuffs happened during these 2 months... Termination of basic and getting full comission, people cancelling their plans... Getting frustrated when these stuffs happened... Luckily i have 3 true friends in my life right now whom i believe i really owed them a hell lot...

First is Kristin... She really helped me alot and motivates me a hell lot when i'm down... I'm really lucky to find this gud frend... Thank you so so much girl!!!

Second is Jing Tai... Without any second words he just lend me $$ readily when i need it the most... Thanks man!!!

Lastly is Royston... Like JT he is also every ready to spare me some cash whenever i need it... Thanks bro!!!

It's only recently that i'm totally broke and i'm really glad that these 3 people stood by my side... Once i make it big i wont forget how well you guys treated me... Promised!!!

Buzzing around...

2009-02-16T23:41:00.002+08:00

Ever since i'm back from my NLP and goal setting, i have been running hard for my target i set... Top rookie!!! Although challenging but i just need to give my best... Once in a lifetime so why not...

Have been busy with SP everyday... Disappointing thing is that i still cant close on the spot... Just miss this important skill or else i can really kick start my rookie already... Arghhhh!!!

Need to hit 15k this month so NLP ($800) will be waived off... Till now hit 5k only sia... Damn... Time is really running out for me... I need miracle!!! Help~~~

Need help...

2009-01-12T23:17:00.003+08:00

Back form Hong Kong trip and damn it i feel so nua... Really holiday mood... Finally really started prospecting today... My god... Where's my motivation???

Went to xiao ting's DND yesterday and i had fun... It was a gud DND for them... A nite to relax and have fun... Just knew that she closed a big case yesterday... Very very happy fo her... haha... Hope tat there will be mmore to come... I can see the hunger in her... Lol...

Gonna slp soon... Hai everyday is almost the same for me... Need to find the thing that can motivate me fast or else i will die soon... Gud luck...

Welcome the year of Ox!!!

2009-01-01T22:02:00.002+08:00

Happy new yr to everyone!!! Of coz every brand new yr there will be lots and lots of ppl around the world making new yr wishes... I'm one of the many ppl in the world...

The first 7 months of 2008 was basically a very monotone and routine one since i was still in the army... It was only after i got a job in PTO and my life started to change... I learnt how to interact wif total strangers (this i really never imagine before although i am a person who likes to imagine alot)... Haha... But still i have two identity in me... One is the one who has been wif me for the past 23 yrs and the other one is only "activated" when i am at work - the noisy me...

I felt that i really wasted the whole of 2008 except for the last 2 months where i really work hard to train to become a competent financial consultant... In the end the first incentive i got was a trip to HONG KONG!!! Although i still have to pay airport tax of $200 but at least i dun need to pay for the air ticket as i hit my target... Looking forward to SATURDAY~~~

What will be my goal for 2009??? Of coz for me as a start i really hope to close cases by myself!!! I dun wanna depend on any seniors to close case... Really gonna start working hard le... The past 2-3 months was only a taste of how the future will be like... To be a rookie i need $250,000 which is really alot... Have to slowly break down and see how i can reach there...

Anyway hope that 2009 will be a great yr for me and my loves one... Here i come Hong Kong!!!

Wild Christmas nite...

2008-12-25T22:33:00.002+08:00

Wow recently really busy like mad cow... Everyday work work and work... Superman sia... Anyway yesterday i ended my roadshow at around 6.30pm and went home to change before meeting my poly mate,venus, whose friend has arranged a christmas party at Grand Copthrone Hotel (beside Zouk)...

Damn it was the first time i celebrated Christmas with so much fun and laughter... Totally shagged when i reached home in the morning... Lol... Few more days to go before a brand new year starts...

What have i achieved during this year???

First ever roadshow done...

2008-11-17T01:00:00.002+08:00

Finally we completed our 3 days roadshow at commonwealth... Everyone is tired and shagged... Zzz... Seeing stars already... Damn it...

...Summary...

13th of Nov (Thursday) --> Closed 3 ($370,$125,$125) Prushield... API --> $620...

14th of Nov (Friday) --> Sick...

16th of Nov (Sunday) --> Closed 1 PruFlexiCash of $167.51... API --> $2010.12...

Production for 2 days --> $2630.12... Not bad for a start... Cleared my first 3 cases anyway... Now it's time to find more lobangs... Haha... But of coz we need to have adequate rest too... Nitez everyone!!!

A meaningful day...

2008-11-09T11:22:00.002+08:00

Yesterday early in the morning at 8.45am, we went to the Kheng Chiu Loke Tin Kee Home for the Aged @ Tampines organized by our agency... We had lots of fun with the elderly... We played games, sang songs, dance and also took lots of pics with them... It was really a very meaningful day and i enjoyed my day...

...Unexpected things just happened in a split second...

SP @ AMK Hub...

2008-10-24T00:46:00.003+08:00

Today did our SP at AMK Hub... The crowd there is really alot man... Can really find alot of people there but of coz not alot will wanna stop and listen to us la... Haha...

Anyway i guess after these 3 days of SP i found out my strength and weaknesses already... Strength is of coz the rapport i can build wif a total stranger... Everyone says tat i really can make a person laugh and they find it really hard to believe tat i'm a shy and quiet guy... I find that these 3 days really made me changed alot alot... I'm happy that people ar taking notice of me now coz tat proves that i got the correct path at the start...

Weakness is still my mentality... I tend to stop or take a break even before i hit my target... My mind kept telling me very sian n tired... Really mus change tat point man... But overall i enjoyed myself quite alot during these 3 days... Its precious learning experience... I shall improve more!!!

Bedok Interchange...

2008-10-23T00:23:00.003+08:00

Same as yesterday, we must reach office b4 9am... Damn shack man with the little rest i got... Zzz...

Anyway when i did my role play, i re-played the conversation i had with a ger yesterday... Everybody laugh till as though they cant breathe and i'm quite happy la... 1st is i'm not afraid of going up to stage and role play. 2nd is of coz the way they laugh out very loud!!! Haha... Everybody told me that my rapport was very fun and gud... Feels gud to be praise... :)

Objective for the day is to make 10 presentations with the prospects... Once we had our dinner at 5, we started our mission again... I find that my mood today was around the same as yesterday... I felt that my skin is thicker as days pass and i got nothing to be shy of already... Lol...

Today reached home even later than yesterday... Reached home at 12... Tml need to be at office at 9 again... Gonna be panda soon... But i find that overall i enjoyed myself alot to my surprise... Hopefully tml will be an even better day for everyone :)

Street Prospecting!!!

2008-10-22T00:06:00.008+08:00

Oh god... Finally we are on the streets for our first test... Street prospecting!!! Everyone is feeling really nervous yet excited about today... We reached at 9 and had training till 4... After that we rushed down to Tampines Mall to start our first ever SP...

Oh earlier in the noon Staff Steven called me and asked whether i got any car insurance for him or not... I was of coz happy la at least he still noe i'm doing this line and give me lobang... Haha damn happy la!!! Gonna meet him soon :p

During SP suddenly saw my aunty which i haven saw her for many yrs due to family problems... As we talked and catch up, tears started flowing... I felt really sad for her and really pity her but thank god her kids noe how to think... Hai... Nearly cried wif her...

In the middle of SP, someone tapped me in my shoulder and i looked who's that... Just nice my ex camp mate, willie, walked past and saw me... Haha... So i asked him to do for me also lo... Of coz overall there's quite a number of rejections but i felt that i'm really lucky today le... Even nearly close a case but i'm sure i can close this person... Lol...

...What i learnt today...

1) Don't select your crowd. Ask everyone.

2) Dont hesitate to stop a person and insist till the person really walked off.

3) How to rapport alot wif strangers.

4) Humour is the best way to keep a conversation going.

5) Everyone is helping each other in the team giving them the support they need.

6) Fighting wif shyness and i can say tat i suceeded :)

Overall it's really a tiring day but i felt happy wif my progress and experienced learnt today... Need to find my bed already bcoz tml and thursday will be another long long tiring day... God bless me... Hoepfully more sales to come... Lol...

Finally got it!!!

2008-10-19T23:01:00.002+08:00

Like what i have been taught, invest urself to make urself look gud and u will become more confident as time pass... Haa... I just started my first investment today... A bag for my work purpose... Lol...

Cost of it is only $70 so still ok la... This will be my first tool for becoming successful... Haha... Another new day coming and wat a exciting week i will have... STREET SURVEYS!!! WHoo~~~

Gud luck and jia you man... Others encouragement i dun really take it to heart but wat u said made me really motivated... Haha... Hapy pills... :)

Brand new start...

2008-10-16T21:04:00.002+08:00

Phew finally i have completed all the necessary exams (M5,M9 and HI)... Cool man... Finally after 3 months of shitty study...

Tougher times coming ahead... For the next 3 months i will be working and training at the same time from 9am-10pm... Although it seems really long but i believe time will pass very fast la... Seems like another trip to tekong... Haa... Just that confinement is 3 months not 2 weeks...

Anyway i can do it!!! Need to chiong and chiong to get to where and what i want... Looking ahead of life... Tough but exciting periods ahead...

Find the perfect job by sign...

2008-10-15T19:04:00.002+08:00

The right job should be one that allows you to utilize your interests and abilities, and leaves you with a feeling of satisfaction at the end of the day. Finding a job that's the right fit for you can be difficult so why not let astrology help give you important insight into what might be your perfect fit?

Fire Signs: Aries, Leo Sagittarius
Energetic, impatient and independent Fire signs tend to crave adventure and love a challenge.

Aries are enthusiastic and outspoken as natural-born leaders. They prefer jobs that involve a certain amount of risk or challenge, such as fire fighting, law enforcement, competitive sports or the military. Any career that recognizes initiative, ambition and the ability to overcome many obstacles is ideal for them.

Leos love being in the limelight and being in charge. They're often drawn to careers that will bring them the respect and appreciation they desire. Of course, acting and any career in the entertainment field would be a perfect fit. But any profession that allows them to be the center of attention or deal with the "big picture" is a natural for them.

Sagittarians love to be engaged with life and enjoy talking, writing, teaching and traveling. They're well-suited to careers in education, publishing, law and the travel industry. Always energetic, Sagittarians prefer being outdoors and can't stand any sort of job that keeps them stuck behind a desk.

Earth Signs: Taurus, Virgo, Capricorn
These dedicated workers seek stable careers that will provide them with a sense of security and stability.

Taureans are extremely reliable and dependable. They usually appreciate solid, practical careers like engineering or construction. Banking, accounting and financial management also allows them to put their pragmatic skills to work. Some Taureans tend to be very good with their hands and can even excel in creative or artistic jobs.

Virgos are great perfectionists and do well in jobs that require great attention to detail. They're natural critics, editors, technical writers, researchers, statisticians, technicians and craftsmen of any kind. They also have a natural affinity for careers in the field of health care.

Capricorns tend to be focused and responsible and often make good executives, politicians, bankers or financial managers. They're usually hard workers who are willing to do whatever it takes to slowly rise up through the ranks until they achieve a position of power and authority. Any career that rewards hard work and perseverance is a good fit.

Air Signs: Gemini, Libra, Aquarius
These signs love to be active and need variety. They often seek out jobs that will allow them the opportunity to engage with others as much as possible.

Geminis seek variety and like jobs that will keep them busy. They tend to be very energetic and don't want to sit still or be quiet for long. They often have a way with words and can make good teachers, journalists, broadcasters, promoters, publicists and salespeople.

Libras usually know how to make just about anything look better. Because of this, they often do very well in the beauty or fashion industry, as designers, cosmetologists, or hair and make-up artists. Their keen eye for beauty and harmony can also make them well-suited for careers in photography or interior design.

Aquarians can be a little eccentric and are often drawn to careers that are a little off the beaten path. They also love anything modern and forward-thinking. They are often interested in careers that involve computers, video games and other sort of high-tech or electronic gadgets.

Water Signs: Cancer, Scorpio, Pisces
These signs tend to seek jobs that they can become emotionally invested in. Something that won't be too stressful or demanding.

Cancers are drawn to careers that allow them to take care of other people's needs and make them feel more comfortable or secure. That could mean working in a restaurant, hotel, or any other area of the food or hospitality industry. Cancers can be very nurturing and are a natural fit for the child-care industry.

Scorpios enjoy positions of power but often prefer working behind the scenes. They're interested in any career that involves getting to the bottom of things, which makes them perfect for any kind of research or detective work. They also do well in insurance, financial management and business or tax law.

Pisces are very sensitive and compassionate and usually prefer work that allows them to help others in some way. Highly spiritual, they always need to feel that there's a greater sense of purpose to their work. They can also be very creative. Careers in art or music may allow a great avenue of expression.

2008-10-09T13:39:00.002+08:00

9th of October...

I will always remember this date...

It has been 2 yrs already...

Fruitful days...

2008-10-05T15:55:00.002+08:00

Went for the Self Awareness to be Successful course (SAS) yesterday... Like any other people who went for it, i learnt alot of new things... Singaporeans don't know how to express themselves... Don't cry and regret when it's too late... How true it is...

Learnt alot about our human minds, soft skills and also a winning mentality which can be applied in everywhere to anybody... Good that i went...

Woke up at 6am today... My god it's been around 2 months plus since i woke up so early already... Got to east coast and there's quite alot of people joining the run for hope charity run... Wasn't so tired when i finished the run... It was when i reached home then i felt really tired... Just woke up from a tiny nap... Ha... Gonna meet friends for dinner later on... Really starting to get busy with life...

Tml gonna go study again... Bear with it man!!! One more week and you r done!!!

I'm born to win

I love

I believe

I achieve

The sudden feeling...

2008-09-30T18:02:00.003+08:00

When one is full of confident and everything is going smoothly (be it studies or work), i don't think that he/she will really feel lonely out of a sudden since everything is going fine and well for you... Congrats to these lucky fellows...

When one is feeling stress and everything seems not to be going so smooth, i guess no matter how strong the person is, he/she will surely want some accompany from someone... He/she might just find himself/herself very lonely all of a sudden... It just seems like the worst nitemare one can ever have... Nobody to talk with or nobody who is there for u to concern about you... Soon he/she will collapse... Tat's really so sad and i pity all these poor fellows...

I used to be those lucky fellows in the past... Time flies and things changed...

Hopefully soon enough luck will change for all those poor fellows...

Zen's baked rice...

2008-09-23T13:44:00.002+08:00

Hmm lets see what can i have for lunch today...
One bowl of yesterday's rice...
One bowl of baked beans with miced meat...
Arghhh its too boring to my liking...

Searching for alternatives inside fridge...
Mayo... Chesse...
(Lightbulb appeared) BAKED RICE!!!

Reheat rice first (3 mins)...
Reheat the baked beans with mice meat after that (5 mins)...
(While heating the beans) Mix mayo and rice together...
Saw some eggs and decided to try and mix them together too to see its effect...
(Microwave dinggg) Mix everything together and add the most important ingredient of all - CHESSE on top of everything...

(5 mins later) Gosh my lunch is ready!!!
Hmmm appearance not too good... But got the shape...
Lets try the taste... Hmmm ok not too bad at all...
Good try for a start... 60/100??
Haha that's cool...

Waiting period isnt over...

2008-09-19T22:35:00.004+08:00

Finally passed M9 at my second attempt... Phew... Thinking that i can relax and rest for awhile i was wrong... Haha... Went to office today and was being interviewed by the BDM. Asked to sign lots of stuffs which will confirm us as agent after we passed the product training... Damn HI exam will be on next friday... Cant rest already need to chiong again... Zzz...

Suddenly my mind was chasing me to ask her will there be any real progress for us... Sadly there isnt any change in the situation now... Some of the things she said i wont forget about it... Of coz first of all she cant commit... This is the reason and the problem ever since we were together...

The msg she sent me when she was drinking with her friends (before she went for her course) seems so sweet... Of coz since it was the first time she said all these stuffs... I felt really more determined to keep her by my side... But now of coz it seems a long long distance away from me although i still kept those msg... It means alot alot to me...

As i told her, i respect and agree her decisions made... So now we will focus on our study/careers... I have no regrets and i should move on and not look back... But for now everything is over.. Hopefully that day will come... I wont think much... I will try to be a better person... Good luck!

How sun signs differ by gender...

2008-09-08T23:02:00.000+08:00

Oh, what a difference a chromosome can make! We all know that people, regardless of gender, are likely to bear some (or all!) of the most common traits associated with their sun sign. However, in the realm of astrological love and compatibility, we tend to believe that certain sign combinations hold more promise than others.

For the most part, this is true. But, did you know that the astrological traits are affected by gender? Astrologically speaking, from attraction and interaction to reaction, men and women are as different as their anatomy.

Now let's take a look at the differences between men and women by sign - when it comes to attracting and interacting in love. Check out each zodiac sign's best and worst sides in love!

Aries
The Aries Female is an energetic, flirtatious force of nature who wants to be swept off her feet and cherished, but will step on your toes the minute she feels she is being smothered. She is most attracted to good looking, successful lovers who are capable of boosting her not-insignificant self-esteem. If you can't keep up (or lose!) her interest, she will quickly leave you behind in a cloud of dust, having traded you in for a pricier, showier model. If you have won the heart of an Aries woman, be prepared that she can be jealous, competitive, and downright cruel! On the flip side, she is capable of complete loyalty and will demand that you give her the same.

The Aries Male is a dynamic go-getter who wants to be overwhelmed by passion and emotion, and cannot stand for things to become complacent or routine. He likes his partners to be powerful and motivated, beautiful, and the sexual equivalent of a tornado. His hair-triggered anger and self-righteous attitude can take some getting used to, but he does cool down as quickly as he heats up. Boredom is the quickest way to make him stray, but that is only if you've proven exciting enough to get a commitment out of him in the first place.

Taurus
The Taurus Female is as strong of heart as she is of mind. She tends to hide her own vulnerabilities, usually by immersing herself more deeply into nurturing those she loves. She is drawn to partners who are her equal (or better!) on the material plane - ones that offer up some type of guarantee for the future, like a wedding ring. She most likely will appear prim-and-proper out in public, but can be quite the wild child behind closed doors. She is as stubborn as she is loving, and finds it easy to get stuck in her ways. The concept of give-and-take sometimes passes her by, and she can be possessive to the point of oppression.

The Taurus Male is a mountain of integrity and strength, loyal and loving. He has a habit of seeing things as either black or white, so while he may be discussing, you may be arguing in an attempt to get him to change his views. He expects the same level of loyalty that he gives, and will toss a flirty lover to the curb for flirting with anyone other than him - his piles of erotica don't count as an indiscretion from his viewpoint. Anything he may be lacking in an adventuresome spirit sexually, is made up for by his sexual appetite.

Gemini
The Gemini Woman is witty, charming, intelligent, and almost always at least ten minutes late. She is more attracted to a high IQ than any physical trait. She enjoys candlelight, but romance can bloom in broad daylight if the conversation is scintillating enough. This is not a woman adept at expressing her innermost feelings, and is likely to crack a joke until the serious moment passes. She wants security and stability in love, and a lover who is actually going to understand her, or at least treat her warmly when they don't.

The Gemini Male is an introverted extravert. Charisma, humor, and intellect may be the image he projects, but no matter how close you get - you can never be quite certain what is on his mind. He wants a partner who shows just enough emotion to validate that he is awesome, but not too much emotion that it will become complicated. He is seriously committed to remaining uncommitted, unless he stumbles across a super-achiever who can keep up with the conversation, reach their own goals without his assistance, and be packed and ready to go on an adventure at the drop of a dime. That, in his mind, is an amore worth considering.

Cancer
The Cancer Female is an alluring beauty, whose gentleness and caring nature tends to be welcomed in any crowd. She believes that love is the secret to life, and the more dreamy and romantic, the better. Sentimentality is a way of life. She is demure and erotic, and wants a lover who will commit, commit, commit! Her moods swings can be quite the challenge, and she can throw an Oscar-worthy tantrum when she doesn't get her way. When this feminine seductress snares her partner, her attention and affection makes them want to stay.

The Cancer Male is a romantic's dream, who plays the part of courtier well. He is honest and devoted, and when his heart melts, his every breath is drawn in to be with the one that he loves. He is very protective and can be equally as possessive, often becoming jealous of time spent with friends, relatives, or even the family dog. He wants a partner who swoons at the sight of him, is part mind-reader, (his lover is supposed to intuitively know why he is sulking) and who will find joy simply in being the center of his world.

Leo
The Leo Woman tends to be successful, self-assured, and at times more than a little flamboyant - but no more so than a queen has a right to be. She is attracted to attractive, adventurous lovers who will share the stage with her - as long as they don't try and steal the spotlight! Her sexual prowess can keep you smiling with her adventuresome spirit, but please don't ask her to get kinky. She will not live with tyranny - even though she is as likely as any man to flawlessly play the role of the tyrant. Leo women know that they deserve the best of everything, and aren't afraid to sample many kinds of varieties when on the prowl for true love.

The Leo Male is strong and affectionate, with a magnetic personality filled with fun and good cheer. He tends to be very generous, and successful enough to recover from his sprees without skipping a beat. He is attracted to beauty in all forms of lovers, specifically the ones who are adept at adoring him. In bed, the King of Beasts will live up to the title, but before you're done purring, he's probably raiding the fridge or making a sandwich. This man will give away his heart away fully and with great ease, but from time to time he is likely to forget with whom he left it!

Virgo
The Virgo Female really is filled with purity and virtue, but also knows how to cut loose and have a good time - when she's not over-analyzing the smallest aspects of life. This lady is always in control - at least of herself. In her world, there is a time, place, and order to everything - and her love and trust must be earned or won. She is most attracted to neat and tidy lovers whose philosophical intellect can challenge her own. She is cautious with her emotions, but when she chooses to release her passion, she removes the virginal misconception with the subtlety of a raging forest fire. This is a supersensitive woman with many facets of character, who constantly strives for perfection in herself, life and love.

The Virgo Male is the industrious sort who finds work to be oddly exciting. He's the one who is just as likely to softly grin caressing the finish of his new file cabinet the way others would the curve of a lover's hip. Always searching for ways to improve things, he tends to be attracted to people who need his help or guidance in some way, but they must also be intelligent and competent in their own right. He tends to look at love with the same zest and vigor as any other work to be done. In other words, love is meant to be shaped into perfect harmony (well, almost perfect!). He is selfish and selfless, and can freeze an active volcano or melt the polar ice caps, depending on the day. But with a partner who loves him compassionately, his devotion grows every day.

Libra
The Libra Female is warm and womanly... artistic and elegant. She can come home from work and whip out an intimate dinner for 20 that rivals any gala. She can find something attractive in every person, place, or thing - and still believes that Prince Charming will come riding into her life on a snow-white steed. Until they show up, any lover who shows interest and has even a liberal understanding of romance is definitely worth consideration, especially if they are packaged into a hot body. A good woman, she tries to anticipate her lover's needs, sometimes forgetting that air and personal space are amongst them. The greatest challenge for the Libra Female is realizing that a clinging vine tends to strangle, but when she's content with herself alone in life, she is the most desirable flower.

The Libra Male is the life of the party, the kind of guy you just want to be around. Strong of mind, body, character and success, he tends to have a playboy past and is likely to throw over the latest bubble-headed beauty for a quiet, loyal, sweetheart who may turn a few less heads (but can intellectually hold their ground). For all that he is, and all that he has achieved, he tends to have abandonment issues that can run fairly deep. His deepest desire is to complete himself with the one he loves, and if it takes a hundred tries before they get it right - he'll just keep on trying!

Scorpio
The Scorpio Female is an unwinding mystery, sometimes even to herself. She is strong yet soft, kind, compassionate, intuitive, alluring and shy. She can rise to any challenge, claim victory without rubbing it in, and love so deeply that it scares herself. Sexually, there are no boundaries, no limits to the games she'll play (sex is power!) but she's very selective with the few that can experience her feminine wiles. She is attracted to a partner who is intelligent as well as wise, attractive and enigmatic. While the Scorpio female can be quite possessive, she prefers that her freedoms be unrestrained. The person who falls for Ms. Scorpio's embrace will never be the same. Once you know the rules, you understand it is her game.

The Scorpio Male tends to be physically alluring and intellectually frustrating. He always knows the answer before he asks the question, he just wants to see how you'll respond. His sexuality can excite the coldest, stillest waters of any pond, and yet sex is not the mission with the ones with whom he shares his charm. He is attracted to partners who are independent but loyal, intelligent, but not too inquisitive. Even the most committed Scorpio man has a way of making a lover wonder. He is pride and mystery, and if he doesn't choose to drive you mad with silence and intrigue, he is likely to sweep you just far enough off your feet that you'll be holding on for life - even after he's long gone.

Sagittarius
The Sagittarius Female can light up a room, simply by stepping in to it. Charming, witty, outgoing, and hilariously fun, this woman may not be sure in what direction her life is going, but she will make the most of scenery along the way! She is independent and impulsive, and her idea of romance is a week-long adventure - but you can bring champagne and roses if you want to. She is attracted to active, intelligent, and optimistic lovers who thrive as much as she does venturing into the unknown. She can make an insult sound like a compliment, and to her, "apology" is some foreign and undiscovered word. You may not know where the Sagittarius female is going, but fun and chaos will mark where she's been.

The Sagittarius Male is charming enough to teach a snake to samba, and equally as intriguing to be around. He is upbeat and ingenious, and some may say even a bit unorthodox, but definitely someone you like to be around. Lovers tend to overwhelm him, (they don't understand that a commitment has a lifespan of about two weeks) but he'll happily thrill you with humor and romance as long as it's still a chase. The person he catches tends to quickly be re-released into the dating wild. The Sagittarius man is like an over-grown boy, who will claim to be invincible, right up until he's put in his grave.

Capricorn
The Capricorn Female is an energetic workaholic who is always on the move. This accomplished femme fatale is one of the most kind-hearted, loyal, and caring pessimists that you could ever meet. Her sense of self-worth is what makes her strive tirelessly for success, but it also is what allows her to fall for some pretty superficial romantic situations. While she wants a self-sufficient, warm and caring partner - she often falls prey to false hopes and promises formed by attractive lips. She is a sensitive creature whose feelings can easily be hurt, but has a problem recognizing that her own finesse is often delivered with the gentleness of a 10 pound sledgehammer at full swing. Logic, emotion, and drama rule and fuel her world, but being on her "good side" is a very good place to be, because while she will forgive - she is less likely to let you forget.

The Capricorn Male exudes strength and endurance, professionally as well as in the bedroom. He tends to be quite accomplished, and looks for attractive partners who can hold a conversation but pale in comparison with his own intelligence. With an agreeable lover, he can spend less energy controlling and manipulating, which frees his time to shower them with the finer things in life, because they have met his expectations and deserve to be pampered and rewarded.

Aquarius
The Aquarius Female is a dreamy, analytical, friendly person, who either enchants or scares those she meets. At work or play, there is a calm intensity about her that can endear or overwhelm, but never fails to make an impression. She is most attracted to lovers of a like-mind, those who value honesty, humanity, the world, and all the life forms in it. One of the best listeners out there, Ms. Aquarius often fails to ask for what she wants or needs, because she'll just assume she won't get it. Marriage is security, and she has idealistic views of both.

The Aquarius Male has the mind of inventor, the intellect and vocabulary of the most esteemed professor. All things new and developmental exist to be pondered and explored, his thirst and ability to absorb knowledge and theory is profound. He tends to appear serene and collected, at times eccentric or standoffish, but this is merely the wrapper for a humane and kind soul. He is most attracted to freedom loving partners who have kind hearts and empathetic souls. While life is but a playground for the Aquarius male, his loyalty and devotion to his chosen one hinges on the respect of his ideals and space - without fail.

Pisces
The Pisces Female is usually a soft-spoken, tender-hearted woman "in love with love" and romance. She has the soul and vision of an artist whose temperament is more prone to tears than tantrums. She has a vital and sensual sense of humor, and her charisma is quite beguiling. Because she believes in romantic love, she often gravitates toward the playboy, often not noticing the stability offered by a less-fairytale type of lover. She believes there is good in all, but often fails to recognize her own inner strength. The female Pisces who is begging to be rescued is the one most likely to be scraping egg off her face.

The Pisces Male has a healthy respect for life, particularly when seen through his humorous eyes. He is the modern-day mystic, sans the tranquility training. He is charming and romantic, beautifully surreal. He can be obsessive and moody one minute - at times pouring out his soul - and the next, be extremely still and private. He loves deeply, and emotionally, and can find himself easily attached - but always searching for new level of intensity. He is most attracted to beautiful people who are strong enough to keep him in line, and smart enough to do so privately with respect and compassion. The Pisces male is notorious for wanting what he can't have, and sometimes living in the melancholy memory (or bottle!) of the past he's left behind.

Rain rain go away...

2008-08-28T22:15:00.003+08:00

It's really true tat absence made the heart fonder... At least this can be applied in friendship ( i just realized tat recently)...

Recently the whole part time and future full time job is driving me nuts... With little income and being manipulated, life isnt happy at all...

Jem and me met tai today as he wanted to get a gift for his ger's bdae... He saw us and after awhile he said:"how come both of u look so stress,shag and unhappy." That's when i finally realized how to describe myself... I seems to have lost my pretty cheerful and noisy self... I admit these few weeks have been really unpleasent for me and jem...

Nowadays everyday i see him i have little to talk wif him... Both of us always quiet... Actually part of the reason is me... I always put on a black face when he is late... Everytime i asked to meet him at one time, he will definetly be late for about 20 mins... I'm really pissed off by tat as this dun happen only for one time... PLus the fact tat i have to face him almost everyday made it even harder to really talk wif him...

After some thinking of coz i find tat partly it's my fault since he has a problem wif his slping timings... Hai... PLus the fact tat wif little income and uncertain future, everything adds up to a huge FUCKING DEMORALIZED... ZZZ...

THink this is one of the lowest point in my life... But of coz there will always be sunshine after a heavy rain... I must continue to move forward...

Need to thank tai abit la coz i became myself when i met him.. Talk cock and kao bei... Haha... Long time din have this happy feeling already... Real long... ANyway on a lighter note, i'm glad to see him settling well wif his ger and work... At least i see someone happier than me... Lol...

Gearing up for 2nd stage...

2008-08-23T10:14:00.002+08:00

It had been such a while since i had a sweet dream... I dreamt of a new her and of coz we are also in a relatioship... Except she had longer hair... Haha... Think too much??? I guessed so...

Early in the morning while i'm still sleeping my dad ran into my room and shuted "i've won $10k"... i jumped out of my bed and see what he meant... He bought scratch tix and there's 2 10k amount... I laughed and told him that he needs 3 and not 2 la... He also felt that it was funny and laugh about it too... Lol... Din see him so happy before still jump and shout...

Hmmm i just passed my first paper (M5) on my first attempt... Proud to see that too coz 75% seems abit far at times... During secondary or poly times i only aim for pass so sometimes i find it impossible to reach the 75% mark...

SIA interview tml... Struggling now... Dunno to go or not to go for it since my first paper passed already... Dunno whether there's complication or not too... God give me some hints on whether to go tml or not...

T.E.L.E.M.A.R.K.E.T.I.N.G!!!

2008-08-13T22:33:00.005+08:00

Finally after letting spiders spin their webs around me for the past 40+ days, i finally cleared up their webs and moved on to start work again... Lol... this is such a difficult step to step out of coz i have been in my comfort zone for far too long already...

As expected, the start of something umfamiliar is always so so difficult... Started my first call at around 3pm... Last call at 8.30pm... Surprisingly i made 143 calls and only 35 pick up and answer... Abit sadden la... Anyway just a beginning and i expect myself to improve as days pass...

At the end of the day i found tat i'm doing something which isnt me... Need to build rapport with the "potential" customers (which wont even be my cust) when i'm such a quiet kid... Lol... So i guess after learning and improvin myself, i will be able to build rapport with almost anyone and also i will handle rejections better...

Brighter days ahead... Smile...

More!!!

2008-07-31T19:49:00.003+08:00

After weeks of slacking, my working life will be starting real soon! Although slacking is boring since you got nothing much to do, but for me i learnt some things that i never thought of before.

What i did during my slacking season:

1) Finally got the chance to slp till i wanna get up! Lol tat's enjoying life!

2) Watched movies that i had but din have the time to watch. Highly recommended - PS I Love You, Step Up and Step Up 2.

3)Did a major spring cleaning and tidying of the entire house. Everything looked so neat and tidy now.

4) Luckily i haven start work yet so i can look after my injured dad. Good to see that he's getting better and better.

5) Thought about what i did wrongly during my failures in every aspect of life. I need to improve!

Indeed when one has the time to think, one can really think through lots and lots of things and learn from their mistakes. I'm glad i had those time to think about what i did and where i went wrong.

People used to think that i'm very good and almost perfect. I seriously doubt so. There's too much room for improvement in every area. Please try harder to change urself dude!

So after this slacking season is over, i hope to improve myself as a whole although it takes time. First time in my life i thought about my future and what i want. I know that when i start working, there will be little time left for other things so i have to manager my time well enough.

The ghost season is just around the corner. Hopefully everything will be smooth for everyone. Please take care of urself people!

Beginning of a new chapter...

2008-07-20T20:20:00.002+08:00

Today is the exact date that i actually complete my NS life but since today isnt a working day, i collected my IC on friday instead... I had my final OPS BR birthday celebration and my final handshake to everyone i worked wif before in OPS BR... The last one year plus was definetly great for me although it was shit initially... Lol...

Went to watch Red Cliff at nite wif James and Eugene... The show wasnt tat bad and i feel that the second part will be even better...

Went to SIA interview again yesterday... It was the same old scenario... Wanted to go early but waited for Jem till we went late... Was the last group if i'm not wrong... Anyway it was a reversed situation this time round... I go through to the 2nd interview but Jem cant get through the first round... Dun noe wat's wrong too... Anyway i was the ONLY one who went through the first round of interview... Thought that i might stand a chance and go all the way but i failed at the 2nd round of interview... Hmmm bad luck or no luck??? Think i will get a part time job first and wait for the next interview... I really want to get in to SIA!!! But i noe my parents dont support me wif the idea of going to work for SIA...

Dad just dislocated his shoulder... I really pity him and wish him a speedy recovery man... Grandma saw "dirty" things... Think i should go and pray for them...

My life can be improved... Hopefully i will be able to finally smile and enjoy my life like those days in poly soon!!!

1 life but so many directions - the blood-pumping plunge, the slow climb, the end, the beginning or just right at the crossroad

A handy astrology guide by sign...

2008-07-12T08:32:00.002+08:00

We all want lasting love. It's as deeply ingrained in us as the desire to eat, breath and have sex. Yet finding it is not nearly as easy as simply desiring it! The search for that healthy, happily ever after ending can be tricky at times. That's why enlisting the use of astrology can make for good strategy.

Sun sign astrology is a fun way to navigate your way around relationships and people you come into contact with. If you know the characteristics each zodiac sign infuses someone with, you can anticipate personality traits to look forward to - or ones you may have to put up with later! As they say, knowledge is power. So we hope you will enjoy using this quick personality guide as insight into those you are attracted to.

Aries
The Ram tends to be romantic, possessive and daring. And did we mention exciting? Their not-insignificant egos require that they be #1 at all times. If not properly entranced, they will leave a relationship in search of one that is more daring. It may seem as if falling in (and out!) of love is a hobby for those born under this sign, but they are simply searching for the perfect love with a person who can keep up - and keep their attention. Sexually, they want a partner who is as uninhibited as they are. Lust, if properly (and repeatedly) exercised can satiate Aries' appetite, and lure them home each night before dark. The meek and weak need not apply for a piece of the ram's heart, for their fiery temper and spirit only fuels the stubbornness that they impart. While it is possible for an Aries to mate for life, this characteristic usually doesn't show up in most until later in life.

Most Compatible: Aries, Gemini, Leo, Sagittarius, Aquarius

Taurus
Bulls are at their most complete when they are with a partner. This emotional, loving and sensitive sign has a hard time revealing that they are vulnerable and fear rejection... but they do. Taurus loves with conviction, even past the point that it serves them, for their romantic nature never wants to believe all their hard work and investment of time was for nothing. People born under this sign don't need the whirlwind romantic wooings of the stars because dinner at home by candlelight in the dining room is love-nest enough. Taurus always wants to know where they stand, but tend to acquire this information without the drama of insecurity. Warm and tender, they prefer to keep their private life private. Hence, they're not prone to overt public displays of affection - but can be rather wild behind closed doors. They are an extremely steady and giving partner, and yearn for stability in all areas of life. Loyal to the core, they are always there to support and nurture those they love.

Most Compatible: Taurus, Cancer, Virgo, Capricorn, Pisces

Gemini
The Twins in love is a maddening experience, escalating from joyous pleasure to mass confusion with a passing thought. This sign truly lives up to its split nature, either wanting all or nothing (and sometimes both) - in the same hour! Getting close to a Gemini can be equated with auditioning for a starring role. If you don't intrigue them intellectually within the first five minutes, you may have lost their attention forever. Should you make the cut, be prepared to be analyzed - for love is scary territory for these infants. Gemini's nature is that of a social butterfly, flitting from flower to flower until they find the one total package that stops them in their tracks. This sign needs someone who is emotionally stimulating, intellectually challenging, and able to stroke their ego without being too possessive. Once you've caught a Gemini, the true fun begins, for there is never a dull moment - in the bedroom or in public! Gemini will love with just as much passion as they receive - but they do require a little extra love and care.

Most Compatible: Gemini, Aries, Leo, Libra, Aquarius

Cancer
To Cancer, love is the meaning of life. Without it, they suffer. With it, they embrace life! Because they are vulnerable to hurts and slights, Cancer may appear distant or aloof, but they are merely being cautious. Once trust has been established, the floodgates of love open wide, for this is one sign who knows that there must be give-and-take for a relationship to survive. The greatest gift a Crab can receive is devotion, love and security. Every romance has marriage potential through Cancer's eyes, with family being the next logical step. As a partner, they are eager to please, and will put your needs above their own, experiencing joy from the mere act of giving. Because Cancer is such a loyal sign, they often struggle with insecurity, and can be jealous or possessive of their partners - mainly because the relationship truly is the center of their life.

Most Compatible: Cancer, Taurus, Virgo, Scorpio, Pisces

Leo
Leo definitely is a sign that is in love with love. The Lion is even more enchanted by romance. Sometimes, the two can become confused in their mind. As long as they are being treated like royalty, it's all good. A certain amount of ego has to be accepted to love a Leo, because Leo loves their ego. People born under this sign are so warm, generous, good natured and fun, that a little ego can be forgiven or worked around. Sexy, sultry and flat-out enticing, everything is heaven when Leo is happy in love. An unhappy lion, however, makes it known - either by throwing a tantrum or sulking in a corner, depending on their mood. If you love a Leo, feed their ego, shower them with affection (and gifts), and you may be on your way to an eternity of bliss.

Most Compatible: Leo, Aries, Gemini, Libra, Sagittarius

Virgo
First impressions are critical with Virgo, because they know how to size you up. Even though this sign is known for its organizational nature, love is the one area of life Virgo can't plan or control. For the Virgin, the union begins with a meeting of minds. Know you must sweep them off their feet on an intellectual plane. Layer by layer, Virgo will shed their protective skins, inviting you into the warmest, most loving place of soul-entwined unity that can be experienced by the human race. Marriage and commitment are a symbol of security, and Virgo will protect their end of the deal with ferocity. To love a Virgo, understand that there is no room for deceit or games. Honesty and purity must prevail, or the love that was once growing will quickly (and brutally) fail.

Most Compatible: Virgo, Taurus, Cancer, Scorpio, Capricorn

Virgo
First impressions are critical with Virgo, because they know how to size you up. Even though this sign is known for its organizational nature, love is the one area of life Virgo can't plan or control. For the Virgin, the union begins with a meeting of minds. Know you must sweep them off their feet on an intellectual plane. Layer by layer, Virgo will shed their protective skins, inviting you into the warmest, most loving place of soul-entwined unity that can be experienced by the human race. Marriage and commitment are a symbol of security, and Virgo will protect their end of the deal with ferocity. To love a Virgo, understand that there is no room for deceit or games. Honesty and purity must prevail, or the love that was once growing will quickly (and brutally) fail.

Most Compatible: Virgo, Taurus, Cancer, Scorpio, Capricorn

Scorpio
The Scorpion knows that sex is power, and they distinctly exude undeniable sensuality. Falling for a Scorpio can be a dangerous game, because early on, you're never quite certain of the rules. Once you have gained their trust, it would still be wise to hone your psychic senses. People born under this sign are incredibly passionate as they love with fear and depth. However, they aren't always the best at verbally sharing the position you hold. As long as passion runs deep, you can assume you are safe, because Scorpios can be very loyal and are unlikely to waste their precious time. While most will deny it, they do have a jealous and possessive streak, but it comes out in a subdued manner, almost sly. Being loved by a Scorpio is an intimate game that can challenge your patience and stimulate your mind.

Most Compatible: Scorpio, Cancer, Virgo, Capricorn, Pisces

Sagittarius
The Archer is as free-spirited in love as they are in every other area of life. A candlelight dinner isn't romantic, unless it happens to be taking place on the red-eye to Paris. Love is exciting, and every minute should be an experience. Impulse and activity is the way of Sagittarius, therefore, they need a partner who not only can keep up, but also knows when to let them go off on their own. While it is hard to get a Sag to settle down, when they do, commitment and marriage is rooted in friendship where a sacred union blossoms from there. Sagittarius wants their best friend to be their lover and partner, for every experience is to be shared.

Most Compatible: Sagittarius, Aries, Leo, Libra, Aquarius

Capricorn
Capricorn may be as cold as steel in the business world but a Capricorn in love is softer than the finest silk. They tend to hide their insecurities under a cool, got-it-together facade but know this is one sign you don't want to play games with. Capricorns are very serious when it comes to love, and they expect their partners to take them seriously. They are stable and patient, warm and caring creatures whose sense of romance expands with each romantic moment that is shared. The goat is as likely to lead as to follow in the dark of the bedroom - and they have stamina enough to keep things exciting until morning. Capricorns will not settle for just anyone, they seek out partners who offer stability, security and those who will return total loyalty. A Capricorn in love will find that emotional happiness is the one thing that money can't buy - it may even be more rewarding than their dividends!

Most Compatible: Capricorn, Taurus, Virgo, Scorpio

Aquarius
The Water Bearer is as unconventional in love as they are in every other area of their life. Aquarius will love you for your good points as well as your bad, for they know how to embrace and respect every facet of another's character. They want someone to share their passions with, and who understands their quirky sense of romance. Even though they tend to completely admire their lovers, this does not mean every moment is to be spent together - Aquarius does tend to cling to their freedom and space. Love with Aquarius starts on an intellectual plane with any commitments made being based on communication and easy-going companionship. The more freedom Aquarius has in the confines of a relationship, the more faithful they will be. For them, absence truly does make the heart grow fonder - and there is no room for possessiveness or jealousy.

Most Compatible: Aquarius, Aries, Gemini, Libra, Sagittarius

Pisces
The Fish tends to be a dreamy idealist who can completely immerse itself into romantic love. Sensual and sexual, people born under this sign always believe that the perfect union isn't a fantasy. If they try hard enough or wait long enough, eventually they will live a blissful life in a castle in the clouds. A Pisces who isn't getting what they believe they deserve in a relationship can be a bit hard to handle, for these emotional beings can easily become a victim of their intense emotions and fall into a depressive state. Pisces may wander from lover to lover, but when they commit to a relationship that has a balance of romance and security, it is fairly safe to say that they will not stray. If love is a drug, Pisces is the original addict.

Most Compatible: Pisces, Cancer, Scorpio, Capricorn

In matters of the heart, looking at sun signs is a perfect jump off point. But remember, it only allows you to delve so deep. So for a more in-depth look into the strengths and challenges of any serious love relationship, we recommend getting a couple's chart done by a professional astrologer. Also know that no matter what your sun sign is, the success or failure of any relationship rests on the shoulders and hearts of the people involved.

Rehersal...

2008-07-06T23:15:00.013+08:00

Yesterday Jem and me went over to Marina Bay to catch the live rehersal of NDP for this year... Got this lobang from his friend... Luckily for me - one last ticket... This is the first time in my life going to catch a NDP so i was a bit excited... There were lots of people all around making the whole place really crowded... All the queueing and waiting made us sweat alot...

When finally we got our seats, we felt relieved as it was quite windy and cooling... We made it on time and the reersal was starting soon... The rehersal lasted for about 2 hours plus... Although it was the first rehersal, i felt that everyone has done well as there were no hiccups or wrong movements...

Tried to take some pics but some of them appeared small though... Anyway a glimpse of what NDP 08 will be like...

Introducing the Red Lions!!!

The parade SM...
Singapore Flag...
The Awesome Black Knights!!!

What is NDP without FIREWORKS!!!

Flashes of lights from the fireworks were shoot high up into the sky... Moments later, it's gone... This is how fast it can last... It applies to human beings as well... Cherish every moment of ur life for you wont know when will your flashes be gone...

Relationships are fragile too... A real r/s will pass and get through all sorts of obstacles... Hope it wont be like the fireworks...

2008-06-29T17:51:00.003+08:00

...Army Days...

These few weeks have been great for me in camp... Doing nothing but just waiting for time to pass every day... Did our FFI and now we are basically left with counting down of the number of days left in army life... Haha... Finally it's my turn to say that it is over... But of coz a new phrase of my life will begin soon... Excited yet nervous...

I had my last cohesion last week... Watched "Dont mess with Zohan" and i felt that it was a very entertaining show... Laughed alot... After tat we went to Cpt Eric's house at La Casa for BBQ... It was hot but nevertheless i enjoyed every moment of it... Hopefully i will get some of the pics i've taken and post it...

...Lovely Relationships...

I felt happy for my friends who are in love especially tai... They looked so sweet tgt wif their partners... The feeling of loneliness still won't go of just yet... Everything seems in a turmoil for me... I'm just like anyone else wanting just a simple ger whom i can share things wif... I thought i found mine, but i'm wrong... I know it's all about fate and i will just wait patiently (although i'm starting to lose faith and hope) for that wish to come true...

Just found out that xiu yun bought a $600+ watch for tai yesterday when i went out wif him... I felt happy for him... Hope this time round they can really settle down well...

Friends asked how's things about me and her sometimes... I guessed not tat gud after all... I tried to stop communication with her waiting to see whether she will initiate conact with me first or not... Result - Negative... I'm still the one initiating the contact although it's just a sms...

I might be thinking too much or hoping for too much since we are just friends now... But still, things are the same... I know myself too well... I'm able to commit to a r/s faithfully... If she's still the same, i guess i have make a wrong choice...

She might be busy with her work but wat if it is in the future when we are older??? Will she still behave like how she is now... Only time will tell... I want to have a future wif her but will tat day really come??? I hate disappointment!!! Of coz there's no obligations...

He finally did it!!!

2008-06-15T23:07:00.004+08:00

Yesterday my family attended the commissioning of my brother in OCS... Finally after 9 months of shit and hell, he is officially an officer...

I'm really proud to see him achieve this as it is really difficult to endure shit life for 9 months... Congrats bro!!! Army really made a boy into a man...

The program for the whole commissioning is quite good and i'm quite impressed with all the programs they lined up for us... They even invited different religious people to blessed and pray for the newly commissioned officers...

Oh my bro's band teacher went there also... She might been my teacher too coz she teaches in Charlton primary sch... Lol... I saw her pic taken wif my bro when he was in primary 4... She looked so young... Now she's a mother and aunty... Haha ok la...

Anyway a new chapter of life is beginning for him soon... All the best 2LT Chiang Wei Zhong!!!

...Pictures time...

...Wearing the rank he deserved...

...Whole family...

...Bro with his teacher,husband and baby...

...Smile...

...Bro and dad...

...Bro and mum...

...Army boyz...

...Sis and bro...

Moments of happiness...

2008-06-08T22:31:00.002+08:00

I met her yesterday...

It seems like we are back to the old days...

So close yet inside we look like stranger and miles apart...

Even though it's a short time, i felt that it was more than enough...

For the happiness and memories are flashing back...

It's as though we have never been apart before...

I really wanted to ask the question...

But...

One sentence that will make me ponder...

"Nobody in the company knows that i'm single except one"

Ponder for the good or bad times...

I wonder...

Thoughts...

2008-06-07T01:01:00.002+08:00

Life is short... Better enjoy urself first as you wont know what will happen the next second...

Or should they wait for a miracle to happen....

Is it worth waiting??? It's flowing in the mind because of love or memories???

Be patient and one might just have an unexpected answer...

Chances are created by oneself and fate is in one's hand...

Either you lose it or you make full use of the chance given...

The sound of one voice makes one's day...

Happiness or freshness...

Better off with or without one???

Used to the situation or missing part of the body/life???

Might be lonely and jealous of others...

A penny for your thoughts...

Free movie day...

2008-05-28T23:57:00.002+08:00

Early in the morning i knew people were to start asking me about my MC thing already... Some of them surely think that i purposely missed it... I'm rite... Some of the regulars asked and of coz i told them i was sick... I heard our department got a tighten discipline measures and when i got to office, i was abit sian la... Cannot go outside clinic report sick... What the fuck... If he wants might as well aim that "guy" only... Damn it... I guessed his mood will be damn lousy today...

Surprisingly his mood is quite okay today and joke around the whole day... So i felt better and time passed faster... Saw my duty today... Got 4 duties again... Sucks man... Thought gonna ORD should have aroun 2-3 lo... So sad and sian... Arghhhhh!!!!

Saw Sgt Snow at our base today... Lol... Really slim down sia... Cant believe it... Woman have great motivation sia... Haha... Anyway gud job...

Rushed home after that coz i dun wanna pang seh tai la... Watched Indiana Jones at suntec @ 7.05pm... It was 7.30 when i reached the cinema la... Over it's quite an exciting show with a decent plot... But at times it was a bit "over" the limit with all the impossibles being possible... Haha... My rating : a 3-3.5 over 5...

Tat bloody tai wants to walk from suntec to little india mrt station... Told him it's damn far but he kept saying its near... In the end i followed him la and halfway through he admitted its a further route... Damn him sia... But still we made it to little india... At bugis so qiao i saw christine... Say hi and ka jiao her abit before we proceed on... Ah butt came and pick us up at little india coz they are going to play majong lor... Too bad tml i need to work...

One more day nearer to ORD!!! Lol...

Learn the secret language of sex...

2008-05-23T18:06:00.001+08:00

The devil is in the details for Taurus, who sees sex as a respite from other, more tedious endeavors - and will do anything to prolong it. This is great news for the verbally inclined, since even the finest print (or most vivid description) is not lost on the bull. Rather, it enhances their experience. In fact, Taurus wants you to get down and dirty - or rather, earthy, since the catch is not to delve into the fantastical. These grounded types want you to keep it real, even here. So stick to play by plays - detailed descriptions of the things your bull can do to you (with a special focus on the use of their tongue) - and you can't miss. (Sample: "I'm thinking about you running your tongue up my thigh and…" you take it from there.)

Heady Gemini, on the other hand is the zodiac's game player… and fantasizer. In fact, the more impractical - and improbable - the implication is, the better. To get the Twins really riled up, find the least opportune time (the middle of a business dinner, in line at the airport - the less sexual the situation is, the better) and fill their heads with a fantasy of doing it right there. When you whisper your erotic interlude expect your Gemini's eyes to light up - and your next session to be downright wild. PS: The Twins can handle your bedroom persona differing from your standard self - don't stress about coming off forward if you're actually demure, or vice versa. (Sample: "Take me into that closet, throw me up against the door and four letter word, four letter word, four letter word… But you'll have to cover my mouth when I scream so no one out here will catch us!")

Sensitive Cancer likes to be doted on, and anyone spinning a sexy story for the crab should keep that in mind. More important, however, is not to confuse sensitivity with timidity. These artful souls can conjure the most sordid details (sexually speaking) and they like it when their lovers step up to the plate here as well (or stoop down to it, depending on your perspective). As such, colorful descriptions (the word pink comes to mind… it describes so many body parts, no matter your skin shade!), will go a long way - particularly by phone. If pushing it makes you nervous, ask for approval along the way. Odds are, you'll get it. (Sample: "Do you like it when I trail my fingers and lips lightly down your stomach to your throbbing… fill in the blank for yourself.")

Leo wants you to worship at their altar. During sex, in the lead up, when you're sitting at Sunday lunch. It doesn't matter when… so long as it's often. Tell a Lion how much they turn you on - any time with any amount of detail - and you'll score points… as long as your lascivious language is flattering. In other words, use your turn of phrase to make a male Leo feel like a big strong man or a lioness like a gorgeous, glowing goddess and you've got it made. (Sample: "Oh my god, look at your… insert amazing attribute or generous endowment here… I have to four letter word you until I four letter word all over your four letter word… Oh, and a special note, wide-eyed sincerity does wonders.")

Virginal games are not for Virgo. And nor is squeaky-clean sex talk. In fact, the precision loving Virgin can talk (and play!) a good game themselves, and you'll want to be sure to keep up, lest you be judged! Salacious is the name of the game here, with elaborate coming in a close second. Involved descriptions of intricate lingerie (things that lace up - or tie up - come to mind) and details of how you'll take it off for them, will be sure to get their wheels spinning - whether it's as a lead-up to a night of passion or in the moment as you do the deed. You'll get bonus points for the ability to combine naughty and nice. (Sample: "As I tie your wrists to the bed with the soft, smooth silk rope, your skin tingles, you like the sensation… even as the rope tightens…")

While unpredictable when it comes to fidelity (who wouldn't be with so many options!), Libra is actually a consummate romantic, complete with fairytale wishes and idealistic sexual fantasies. Keeping this in mind, dirty talk here may lean a bit more flowery than scandalous. This isn't because Libra is a prude, however - in fact, quite the opposite - rather it's because sex-talk may strike these refined types as seedy. Still, who doesn't like a little encouragement? Which may be the apropos way to verbally engage your balanced one's sexy side. Encourage your Libran by expressing what delights you. Keep it simple and sweet, knowing that implication is everything. (Sample: "It feels so amazing when you… oh yeah… just like that.")

Conversely, Scorpio knows no bounds sexually - or sexually speaking. If there is a sign that can handle a string of four letter words intermingled with hard, wet, pierced, plunged, sucked and spanked, it's this stinger. And that's just the tip of the iceberg. The catch is, unlike Gemini, Virgo or Pisces (other signs who are particularly given to talking dirty), there's no need for elaborate scenarios here. Just get to the point. Scorpio wants to be all consumed by sex, as if their entire identity begins from the moment foreplay is initiated, which is very often when one of you starts this conversation. That said, keep in mind that no time is inappropriate for sex talk here. After all, for this sign, a seduction is always in progress. (Sample: "I thought of you when I came home last night, hovering over me with that smile and your… insert four letter word" frenzy with aforementioned intermingling.)

Strong-willed Sagittarius takes sex seriously - as a physical act as well as a philosophical one, so for them, talking dirty is a combination of those two pleasures. As such, The Archer responds well to a delicate hand - or moreover, a truly artistic one when it comes to lusty lingo. Romantic ramblings that mix pleasure and adventure (with a healthy dose of longing thrown in) will hit the spot with Sag - and bring out their more adoring side. For an added thrill, switch roles mid-way through pleasuring your Archer and ask them to do the talking. Catching them in the height of arousal means they'll likely be happy to oblige and surprise you. (Sample: "I want to bring you pleasure like you've never known… Does it feel good when I…")

Capricorn is business minded and risk-averse, so safety is the word to remember here. And not as in S&M safe words, either! Rather, the key to unleashing a Capricorn's saucier side (which is libidinous to say the least) is making the Goat feel understood. As such, sex-talk should focus on them. Only your Capricorn can make you feel this kind of longing and lust… and as long as they know that, the world is your sexual oyster. (Sample: "Oh wow, I've never felt anything like the way you do/your… fill in the blank with your Cap's special skill or astounding asset.")

Seductive but soothing words will go a long way with Aquarius, who is constantly looking to combine the pleasures of mind and body for an otherworldly experience. To get there, take your Water Bearer on an erotic expedition with your imagination. Describe (on the phone, via email or in person as you tantalize and tease) the ways in which physical ecstasy can overcome their being, sending them to new heights - or depths (Aquarius is not kink-averse!), and you'll have them hooked. Special tip: describe an orgasm from the first sensation and watch them float away, awash in your glow. (Sample: "It's the tiniest feeling at first… like an electric current has been turned on through you, but as your breath quickens and you get wetter/harder…" You can take it from there.)

Playful Pisces is ruled by imaginative Neptune, which means that talking dirty is part and parcel of sex for this sign. No adventure is too outrageous, no description taking it too far, so long as you remember Pisces' sensitive spirit. In other words, Pisces (like Capricorn and Cancer) needs to feel safe and cared for with their lover. Once that's accomplished, the fish can skip from the lightest of play to dirtiest depths. Versatility is one of their strong suits. To start off safe but strong, ask your Pisces how they'd feel about indulging a little imagination… like if you were to strip them of their clothes and start at their toes, guided only by their breath and sounds… since you're the only one allowed to speak. (Sample: "Touch me that way… you make me melt when you… fill in the blank.").

Aries is simple when it comes to sex. They want to rule their partners. They want to dominate. And when it comes to talking dirty, that's exactly how to play things with the Ram. Four letter words are a-okay, so long as they're describing what your Aries can do to you. No need to be faint-hearted here. As with all things in life, the motto for the Ram is bring it on. (Sample: "Four letter word me… I love the way you four letter word me... I can't stop thinking of how hot it is when you grab me and throw me down and… well… four letter word me." Yes, the four letter word here starts with an "f" and yes, you get the point.)

Man Utd - Champions!!!

2008-05-22T19:45:00.007+08:00

I guess Man Utd fans around the whole will be celebrating just like me after capturing their 3rd Champions League Cup (the last was from 1998/99 season - waited for nearly 10 years)... This completes their glorious double this season!!! Awesome stuff from Man Utd this season... I watched the match with tai, butt, kenny and shun... This was a really exciting match and luckily i made the right choice in watching in even though i have flu...

Man Utd really dominate the first half and it was really unlucky that Chelsea equalized... Man Utd have the chance to seal the game in first half - only if tevez and carrick have scored with the good chance they had... Damn it... Second half were more or less for Chelsea... They are creating more chances and luckily, two of the "sure goal" shot hit the post... If not it would have been game over for Man Utd... Phew... Really tight game and we really have quite a number of scary occasion...

Ryan Giggs was introduced in place of Scholes and the Welshman made a record 759th appearance for the Red Devils... The most important part is he even score from the spot kick!!! What a old bird... Haha...

The dramatic shootout looked to be going Chelsea's way after Petr Cech saved Cristiano Ronaldo's effort but Terry's miss cost them the title dearly...

Goalkeeper Edwin van der Sar was the hero with a penalty save to deny Nicolas Anelka after Chelsea captain John Terry had missed the chance to win the Blues the trophy by firing his own spot-kick hit the post... Whoo~~~ Time to celebrate!!! He played mind game wth Anelka as he pointed to his left side of the post but dived to his right (just nice the spot where Anelka placed his spot kick)... The rest is history... When Man Utd won we hugged each other and gave each other high fives... Lol seems like we won the title sia... Such a wonderful moment...

Maybe if Drogba isn't sent off for a meangingless slap, Man Utd might have lost the game... Anyway i really think that luck and fate played a huge part in their victory la...

Started watching the match at about 2.45 and the match ended at 6 (including the presentation of the trophy)... Till now i have not sleep for 17 hours already... Seeing stars already... Haha... Gonna have sweet dreams tonight man... Anyway below are some pics to remember the historic and happy moments...

The Luzhniki Stadium prepares to welcome two English teams for the first time in Champions League final history...

The ultimate prize...

On-fire Cristiano Ronaldo leapt highest to score his 42nd goal of the season...

Against the run of play, Frank Lampard latched on to a deflected shot to put Chelsea level again on the stroke of half-time...

He may be wearing one of the more garish goalkeeping jerseys out there, but Petr Cech still showed his class by keeping out Carlos Tevez and Micheal Carrick shots...

Ryan Giggs replaces fellow veteran Paul Scholes to win his 759th cap for United, surpassing Sir Bobby Charlton's mark of 758...

The moment of madness and turning point.... Didier Drogba is sent off for a petulant slap on Nemanja Vidic at the end of extra-time...

Top scorer Ronaldo missing a penalty which he shouldn't have missed...

John Terry's reaction after missing his penalty... He slipped and his shot hits the post...

Edwin Van der Sar celebrates as he dived to save Nicolas Anelka's penalty, giving Man Utd a famous win in Moscow...

Manchester United are the Champions of Europe and the Champions of England too...

Bedroom amusements by sign...

2008-05-13T17:48:00.001+08:00

Great sex is an integral part of any good relationship. But it's not always easy to keep things hot - especially in long-term affairs. Indeed, fanning the flames requires effort, openness and imagination. And what better way to do it then to incorporate a little child's play? Well, adult play, really.

On that note, whether you're in the first throes of passion or you've been together for years, if you're looking to liven up your boudoir (or open a few new doors with your partner), a little game play might be the answer. Lucky for you, the stars can help you determine how to create a win-win situation between the sheets!

Here is your guide to sex games - by sign!

Taurus is the food lover of the zodiac - as well as one of its most sensual lovers. So it follows that to add some play to your sex life, you'd be well-served with a bull to combine their two loves into a lover's food game. Edible additions are always welcome in the bedroom with Taurus - or anywhere else that you deign to do it. Choose the spreadable, smearable sort, put it on yourself and let Taurus blaze the treasure trail. Chart their territory wisely and they won't be the only one in for a different kind of dessert!

For Gemini, mind games are the primary tool of seduction. The focus here is on foreplay. One surefire way to set their libido a light is to indulge in role play - in fact, turning fantasy into reality (teacher/student or doctor/nurse) will be a guaranteed twin-pleaser. For added excitement try meeting in a bar and pretending to be strangers… before giving it a go in the bathroom… then leaving as if you're not going home together.

Cancer is sensitive - and sensual by nature. They're also submissive. Tie your crab up and spend hours lavishing them with attention (feathers, ticklers, oils - you name it), and you'll have cracked their shell for good. Make it your point to break their orgasm record… Then don't untie them until you're both repeatedly satisfied.

Leo is known for loving the spotlight - in bed and beyond. As such, Lions tend toward victim fantasies - victim of the voyeur that is! In other words, put the lion in the spotlight (doing anything and everything you choose) and you'll likely score points. Tell your Leo you want to watch them act out your fantasy - that they're on stage for only you (or the world) to see… their voracity may surprise you. Conversely, you could also try a little switch. Ask your Leo to watch you… they may find the role change refreshing.

Virgo may come off as serious, but keep in mind that their penchant is for neatness, not chasteness! Indeed, a little kink goes a long way with the Virgin. So don your leather gloves or any fetish gear that seems apropos (leather, latex and the like go over well here) to show them a taste of heaven… along with a little discipline… After all, no one is perfect, and they might need to be punished!

Libra is known to be fickle, and as such you want to keep them excited. The balanced ones will enjoy any sexual adventure that centers around location. Join the mile-high club, feel each other up in a taxi. Whatever, wherever can be your new creed - as long as it's festive and fun. To make a game of it, create a point system for initiating sex based on the risk factor of your location. Then set a time frame and see who wins.

Scorpio is the zodiac's siren. As such, even the most seemingly sensible stinger is open to sexual exploration - blindfolds or sex toys, anyone? So long as they're assured that you're under their spell. If you really want to blow a Scorpion's mind, make a list of questions about your desires and give them a personal erotic mystery to unravel. As they answer each question (correctly of course), remove an item of clothing… to reveal either an elaborate ensemble or intense arousal.

Sagittarius is a take-charge type, but adventure is always the name the game, which means switching things up on occasion. So, to set your Sag's blood to boil, remove them from the driver's seat for a second. Sit them down, restrain them if necessary and tease them, with a strip-tease, perhaps. The game, of course, will be seeing how long they can hold themselves back before they re-claim control and ravage you. Play your game outdoors for an added bonus!

Hardworking Capricorn is known for focus… Why not take that focus and hardwork to the bedroom? Try watching a little erotica to get warmed up, then delve into making your own! Just remember, the goat will most likely want to play the director… and make you the star. But once you have their attention, there's no limit to the heights they can scale.

Eccentric Aquarius requires a complex game to stay interested - sexually speaking. Feeling free whilst simultaneously entwined will do a lot for the Water Bearer. As such, if swinging is too far out for you (it probably won't be for Aquarius), pick a park to give some passers by a peep show. But of course, you'll have to pretend you don't want them to notice. Shy types fear not, it needn't be sex - a make out will do. For added points, keep track of the places you've displayed public affection… maybe even make a map!

Pisces is accustomed to being a pushover. But if you put Pisces in the power position, you'll uncover a whole new side to the fish - one that will make you submit to their whims! Ask to be dominated - to whatever level you're comfortable (bondage and spanking optional) and watch Pisces rise to the occasion. If it's near water, all the better!

Aries is not adverse to anything athletic that allows them to dominate. In fact, to please the Ram you'll want to make them work. A game of chase around the house… or hotel… or outdoor area of your choosing (with seductive stops intermittently, or a flash to give them a taste of what they're chasing) will do wonders. Just be sure to wriggle away and keep running, until neither of you can continue the chase!

Afraid...

2008-05-13T17:37:00.002+08:00

After the e prep roadshow, i headed back home to rest and slack for awhile before going for my check up for my back... When i reached CGH and had a queue number, i waited for about 30 mins...

The nurse called my name but my number didn't appear on the screen... Strange... When the doctor told me that i got something similar to slip disc, i got shocked... How on earth did i get it... Damn my mind was in a blank and i did not talk until a few seconds later... For 1 year plus the doctors only asked me to go for physio (which is correct) and a x-ray (which is also correct)...

They can't find anything wrong with the x-ray and i thought it should be ok then... But when the previous doctor sent me for a MRI scan, i thought it's gud to have one too since it's a good way to have a clearer view of your body... Finally the doctor found something wrong... But is it a little too late since i am going to ORD soon... Damn it...

Shouldn't they have arranged a MRI scan earlier... Hai... The doctor gave me a letter to ask the MO to downgrade my pes status... This means that it might be quite serious... Zzz... Hopefully it's nothing serious... Doctor's advice - swim once a week and do physio on MY OWN... Crap...

Champions yet again...

2008-05-12T21:49:00.004+08:00

Glory glory Man Utd...

We are the champion my friend...

Champion~ Champion~ Ole Ole~...

Those are the few lines i kept hearing yesterday nite after Man Utd won the championship... Man Utd fans are all over the moon as they had fought hard for their title... Goals from Ronaldo (who else) and the evergreen Giggsy help Man utd win the EPL title from Chelsea... Although i lost some $$ but i'm happy for them to win the title... Hurray!!!

Recently two of ex peicai "frend"(one is my past best frend and the other is a past admirer) contacted me out of a sudden... Abit shocked man suddenly... Roy asked whether i wanna work at starhub or not... Tat's all and we seems like a total stranger... Ha ha it's a funny situation...

Went to CGH today to see the nose specialist... The doctor is another fuck up doctor... Zzz... Damn jia lat their attitude... Knnccb... Anyway i won't be going for the op already unless i changed my mind in july before i ORD la... Will try to take their med until july and see how it goes la... Think saw an ex tech working at motorola today at CGH... Xue Qin... Think should be her la... Got children already man... How sweet... Haha... All th best!!! Hehe...

Cherish life people...

2008-05-07T21:11:00.002+08:00

Recently the news i have read are news that made man kind unhappy... From the tragic death and injuries from accidents to the shortage of food around the whole world... My god... All of the news are so bad that makes me think that the world is coming to an end soon...

Although people think that they are safe while they are travelling either taking public transport or own vehicle, accidents do happen... All these are fate i guessed... Some only suffered minor injury while others have died...

People in the world pls listen up... Cherish your life as though it's the last day of your life as no one can predict what will happen next... You might be gone the next moment... I'm starting to prepare myself too... God bless the people...

Hopefully there will be enough food supply for the whole world since food is essential to human beings... I can't imagine people in singapore having nothing to eat and starve to death... This is the worst case scenario... Hope it won't ever happen... God bless us...

Riches by Sign...

2008-05-07T20:28:00.002+08:00

Have you ever wondered why some people seem to attract money like a magnet, and others have to scrounge for every nickel that comes their way? For most of us, work and money go hand in hand. Some people live to work, while others simply work to live.Money may be a necessary evil, but are we astrologically predisposed to our methods of making and managing our financial well-being? A closer look at your Sun sign may help to shine a little light on the situation.

Earth Signs
Plant a seed, and it will growEarth signs are known for their practical nature, which is firmly rooted in common sense. Their patient methodology and inherent need for stability often plays a significant part in their career and financial success. Ever the conservative, the Earth signs, regardless of their pay scale, are born knowing how to save. When the stocks are down and the economy is being squeezed, the Earth signs may cry poor, but chances are good that they have a moderate roll of bills tucked away in their sock drawer.

Taurus is the executive of the Earth sign bunch - the ones most likely to iron and frame their first dollar bill. They love money and the things that it can buy, and will collect both with a sense of strategy.

Virgo tends to be the workaholic. Their discipline flows from their work choice directly to their precise and detailed checkbook ledger. While Virgos may know where every penny has been invested or spent, it is Capricorn who gets the shrewd award.

Capricorns make money to keep it, and watch it multiply. They are likely to climb the ladder of success in their chosen field, simply so that they can buy the company.

Air Signs
Easy come, easy goThe intellectual and logical traits of Air are often lost in the breeze when it comes to managing their financial plane. They believe that money is made to be spent. Money of itself holds little value to an Air sign, except that it gives freedom to shop and share. Because work is yet another social arena, Air signs do well in negotiating their pay and position, although they are willing to sacrifice cash in order to achieve personal satisfaction.

Gemini is an accounting nightmare whose impulse spending could fill a store. Their credit card balances aren't incentive to work harder, simply a reason to negotiate (and get!) a little more. Their diversity and love of power keeps them moving in their career path(s), creating an image that success comes easy, even if unpaid bills clutter the desk.

When it comes to budgeting, Libra is the best of the Air sign bunch. Well, at least they know what one is. Their love of luxury and the finest things leads then to a career path that allows for self-expression, and is likely to put them in the spotlight - a blessing to their wallets.

The oddball of the Air sign group has to be Aquarius. These idealistic, humanitarian sorts are primarily interested in the freedom that money brings. They may tuck away a bill or two if required for their plans, but are just as likely to give it away to a friend or cause in need of a helping hand.

Fire Signs
Gotta have itMoney in the hands of a Fire sign is likely to go up in smoke. Patience and restraint aren't characteristics of this hot-headed bunch, but their passion to achieve often comes in as their saving grace. Not lacking in energy or ambition, the Fire signs tend to race (or bully) their way to the front, and being the boss typically results in generating more cash. Fire signs like money, the things that it can buy, and the power that it represents.

Aries can be a competitive super-achiever, who thrives on creating success. Never one to be in second place, they tend to make money as a by-product of their ambition. Their selfish side can lead to financial chaos, as their spending habits can quickly get out of control. Fortunately, their creative independence tends to be profitable enough that they can eventually clean up their own mess.

Luxury-minded Leo is as good at making money as they are spending it. Even though they are quick to whip out a credit card for a comfort shopping spree, every cent is accounted for, and their next paycheck is already on the way.

When it comes to cash, Sagittarius certainly lives in the now. Ruled by Jupiter, the planet of success, Sag knows that more money can be made, even when they don't know exactly where or how. What matters most to this Fire sign isn't money, but the freedom it can buy - for them, money that translates into an experience is worth every dime.

Water Signs
What does money mean?The Water signs are the most diversified group when it comes to money, and making it. Always ruled by their emotions, each Water sign displays their own thoughts and feelings when it comes to money and career.

Cancer is willing to work hard for every dollar they have, and even harder to keep it. For them, money is the unfailing security blanket, and their industrious I'll-do-it-myself attitude has created more than one millionaire whose wallet is in pristine condition - because it is rarely opened.

Secretive Scorpio always has a plan, and knows that money equals power. Through quiet calculation, Scorpio will manipulate their career path to get where they want to be, and will stretch a dime as far as a dollar, carefully planning for their chosen luxuries.

Pisces typically prefers to be behind the scenes, and often is the starving artist. While they do like their creature comforts, this sign is adept at living within their fluctuating means. For them, money really isn't worth the paper it's written on - it's just another one of those mundane, earthly things.

Money can't buy you love
Some people say that money can't buy happiness, while others say that if that's your viewpoint, you obviously don't know where to shop! Money, or the lack thereof, affects all of us in some fashion - every day. Just ask someone who doesn't have any. Circumstances, as well as portfolios, have a tendency to ebb and flow. Money may rule our world in some fashion by dictating our freedom and levels of comfort, but the one thing it can never do (unless we let it) is to define who we are. Money doesn't make us - we make money. Astrologically speaking, we all have a shot to achieve our financial goals. If you hate what you do, or can't seem to make ends meet, maybe it's time to call on the stars.

Capital L...

2008-05-04T22:12:00.002+08:00

Somehow feelings just came back without any reasons...

Somehow memories just flashed back without thinking about anything...

Life is so unpredictable...

It should not be a case of feeling lonely...

He felt it in the past but it's a different kind of feeling now compared to the past...

What is still holding him back...

He tried so much and he tried so hard...

He thought that he has succeeded...

Emo is the key word...

In his heart there's still hope...

Even if it's just 1%...

Situation is still the same now...

As a pact is being made...

As for now he will try to compress his feelings...

For he isn't sure what will happen in the future...

Life is full of obstacles and surprises...

Thanks for the day!!!

2008-05-03T13:54:00.006+08:00

...Chilling out at Secret Reciepe...

...Dinner at swesen...

...Playing pool...

Thanks for everything although it's short and simple...

Still growing...

2008-05-02T17:46:00.002+08:00

A few weeks ago a lucky guy picked up $20... All thanks to betting the amount multiplied by 7-8 times (as updated of today)...

All thanks to Liverpool and Chelsea match in the champions league... These two matches alone helped me won $140 with bets of $20 only... Thank god so much!!!

Went to dumb;s house and watch the match that day... It was a nice match and i felt lucky again that i have won the bets again... Cool man... Never been so accurate before... Lol... Looking forward to this weekend's matches... Give me inspirations god... :)

Jus collected my computer yesterday... Hopefully it won't break down again man... Damn... Dont wanna spend $$ again...

Just had our cohesion today... First time i had sakura... Not that bad though... But i felt so full man... Zzz... Need to exercise again... Yawn... The weather is really humid recently... Made one irritated easily man.. Need to drink lots of water... Take care of urself too ting (if you happen to see my blog)...

Proud day for Man Utd Fans...

2008-04-30T19:43:00.002+08:00

Man Utd 1 Barcelona 0...

Even though i lost $$ but i'm still a happy man...

Finally Man Utd are into the finals!!! Hell yea man!!!

A great great goal from the "lao jiao" Paul Scholes done the job... Kudos to Scholes with such a spectacular goal...

Later gonna go to dumb's hse to catch the match between Chelsea and Liverpool... Haha bet a little too... Hope today will be another lucky day...

Cheers to all Man Utd fans!!!

Just 3...

2008-04-28T19:15:00.002+08:00

--> Gentlemen start your engines!!!

--> Husband and wife on holiday...

--> Swing your bat dude!!!

Some pics...

2008-04-28T00:24:00.004+08:00

--> From left to right: Shadow Masters, Glow in the dark deck and Ghost deck...

Courtesy of Tai, xiu yun and jem...

--> Parker pen...Courtesy of Mr dumb and bloody su...

Polymates day...

2008-04-28T00:04:00.003+08:00

Met up with titus, tong wan and of coz jem to go out together... Met titus and tong wan first as jem was not up yet... Initially when i met them i felt kinda strange but i thought it should be normal la since so long didnt see one another already...

They are still the same la... Titus still as kb while tong wan still as san ba... Hehe... We shopped around orchard and i asked quite alot about SIA (of coz la my future job)... Tong wan got discount for The DFS gallery opposite far east once she showed them her pass sia... Cool man... I asked her to help me buy alcohol la since she say it's cheap...

After we have done our shopping, just nice jem arrived... A short while later two of titus's friends joined us too... We walked from far east to park mall to have our dinner... Fish and Co... After which jem, tong wan and me went to C.H.I.M.E.S to catch the clash between man utd vs chelsea... It was full house there man... Where ever we go, it was full... Good atmosphere there...

When chelsea scored just before half time, i was thinking oh yes got chance to win $$ again as i bought H-D (HT/FT)... After the break rooney scored a goal and it remained that score until around 82nd mins... Carrick handballed while dunno who the hell crossed in... Damn it!!! Q#!#%$^$^ Ballack scored and there goes my $$... Or else i could have won $40+ lor... Shit... I didnt win and man utd lost... What a sad moment... But luckily i still won another match so in the end i won $6... Oh while we are watching the match we ordered some drinks... Jem ordered BLOODY MARY and it was the most disgusting drink i had ever tasted... My god!!!

We chatted at the TCC at city link and took some pics too... Girls really like to take pics sia... Till toda i still wonder how come SIA hired her... Lol...

Happy Birthday Zen...

2008-04-27T23:45:00.002+08:00

Today is my 23rd year on earth... Lol... How time flies... Becoming an uncle soon sia... However today is still a happy day for me la… I met tai and xiu yun around 4.30pm at marina square… As expected, they are inside the arcade la… While Jem is still not here yet we decided to play pool till he reaches…

Haha not much feel today unlike the previous day (Friday)… After Jem came, they gave me my birthday present… Haha… Felt touched again (and of coz happy)… This must be tai’s idea la coz they gave me one poker card deck each… But still I love the gifts la… I have shadow masters, glow in the dark tragic royalty playing cards and ghost deck… Cool decks!!!

For our dinner we went to swensen… We took some pics there while having our dinner… It was quite rush as we still have a show to catch at 7.05pm… Till today then I found out that they gave free ice cream (firehouse happy birthday) on your birthday… There’s a candle on top of the ice cream!!! Lol… So we went to watch our movie (harold and kumar) and had lots of laughter as it was really a very funny movie…

We went to secret recipe and had some cakes ordered… The waiter there is damn clever man… We didn’t tell him who the birthday boy is and which cake he is eating and he got it all right when he put the candle on the piece of cake I wanted… Cool man…

Although it's a simple day but time passed by so quickly and it was another happy day for me... Thanks everybody (tai, xiu yun, jem, dumb and su) for making my birthday celebration happy... Hopefully i can still celebrate with her one day...

First present...

2008-04-26T15:15:00.002+08:00

It seems to be anoher normal day when i stepped into the camp... Everything is still the same... Met su and dumb for lunch and while walking towards the cookhouse, they passed me a present... I was very happy and excited when receiving the gift... To my surprised, my present was a Parker pen... First time a pen as a gift for me... It's a nice and beautiful present from them... Thanks mr dumb and bloody su!!! Haha...

Met them again about 10 plus and we went to play pool... Treated them since they bought me the pen already or else i oso feel pai seh... Played until 11 plus 12 and i took a cab back...

While i was on my way back i msg her asking whether she wanna join me for some makan or not... In the end she said no to makan but yes to drinking... Zzz... But by then i was already thinking she is stress up again or else she wont suddenly asked me to drink wif her...

After all the shopping for beers, we went to a playground nearby green's void deck and sat there for our drinking session... We chatted quite alot about her work and friends... No wonder she is so stress up... A bit eager to prove her worth to the company?? Maybe as wat she said... People have high expectation from her... A talented staff...

I think we chatted for about an hour or so and she went to the toilet inside green... She wanted to finish one more can of beer before going back and we sat at the open tables in the center of green... Suddenly i told her two "ah lians"coming but they are her friends... Lol... Her friends care for her alot and i'm happy for her... At least there will be someone there for her when she is down... Sent her back home and i went home after that... That was a nice chat... :)

2nd and last...

2008-04-23T21:47:00.002+08:00

Today we had our monthly birthday celebration and this will be my last... Haha... ORD LOH!!! This month not bad la the food... Got a choco banana cake from secret recipe and chewy juniors i guess... Lol... Got two birthday boys but staff gan din come so i was the only one listening to the birthday song and blowing the cake...

Getting one year older man... Zzz... Hopefully i can get off on next monday... Not so gud la birthday fall on sunday so dunno staff will give off or not... Let's see...

Next week will be a short week too... Monday off (hopefully), tuesday duty (probably), wednesday half day work (surely), thursday holiday (defintely) and friday is cohesion day (holy)... Lol... May is coming next and ORD is in sight... Whoo...

Damn my head and stomach is still feeling unwell after all the med taken... Mum has fallen sick too... Diarrhea like me... Zzz... Hopefully both of us will be fine...

Ever since i picked up the $20, till yesterday (which i won 3 out of 3 bets), the total i got back is now $90... My god... My luck is beginning to get better now!!! Swee la... Haha... Huat la huat la...

Not a good time for questions...

2008-04-21T20:29:00.002+08:00

For the past fewdays my mum has been asking questions related to her... I have not tell her yet that we are not together anymore... Partly because i still feel that we still might have a chance to be back together... When my mum asked i just shaked or noded my head... Felt quite weird to answer her questions coz she kept saying "ur gf" till i'm feeling kinda uncomfortable coz after all we are not together...

Chatted with someone in msn today... He felt that i have made a wrong choice in breaking up wif her... It's not easy for two people to be together but into a relationship... Somehow after hearing the stuffs he told me, i thought and thought for quite some time... His words might be true... I regretted too... But it's all too late...

Decisions have been made unless chances are given again... If there were to be chances given, of coz i would like to start afresh and over again... Haha... Funny though... But that's the characteristics of human beings... Ironic...

Yeah man...

2008-04-20T21:23:00.002+08:00

My bro went to bought a new charger for $55 and finally i can surf the net now!!! Damn after quite a number of days without computer is hell...

Went to swim yesterday and swam for 25 laps... Damn when i was home i feel so shag and my body is burning hot...

I'm still feeling shit today... Feel like falling sick soon... Hopefully i still can tahan... Damn weak and nua now... Zzz...

Got quite a few movies today... Shiock shiock... haha... Rapid share is quite useful la... Very fast... Next week will be my birthday!!! Hopefully there will be plans made...

Panadol time!!!

The art of bonding - astrologically...

2008-04-20T21:09:00.002+08:00

Fire

Fire signs Aries, Leo and Sagittarius are super fun, adventurous pals. There is rarely a dull moment when Leo is in the spotlight, Sag is talking about your next mountain trek and Aries is committing you to the soccer league. These people tend to be energetic and active, with a need to express themselves. They can be very impulsive, outgoing and are usually not afraid to take risks. They are very attractive as friends, but beware because they can get you in trouble!

Aries friends, regardless of gender, tend to get along better with men As a friend, they are warm and hospitable, high-energy and fun. They enjoy a bit of personal competition, which can get touchy because their ego requires that they be number one. They like life in the fast lane, are typically athletic and usually ready to go out on the town. Their quick temper and stubborn nature can be a handful at times, but they are loyal to their long-term friends.

Aries gets along best with: Other Aries, Taurus, Gemini, Leo, Sagittarius, Aquarius and Pisces - moderately well with Cancer, Libra and Capricorn. Friendships with Virgo and Scorpio tend to be challenging until the end.

Leos are warm and generous, outgoing and funny However, they do come equipped with a rather large ego - one that needs to be fed. As a friend, they are loyal and giving, sincere and honest. They like routine, are usually successful themselves, and are more inclined to have successful friends. They can be self-centered and need their privacy, and aren't always the best at offering explanations for cancelled plans.

Leo gets along best with: Other Leos, Virgo, Libra, Sagittarius, Aries, Gemini, and Cancer - fairly well with Scorpio, Aquarius and Taurus. Relationships with Capricorn and Pisces tend to require a bit more work than Leo likes to give.

Sagittarius is outgoing and upbeat, popular and warmAs a friend, they are protective and tend to take in strays… animals or people. They are very accepting, and see equality in all beings. Free spirited and prone to wandering, they may not be the best confidant, but they do see beauty in all things - mainly because they like to stick their head in the sand to anything unpleasant.

Sagittarius get along best with: Other Sagittarius, Capricorn, Aquarius, Aries, Leo, Libra and Scorpio - moderately well with Pisces, Gemini, and Virgo. They often find less pleasure in relationships with Taurus and Cancer.

Earth

Earth signs Taurus, Virgo and Capricorn tend to be very practical and stable friends that can last a lifetime. They are industrious yet patient souls who know how to set goals and work hard to achieve them. So if you need career advice, resumes written, honest relationship advice or someone to pick you up at 3am, you can count on an earth sign. But they will also tell it like they see it, so if you don't want to know the truth, don't hang out with a bull, a virgin or a goat.

Taurus friends are affectionate, reliable and strong of will and of character As a friend, they enjoy people and the finer things in life. They don't like weakness in themselves or others, and will not hesitate to point it out. It takes some effort to gain the trust of a Taurus, but if you have and respect it, no better friend you'll need.

Taurus get along best with: Other bulls, Gemini, Cancer, Virgo, Capricorn, Pisces and Aries - moderately well with Leo, Scorpio and Aquarius. They have little patience when it comes to Libra and Sagittarius.

Virgo is intelligent and tidy, intellectual and kindAs a friend, they are helpful and giving, and prefer to keep things peaceful and serene. They are natural worriers, who are always willing to lend a hand, but have a bit of trouble asking for help or admitting when they are wrong. They may only have a handful of those whom they consider friends, but they surely have a list of acquaintances a mile or so long.

Virgo gets along best with: Other Virgos, Libra, Scorpio, Capricorn, Taurus, Cancer and Leo - fairly well with Sagittarius, Pisces and Gemini. They tend to be overwhelmed by Aquarius and Aries.

Capricorns are loyal and kind, sincere and devotedThis sign will not desert a true friend. They are prone to testing their relationships, and sometimes overstep their bounds by trying to help or do good for someone that they care about. If a friendship goes wrong, they certainly can hold a grudge… but even an angry Capricorn will make good on their promises.

Capricorn gets along best with: Other Capricorns, Aquarius, Pisces, Taurus, Virgo, Scorpio and Sagittarius - moderately well with Aries, Cancer and Libra. Gemini and Leo have a way of exhausting the Capricorn sense of duty and responsibility.

Air

Air signs Gemini, Libra and Aquarius tend to be highly communicative and intelligent. This makes them exciting as they can quickly grasp ideas and concepts. They definitely operate from a rational and thinking plane yet are spontaneous in their day to day activities. This makes them enjoyable to be around, but sometimes a little neurotic with a short attention span. Libras especially love to move on to the next party if the one they're at is not exciting enough.

Gemini loves adventure and anything lively, or fun Even though it seems as if they know everyone, they tend to keep most people at a distance. If you make the cut, a Gemini is a loyal, kind and generous friend. Because the twins like things to be interesting, they know how to embellish a tale, and are drawn to theater and the arts. While they can be sympathetic, they don't dwell on the negatives of life, and expect others to do the same.

Gemini gets along best with: Other Geminis, Cancer, Leo, Libra, Aquarius, Aries and Taurus - moderately well with Virgo, Sagittarius and Pisces. Scorpio and Capricorn have a way of getting under their skin.

Libra enjoys life on the go, but always make time to keep in touch They are loving and fair, and are unlikely to betray a friend or a confidence. They love the social scene, and the more lavish, the better! Full of life, they tend to show appreciation to those for whom they care for. At times, Libra can be jealous or needy, but the up-side of a Libra surely outweighs the bad.

Libra gets along best with: Other Libras, Scorpio, Sagittarius, Aquarius, Gemini, Leo and Virgo - fairly well with Capricorn, Aries and Cancer. They don't always relate to Pisces and Taurus.

Aquarius is fascinated by people in generalAlthough, they have many acquaintances that seem to come-and-go, Aquarius are friendly and non-judgmental, and will work to secure relationships with people whom they feel mirror themselves. It is an interesting journey with Aquarius as a friend, for they can be a bit eccentric or outright radical - and it can be hard to feel "close" to an Aquarian.

Aquarius gets along best with: Other Aquarius, Pisces, Aries, Gemini, Libra, Sagittarius and Capricorn - moderately well with Taurus, Leo and Scorpio. They don't always seem to have time to fully embrace and understand those born under Cancer and Virgo.

Water

Water signs Cancer, Scorpio and Pisces are creative, imaginative and emotional. They seem to have a heightened intuition and can be quite empathetic to the people that surround them - making them understanding friends who know how to listen. They can bring an aesthetic into your life that you never imagined. But they can also be moody and unreliable.

Cancers are supportive, loving and protectiveAs a friend, they will give as much as you ask, but fully expect you to do the same. To a Cancer, the line of friend is often crossed, and a Cancer's friend becomes part of some big, extended family. The Cancer nature is good at feeling victimized, so this is a friendship that needs to be treated with care - but that is a small price to pay for knowing someone who will always be there.

Cancer gets along best with: Other Cancers, Leo, Virgo, Scorpio, Pisces, Taurus and Gemini - moderately well with Libra, Capricorn and Aries. They're not so great with Sagittarius and Aquarius.

Scorpios aren't always the most outgoingThey tend to carefully screen and evaluate those whom they invite into their circle of friends. If you make the cut, a Scorpio will expect nothing less than complete loyalty, and will give you the same. A Scorpio friendship is an interesting dance, as they will know (and protect) your secrets before you know their middle name.

Scorpio gets along best with: Other Scorpios, Sagittarius, Capricorn, Pisces, Cancer, Virgo and Libra - fairly well with Aquarius, Taurus and Leo. Aries and Gemini tend to be a little too chaotic for developing any long-term ties.

Pisces are friendly and loyal, humorous and scatteredWhile they may seem cool or aloof initially, once you know them, they are warm and caring. Pisces has as many friends as they do acquaintances, and their compassionate side and willingness to help often makes them a target for being taken advantage of. Pisces like to be needed, and can sometimes be needy, but a Pisces friendship is likely to span the test of distance... as well as years.

Pisces get along best with: Other Pisces, Aries, Taurus, Cancer, Scorpio, Capricorn and Aquarius; moderately well with Gemini, Virgo, and Sagittarius. They usually find Leo and Libra to be a bit too selfish for lasting ties.

Another random one...

2008-04-10T20:31:00.002+08:00

Had a talking session with the head of our department... I love to listen to his talk coz i will learn alot of things from wat he said... Today was another valuable lesson learnt...

My chest is getting better although it is still painful... Zzz... Damn it...

Duty on sunday and it is my chinese birthday... So qiao man... Spending the first part of my bdae in camp... Boring duty...

Having flu again... I seriously hate my nose now... Damn sensitive man... Hai...

"You cannot make yourself feel something u do not feel but u can make urself do right in spite of ur feelings"... Nice one...

M.E.T.A.C.A.F.E!!!

2008-04-06T21:26:00.002+08:00

On friday i chatted wif her on msn... Initially things were pretty cold... I was browsing the videos and images in metacafe and i saw a nice image and decided to send to her...

The first question asked from her was is metacafe a place for drink??? I talk rubbish with her also la and told him that it was a place for alcohol... Haha... This is when the fun get started as she seems abit blur...

I bullshit alot... A rich tai tai introduced this club to me... She's damn freaking rich... Bla Bla Bla... When i started feeling that she's kinda sad, i told her to visit the website... I thought by asking her to go to the web she would know the whole "truth"... Lol... She still asked me must click where sia... Piang... Really blur pig... I was laughing at loudly by that time...

Told her that it was her belated April's Fool Day prank and she was really "high"... Hahahaha... I asked her how she felt... Shiocked and abit sad... I guess she, like me, still have feelings for each other... I told her to fight for her happiness as she said that it's my life... As long as i'm happy she will be satisfied too... Hopefully she will really fight for her own happiness and not keeping quiet all the time... She and me MUST break through the no confident curse...

After the break up, i learnt to see things more clearly... The things tat i failed to perform well during this one yr plus was getting clearer to me... I'm starting to change as i learn... This will benefit everyone i guess... Hopefully she will be able to gain her confident in the near future... Jia you!!!

Feeling the pain...

2008-04-06T21:15:00.002+08:00

Our baskteball game ended rather early today... Not really alot of people but there's still the same old gang of people playing...

Things will still going fine until i was knocked down violently... I was defending the guy when he suddenly dashed towards me and he banged me hard on my heart area...

I nearly fell and when i stood steadily again, my mind was in a blank... Suddenly i thought of dying... Damn it... Years after years... Games after games... I experienced lots of pushing, shoving and injuries but none was tougher than this... I'm really terrified...

I took some deep breathe and walked around with my mind in a blank... I felt pain around my heart area... I tried to run for awhile more to try to see whether i am still ok... I had some difficulties in breathing... That's when i ended the game...

I will try to see how far i can run for tml live run... Till then hopefully everything is ok... Hopefully those bad thinking of mine wont come true...

Happy birthday to uuuu...

2008-04-01T18:00:00.002+08:00

Today was another shagged day fo me... Straight after duty i head straight back to sengkang to scout for nice flowers (gift for her bdae)...

Initially i was abit disappointed to know that they cant deliver somewhere before 1 (bcoz she has a meeting and after tat she might not be in office anymore)... So i checked another place out but that bloody person took forever to reply me (guy name thomas)...

So in the end after some thinking, i went back to the shop again... I tried to asked her whether she's free to meet up for awhile (an attempt to see wat time will she be staying till in the office)...

She told me she is unsure too... Anyway i took the gamble... I was thinking if she wasnt there already at nite her frends can pass it to her...

Haha luckily this plan worked... Initially she doesnt know it's from me until she went back to her office... A good little surprised for her (since i cant celebrate with her)... Anyway once again wishing you a very happy happy birthday (and April's fool day)!!!! Your wishes will be noted and will be coming true soon!!!!

Short but hectic week...

2008-03-30T22:57:00.002+08:00

For the past 1-2 weeks although it has been short but it's damn hectic...

Thursday duty was the worst i can have... I was really busy from 7 plus am till nite time around 11pm... First the coc parade was really bad enough... Nearly signed extras for that... Luckily RSM din see tat coming... Phew... After that csscom came for a spot check... They came around 5 and went off around 11.30... Zzz... But luckily nothing big happened...

Friday was a force off/leave day... Met James, Lester and Chicken little to shop for Staff's bdae present... A tired day for me coz i did not have my duty rest... Went out straight after i got home...

Saturday we went to Staff's chalet although it was only for awhile... Was having flu after that and i lied at my bed for many many hours wif a bad bad mood...

Think it was last week when i picked up $20 (most i ever picked up)... I went to bet on soccer and 4D and in the end i won $19.50... Meaning i lost 50 cents from the $20 i picked up... Damn lucky man... Lol...

I nearly won 4D yesterday and today... Damn!!!... Yesterday it opened 2703 while i bought 2303... Today it opened 1516 and i boought 2526... What the hell!!!!!!!

Oh guess what Fiona Xie's fans... I saw Fiona Xie at far east on friday while shopping for staff's present... She looked better than how she looked on tv man... Hehe... Stop drooling everyone...

Highlight was of coz TODAY!!! We met up for a simple and short lunch in town... Of coz i do have some mixed feelings when i met her... Felt abit strange and uncomfortable... But after a short while everything is back to normal... It's really gud to meet her finally... We had some short contact (arms touching arms) and i really missed that kind of feel... Although it was short but it was really sweet and i really yearn for more like in the past...

Hmmm... I dunno what to say... Guess it's becoz i missed the past and her... I might have changed too... Arghh!!!! Tml gonna perform my last duty for this month... Haha... Gonna turn in soon or else tml cannot take it... Hopefully i'll (and xiao ting) stay lucky and happy for many more months to come... Haha learnt to be selfish :>

1 year 5 months and 13 days in total...

2008-03-23T22:10:00.002+08:00

The probihition period is finally over... Initially it was going fine but as days passed, things started to get back to normal again...

I felt that she got too much to think about and too much burden for a girl who is still adapting to working life... Work, study and relationship... Of coz i knew rite from the start that her priority isnt relationship... Of coz i understand that she needs to work so she wont have much time to meet up with me... All these i dont mind seriously...

I just pity her that she is really havin a tough time rite now... People might say why dont i stay and support her??? Yes i did... But what i recieve back is disappointment... Time and time again... So i guess i have learnt to be selfish abit or else i wont be happy too...

I dunno whether i will regret my decision or not and i'm really feeling very sad... I cant bear to let her go... This is a really funny feeling... Initially you are filled up with decisions to break up but the after effect is that you really cant bear to let it go... It's really like asking a smoker to quit smoking... Tat difficult... I tried not to msg her but i still did... No reply yet though...

Hai... See what happens for the next few days man... Anyway i kept the last two msg from her and me... I told her it's better for us to be friends coz i really hate to see her so stress up and busy...

Pea 16:01 - Actually its up to ur decision.. I dun wan burden u too. Dun wan be selfish too. U decide.

Zen 16:02 - Ok.. Lets go back to 1 yr plus when we r still friends.. I hope by making this decision it'll help u by lightening ur burden..

Pea 16:06 - Ok.. We will always be close frends..Hope when i am troubled u willin to listen. Take care yuan.

Zen 16:07 - I will still be there for u.. Promise goes on.. Take care too ting..

Think that might be the last few messages as a couple... I still have feelings for her... Just that we might have met at the wrong timing... If i were to have another chance, i will still want her to be my gf back... Just that without those disappoint... She is a gud girl by nature... So long ting...

Complicated...

2008-03-17T22:42:00.002+08:00

As one grows up, their thinking will become more and more complex and complicated... I really admire those people who are growing old but are still innocent or kind hearted... These kind of rare spieces really are near extinct already... Everyone wants a simple life... Easy to say but hell difficult to achieve it successfully...

My friend's gf just broke up with him... Reason - for shouting at her... Although guys really shouldn't shout at girls, but from my experience i can tell you that even if you are a really understanding and kind hearted soul, there will still be one fine day where you cant take it anymore and you will finally leashed out at someone... There's a limit to one person patience... But it's just a moment of foolishness i should say... The person is the one you loved so much and cared for so much... Even if you have done something wrong, it's just a moment of foolishness which we guys should be trained to deal with...

Sometimes people quarrel becoz they are really not compatiable... Which brings me to the next topic... We cant really tell whether this guy is compatiable with this girl... Every people have different needs... This goes for relationships too... It's really difficult to find that very girl/guy that you wanted... You cant expect them to change to the ideal guy/girl you are looking for too... You can only hope or tell the person to change as days goes by... To change or not depends solely on that person... So whether you like it or not, life still have to go on even if you got the suckiest guy/ girl in the earth... If you are not happy, just tell the guy/girl that you guys wont go far since everyday is an unhappy day... Well i guess that's life... You have to try try try again till you succeed...

Tml her mum will be coming back and we will be having dinner tml... Asked her out for a movie since it's so rare tat she can have a break... Wanna spend some time wif her also la since we so long nv go out together and do things together already... I heard from my friends that a jap show "sky tower" (if i still rmb correctly) and "di yi jie" is nice... In the end totally rejection from her... Of coz i was disaapointed and sad since it might be the only day this week i can spend some time with her... Will she go if her friends will to ask her??? Anyway i wont force her also so i will watch these movies with my friends... End of story...

Aiming your weak point...

2008-03-08T22:31:00.002+08:00

This is the ultimate course that will make you grow up and change... Although the cost is one that made people think twice, but i find that it will be worth every penny you spent...

I guess the summary of it is to aim at your weak points and strengthen the weak points to make them into good points... This is to help people find their happiness and of coz to make themselves a better person overall...

I'm glad that she went for this course... After speaking with her today, i found out that the sudden change in her is surely due to tis course... Her thinking has changed and attitude better than before... She is a hard nut to crack and so i believe that if this course can make her changed, it's a damn useful and good course... haha...

I'm determined to save up $$ and join this course... Coz i have alot of weak points that i must surely improve on... If not it will be me who suffer the most...

Sunny Afternoon...

2008-03-06T23:03:00.002+08:00

It was raining early in the morning and i'm feeling tired and lazy... But when i'm in the office, i'm working like mad... i went for my medical appointment at 11am... The fucking doctor told me to postpone the operation due to me not spraying the nasal spray... I thought the previous doctor asked me to eat the med given so i did not spray... Whatever the case is, i dont give a shit now...

I was really surprised and happy to know that she came from MDIS to simei to meet me for lunch... She clipped her hair like a bun on top and she looked cute... We had sakae sushi for lunch... After which i accompanied her to paya lebar mrt where her friend will pick her up and head for the office...

Majority of the time i asked her about work stuff... The more she talked, the more i find that she has grown up... Not the previous slacking, dont know what she want gal anymore... I am really very happy to see the change in her... Be it for the future or for the present (changing to be a better gf)... I know how it feels to study and work after that... it's really tough on her and my heart felt a sharp pain... But i think it is really time for her to learn...

Strong will... Determined... Stubborn... Never say die attitude... Must achieve the goals... Hardworking... Some of the attributes that are shinning or showing out of her... If she carries on this way, she could be the catch of my life... Lol...

I feel abit guilty when i see that she worked so hard and i'm slacking... Haha... We have swoop our roles... Just hope i will work hard after i ORD (whioch i believe i can do it)... Jia you to the both of us!!! We can do it!!!

Learn to cherish...

2008-03-03T19:28:00.002+08:00

Majority of the human in the world tends to take things for granted most of the times... I admit I am part of these "humans" too... Humans always have the tendency to take things for granted even though how many times we were reminded...

Only when the time comes to make us realize how fortunate we are, then we will really think through what we have and what are the things we have neglected or taken granted for...

I thought that my dad has been able to pay all his bills etc, etc... But few days ago my mum told me that he is borrowing $$ from my grandpa... 20k... To pay up his HDB loans for the whole of last year... Now then i know that he dont have the $$ to pay most of his stuffs... This time round if we dont have enough $$ to pay the monthly loans (1k plus),we have to move out and get a second hand hse... The fucking problem is we still have to pay the loans even after we got the second hand hse... Damn the fucking people who thought of this rule... My dad is really looking depressed over these $ issues...

I used to think that $$ can always be earned back after you spend them but now, I am only thinking of saving as much as possible to help my dad... It really hurts me to see him deeply in trouble... My brother has been informed too and he will help to chip in too... Hope to have a part time job for the time being first...

Yesterday we had another discussion and conclusion is that we will be back together again... It's really hard to break up with her... Initially she told me to be friends first and i agreed... SHe told me she will be busy with her work and study so she might not have the time to be with me regularly... I asked her one question... "Recently i found that you are changing abit... You did that because you want to save this relationship or???" She answered:" I dont like to do things which i am being force to or dont like..." I understand what she meant and that's why i think we should give ourselves another chance...

It's because i felt the change in her... It has been such a long time since i had this feeling... It's beginning to feel better than last time... Hopefully this time round things will really be fine tuned...

Meanwhile i will still carry on to learn not to take things for granted... I must cherish everything that i have now on!!! Humans please learn too...

Touching story...

2008-02-26T16:42:00.000+08:00

My husband is an engineer by profession. I love him for his steady nature and I love the warm feeling when I lean against his broad shoulders. Two years of courtship and now, five years into marriage, I would have to admit, that I am getting tired of it. The reasons of me loving him before, has now transformed into the cause of all my restlessness. I am a sentimental woman and extremely sensitive when it comes to a relationship and my feelings. I yearn for the romantic moments, like a little girl yearning for candy. My husband is my complete opposite; his lack of sensitivity, and the inability of bringing romantic moments into our marriage has disheartened me about LOVE.

One day, I finally decided to tell him my decision, that I wanted a divorce. "Why?" he asked, shocked. "I am tired. There are no reasons for everything in the world!" I answered. He kept silent the whole night, seemingly in deep thought. My feeling of disappointment only increased. Here was a man who was not able to even express his predicament, so what else could I expect from him? And finally he asked me: "What can I do to change your mind?" Somebody said it right... It's hard to change a person's personality, and I guess, I have started losing faith in him. Looking deep into his eyes I slowly answered: "Here is the question.... If you can answer and convince my heart, I will change my mind." Let's say; I want a flower located on the face of a mountain cliff, and we both are sure that picking the flower will cause your death. Will you do it for me?" He said: "I will give you your answer tomorrow...." My hopes just sank by listening to his response. I woke up the next morning to find him gone, and saw a piece of paper with his scratchy handwriting underneath a milk glass, on the dining table near the front door, that goes....

My dear, "I would not pick that flower for you, but .... please allow me to explain the reasons further....." This first line was already breaking my heart. I continued reading. "When you use the computer you always mess up the Software programs, and you cry in front of the screen. I have to save my fingers so that I can help to restore the programs. You always leave the house keys behind, thus I have to save my legs to rush home to open the door for you. You love travelling but always lose your way in a new city. I have to save my eyes to show you the way. You always have the cramps whenever your "good friend" approaches every month. I have to save my palms so that I can calm the cramps in your tummy. You like to stay indoors, and I worry that you will be infected by infantile autism. I have to save my mouth to tell you jokes and stories to cure your boredom. You always stare at the computer, and that will do nothing good for your eyes. I have to save my eyes so that when we grow old, I can help to clip your nails and help to remove those annoying white hairs. So I can also hold your hand while strolling down the beach, as you enjoy the sunshine and the beautiful sand...and tell you the colour of flowers, just like the colour of the glow on your young face...

Thus, my dear, unless I am sure that there is someone who loves you more than I do... I could not pick that flower yet, and die ... " My tears fell on the letter, and blurred the ink of his handwriting ... and as I continue reading... "Now, that you have finished reading my answer, and if you are satisfied, please open the front door for I am standing outside bringing your favourite bread and fresh milk..." I rushed to pull open the door, and saw his anxious face, clutching tightly with his hands, the milk bottle and loaf of bread.... Now I am very sure that no one will ever love me as much as he does, and I have decided to leave the flower alone... That's LIFE, and LOVE. When one is surrounded by love, the feeling of excitement fades away, and one tends to ignore the true love that lies in between the peace and dullness.

Love shows up in all forms; even in very small and cheeky forms. It has never been a model. It could be the dullest and most boring form ... Flowers, and romantic moments are only used and appear on the surface of the relationship. Under all this, the pillar of true love stands ... AND THAT'S LIFE The happiest people in the world... are not those who have no problems, but those who learn to live with things that are less than perfect. LOVE is not just between two lovers, husband and wife--it also encompasses mother, father and siblings, sisters and brothers, friends and neighbours! Until I think of you again with the next warm life touching story...

The art of striking up a conversation

2008-02-26T16:39:00.001+08:00

You know how it is… There's this person who works in your building... takes the same subway... gets coffee every morning at your Starbucks… and, well, you find them super attractive. So much so that you'd like to know more about them and maybe even go out on a date. If only you could find the way to strike up a conversation...

So many of us find it difficult - some nearly even impossible - to start talking to strangers. Maybe because it was so ingrained in us as kids that it was dangerous to do so, or maybe precisely the opposite: that as adults we're all too aware of the sting of rejection...

Whatever the case, in the grown-up world - one without unnecessary ego attachments (after all, a conversation in the coffeeshop does not mean you've met your soulmate… however, it is possible), there's nothing wrong with chatting up that cutie who's caught your eye. In fact, you may be missing out on an opportunity if you don't at least smile and say hello...

On that note…
Believe it or not, the best thing to do might just be that simple… Smile sincerely. You know, not that plastered on I'm-terrified-doing-this kind of smile but rather a genuine, warm greeting and say hi. Ask how they are. Ask if they come here often (ironically of course - because you both know you see each other in this space almost everyday).

Say anything...
If it's the first time you're noticing this person, don't let that stop you. A little common, everyday friendliness - mention uncharacteristic weather, a headline in the news (particularly if a paper's in sight) or even the traffic - and the door is opened to communication. Remember, your "pick up line" need not be a line at all (in fact, it shouldn't be!), nor does it have to be the most creative conversation in the world. The point is to let the person know you've noticed them and have a conversation.

If you're still searching, take note of common ground. Even though the person in question may be a stranger, there's no doubt you share something in common. (See the aforementioned… whereever it is, you both come here often… or at least right now!). Just remember, don't be afraid and what's the worst that can happen? They don't respond in a friendly fashion? If that's the case, you're not really interested anyway, are you?

Close the deal...
If you aren't particularly shy and can take it past a smile and hello, make your introduction more personal by noticing - and commenting on - something specific about your potential paramour. Are they wearing a new coat? Did they get a haircut? Do you always notice their shoes/watch/beverage of choice? Whatever the detail, ask about it. Compliment it. Show - casually of course - without seeming stalker-like - that you've paid attention to them in the past (or that you're paying attention at that moment). A person who is similarly interested will take the hint most of the time.

Check yourself...
Lastly, if this whole idea makes you nervous, ask yourself why? What have you got to lose? Better to try talking and get no response than wonder about that "missed connection," right? If it helps, remember that people who are skilled at talking with strangers rarely plumb the depths with them in casual conversation. They start simple. They smile. They comment on the world around them. Then they find out, courtesy of the universe and its energy, that great things can happen, when you're not afraid to reach out for the smallest human connection

Chances given yet again...

2008-02-24T22:04:00.002+08:00

15 days passed just like tat and our new year is over... This year round i'm not sure why my dad gave us more ang bao than the last few years... Got around $256 for ang bao... But sad to say that i have debts to pay so not much difference to m bank account la...

Anyway i went to expo and met ting to talk about our relationship... I told her yesterday that i wanted to give up everything since i'm so uphappy and tired... Talked for about one hour and i gave her the letter that i wrote few days back... She understand how i felt and i told her everything that is unbearable...

In the end as predicted by Jem, another chance was given to her... But i told her tat i want her to assure and convince me that the chance given is really cherished if not i will still give up this relationship... I dont want to be gud for a few days and after that it's back to normal (like how it is presently)... So i told her to think carefully for a few days before she make any decision...

Hai... I yearn for a simple and happy relationship... Will i get it finally??? The answer lies awaiting...

Valentine's Day...

2008-02-17T19:11:00.002+08:00

This year we actually planned to go out for our celebration but due to some last min changes, e stayed home instead... I helped her to buy her dinner and went to her house with lots of bags as i also helped her to buy toilet papers...

I did not know that there were quite a number of people at her house until she opened her door... They were gambling happily... I gave her her V-Day's present and i went to put our dinner down while saying hi to her frends etc...

She was happily gambling away and i was watching them gamble since i dont know how to play their style... I was thinking... I thought she was feeling unwell??? She seems fine to me after all... Happily gambling and enjoying... I was thinking hard... After aboout 45 mins the game finally ended...

Went home around 10 plus and went to slp... Not much mood to do anything else... Just another ordinary day for me... By the way no more scv from now on... Boring boring boring... People's nick in msn says lonely V-Day... But compare it with an unhappy V-Day which woule yoou choose??? Your choice...

Chinese New Year @ 9th of Feb...

2008-02-10T20:10:00.000+08:00

My mum invited some relatives to have steamboat at our place... Nt abad one as i felt the warmth of spending time with my love ones... I slept till around 6 plus and went to Jem's place...

Initially when he asked me over, i thought his relatives were all gone... My god... There were ALOT of people there lor... Ma jiam like bringing gf to visit his relatives sia... Lol... Of coz there's gambling session la...

Blackjack was gud for me... My luck was really gud... Got quite a number of blackjack and the cards i drawn is always the card i wanted... In the end i won $17... Think this is the most i won in a single day... Lol... Poor me... Hope there's more to come and my luck will continue...

We played majong around 2am and the game ended in around 2 hours time... To my surprised i actually won $5... This is the first time i played majong alone and won $$ lor... Haha although not much but i'm really happy man... Improvement and also my luck is gud!!!

We stopped for a while around 4 plus 5 to makan something since everyoneis hungry... Played in between after our break... This is really a fuck up game man.. You got an ace and a king and you show hand... In the end you got back a king... PAYED DOUBLE!!! That was when my luck was beginning to fade away... It was really tempting to showhand when u get the gud cards but in the end most of the times u pay back double... zzz... In the end i lost $50 plus but Jem's frends steady sia... Say dun need to pay playe for fun only... Lol... The game ended at 7am...

We continued to playmajong at 7am... Damn it was almost over my sleeping timing already man... Played till 9 plus in the morning (SUNDAY ALREADY) and everybody was shag... Real shag... In the end i lost $18... Damn spent 14 hours gambling and i still lost $1... ARGHHHH!!!!

Still cant slp when i got home coz tai they all were here to play ball... Damn them sia never tell me earlier that they were gonna play... I was already "very high" and i still continued to play till around 12... Finally i bathe hao and went to slp... Took me about 20 mins to fall asleep man... Damn it... That was the longest hours i stayed awake... Anyway my xiao pang is finally back!!! :>

Chinese New Year @ 8th of Feb...

2008-02-10T20:06:00.000+08:00

No place to go and nobody jio me to go anywhere so i rested and nua at home for the whole day... Jem asked me to go Alvin's place but that was already 11pm and i was too lazy to go out already... Just a normal slacking and resting day for me...

Chinese New Year @ 7th of Feb...

2008-02-10T19:53:00.000+08:00

I din really have much slp and went out for visiting already... We went to those same relative's places on that day for visiting... Everybody is fine and doing well except my (Dao bo)po po... Initially i was thinking how come she was talking without much strength after only one year since our last visit... After that then i knew that she had a stroke... I felt really sad for her coz we really like her quite alot... Like our real grandma... Really pity her...

By the way her house is just beside the place where i waited for shuttle bus everyday in the morning... So after visiting her my dad drove up to my camp and let my mum, bro and sis witness the power of MONKEYS... Of coz wows and wahs were there but i was like numb to it already man...

The routine for new year will be gathering at Drew's place for steamboat and gamble... Haha it was better than the eve... I won $2 in the end...

We went to Yishun and watched Kung Fu Dunk after that gambling session... Really a carbon copy of Shaolin Soccer sia... Not really very nice show la... The casting and character is almost similar to those of Shaolin Soccer...

Reached home around 3plus and slept at 4 again... :)

Eve of CNY 6th of Feb 08...

2008-02-10T19:43:00.000+08:00

Early in the morning we had our very own SAFAC CNY celebration... It was a hawker center buffet style brunch la... Nothing special and much about it only that it will be the last one i will have in this camp... Lol...

Went back home and slept all the way until the reunion dinner... Had it at the same place again... At Tiong Bahru's restaurant... The food was okay only but the price was really quite ex...

As usual after dinner everyone will gather at Tai's place for our yearly Chu Xi gambling session...

Played blackjack and poker whih ended up in losing $1.50... Lol... Poker nearly made me lose everything but luckily i fought back... Reached home around 3 plus and slept at 4... Happy New Year everyone!!!

Sentences...

2008-02-10T19:32:00.000+08:00

-> Letting go of someone you love is as good as remembering someone you have not met...

-> It only take one moment to lose someone so treasure the person beside you cause you will never know when they will be gone...

-> There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real!!!

-> When the door of happiness closes, another opens; but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one, which has been opened for us...

-> Go for someone who makes you smile, because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile...

-> Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do...

-> May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human and enough hope to make you happy...

-> The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way...

-> The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; you can't go forward in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches...

-> The most beautiful things in life are those that come by chance, and you turned that chance into an opportunity and eventually a step closer to your dreams...

-> Life is not measured by the breaths we take but by the moments that take our breaths away...

Boring boring...

2008-01-30T21:36:00.000+08:00

These few days the UAT is so god damn boring... Zzz... Si bei sian... Everyday test finished must stay for debrief... Damn the engineers... Talk so slow... Everyday reach home around 8... Zzz...

Yesterday after work we went for movie... She was damn fast man... First msg saying lets go for a movie and she went to check the timings... Few mins later she booked the tickets... Haha damn fast and efficient... Had pasta mania for our dinner and after that we went for the show... THE MIST...

Initially the people there kept talking and talking... In between there will be some "scary" moments and followed by talking and more talking again... In the end the leading male actor even killed his son... In the end just when he was luring those creatures to eat him up, the "truth" came out... Zzz... That was the time when i knew what was the whole story all about... We were damn bored already and really felt like leaving but the show kept tempting us la... If not i guess we would have doze off or went off already...

Boring, stupid, meaningless show... You name it you have it... Lol... She's going to Hongkong this friday... Will only be back in one week's time... Hmmm... Take care babe...

The astrological terms of endearment...

2008-01-27T21:55:00.000+08:00

Aquarius : This sign loves humanity as a whole, and first must love a friend before they become a partner. Independence and freedom loving, they are fully and completely loyal, once committed or married. They expect their partners to share the responsibilities of home and family as well as have common goals for the relationship.

Pisces : Love is the fuel that energizes Pisces into a lasting commitment. For Pisces, love, affection and romance are a package deal. These dreamy romantics need assurance that they are loved, and do not handle rejection from their partners very well. Pisces makes a very sensitive and understanding partner who will be loyal as long as the romance remains.

Aries : The thrill of the chase and the challenge of love as well as the passion of romance are on this possessive sign's priority list. In relationships Aries are demanding. They don't want to be controlled and it's important for them to feel that they come first. Aries expect fidelity and loyalty from their mates, and are more than willing to give the same. As long as the relationship is exciting and supportive, the union is bound to be strong.

Taurus : Taurus love is sensual and physical, devoted and steady. A Taurus will settle for no less than absolute loyalty, and likes a relationship that is stable and has a sense of routine. You won't find a Taurus spending time on frivolous affairs, instead they invest in long-term, long-haul relationships. When things get tough, a Taurus tends to be loyal to their commitments.

Gemini : Romantics in search of the perfect love or soul mate, their charismatic and flirty nature allows them to enjoy their affairs, until they believe they have found a supportive and faithful partner who loves to listen. When they do find love, its because these ultra sensitive types, have given the situation much thought.

Cancer : Happiest when they feel needed, Cancers love to love, and be loved. They have a strong sense of family and tradition, and offer equally strong feelings of acceptance in return, especially when their partner is totally devoted. They can be emotional and clingy, but it's the price you pay for having a partner who will go to extremes to never let you down.

Leo : Drama is present in Leo-love. They will fight to the death to protect a loved one, and offer their undying support and loyalty. As long as their egos are fed a healthy diet of romance, praise and devotion, they will make sacrifices to make sure that the one they are committed to can depend on them for happiness and comfort.

Virgo : These sensible and practical people, take the same approach to love and commitment. While a Virgo may wait for years to find love, once they do, their partner tends to be the love of their life. Virgo love is warm and steady, committed and trustworthy. As long as Virgos are treated with care, honesty, and respect, you can expect a strong and steady union for life.

Libra : Love makes the Libra world go round. They thrive on love and romance, and will go to great lengths to avoid hurting the ones they love. Faithful and loyal, when they feel appreciated - Libras expect a partnership to be harmonious. They can be emotionally dependent on their partners, but ask for no more than they are willing to give freely.

Scorpio : Committed and in love, Scorpio can be intensely passionate - and intensely confusing. While they are very exciting, they have a way of hiding their emotions which can cause a bit of confusion. They expect faithfulness and loyalty, and they in return will be deeply connected to their partner. And when they feel secure, they may even let you in on their ever-present secrets.

Sagittarius : Love is an adventure to Sagittarius, and they prefer not to be tied down. Sagittarius needs a partner who can intellectually stimulate them, make them feel secure and keep things exciting. Sagittarius will commit to the right person, but that person has to be secure in knowing that freedom is Sagittarius' first love, and that must be respected for any commitment to be a lasting one.

Capricorn : Capricorn love is an inspiration. While they love deeply and fully, they may not be the most open expressing these details. Any commitments to a Capricorn are expected to be long-term and generally involve the promise of family. They expect loyalty and support from their partner, and prefer to be more dominant than passive in the relationship.

Consecutive sleeping time@ 7am...

2008-01-27T21:29:00.000+08:00

I guess this is the first time in my life i've spent my weekends as though there wont be any more in the future...

Friday nite was shopping and majong training session... Not much mood for shopping after a fucking busy and tough week... So i suggested to play majong so that Jem and me could learn more... Damn majong is really complexwith the rules and winning tiles... We learned how to play with 3 of us... Played till around 1 plus 2 and we play poker and blackjack all the way till 5 plus...
Slept awhile and took the first train home... Slept at 7 in the morning... Still took me around 15 mins to fall asleep...

Saturday was another busy day for me... Met Jem around 6 and we went to shop for new year clothes... My piggy was having a D&D at cinne K box hall... She asked me to look for her when i'm free and of coz i went... The D&D was her frend's company and she introduce some of her frends and the bosses there... Asked Jem and Christine to join me for awhile also la since there's no late nite shopping... Jem was abit shy la... When we are going off she gave him a frendly hug but he's abit reluctunt... Lol... Goodbye kisses were given and off we go for the second half of the day...

I wanted to go home but Jem said he wanna go chiong since the nite is still young... ZZZ... We went to double o/o bar till around 4 and the shop was close... Thought that we can go home but he's still high man... Went to Clarke quay and there was some clubs there with no cover charge... The first one we went was Luna... After that went to another club but forgot what's the name... Not bad since we can go in and take a look at the ambience without any charges... Finally it's time to go home... But the big problem was there's no nite rider already... Waited for the first train for 1 hour... Slept at 7 in the morning again... Power!!!

Here comes the last day of this week - Sunday... Woke up around 3 plus and msg my ah bui asking her to meet for lunch... She also abit shag la... Say ok in the beginning but after that she said she's going to her frend's hse to do report... But she said she got some cakes for me so she drove here and we had the cake in the car under my hse... We ate and chatted for awhile... She fed me... That was the sweetest fruit cake i've ever had although it's just another normal cake... The feeling was damn good... Goodbye kisses seems abit reluctunt to let each other go but we had too... Finally exercised at nite... Played basketball and sweat a hell lot...

The day is ending soon and i'm beginning to feel that weekends are no longer lonely and bored... Looking towards next week... Wont be in camp... Damn shiock sia... See ya my babe!!!

Stop dreaming...

2008-01-22T22:15:00.000+08:00

I guess majority of the humans will think back to those good old times when they are feeling the happiest of their life... Why not... But of coz do not just stop there and start to think of it over and over again... This might have a negative impact in your life...

I guess it made me confused... Yes of coz it seems like it just happened yesterday or even a few mins ago... But think over it carefully... It's in the past dude!!! Stop dreaming... I know the feeling is good but still you have to carry on with your life... Which is the present situation... Everything is in the past so do not brood about it anymore unless it happens again...

Lost??? I guess so... For the majority of the time... Please think clearly what you want or else you will be dragging another party down...

The astrology of flirtation...

2008-01-19T20:02:00.000+08:00

Aries : You aren't afraid to assert your sexiness - brash and brainy is your flirting style! When you set your sights on a hottie, you want them to know you're interested. With a mixture of braininess and naughtiness, you don't (usually) hesitate to instigate a flirtatious tryst. Your confidence is your strength and what attracts admirers to you. Of course, some people will be bowled over by your direct approach, but no Aries wants to hook up with a wimp - so be yourself and find a partner who appreciates your gutsy style.

Taurus : Sweet and sensual, that's your flirting style. Fingertips lightly caressing your sweetie's palm, along with a subtle sigh are enough to make them want to pull you into a more, well, intimate embrace. Mainly, you need to know what the person feels like, even before you engage their brain in any meaningful way. After all, you're an instinctual soul. And your instincts are usually spot on. Your sensual vibe is so strong that you don't often need to make the first move, which is fine with you. Just send out the signals and be prepared for action!

Gemini : Wit and repartee are your flirting strengths. No one attracts more admirers for their way with words than a Gemini. Your mixture of intelligence and sassiness make you hard to resist. Mainly, you need someone who can engage your mind as well as your body, or else you'll get bored in no time flat. So anyone who can keep up with you mentally is in the running. Also, Gemini rules the hands and arms, so using graceful hand gestures to augment your flirting will intensify your sexiness.

Cancer : Your flirting style is both alluring and nurturing. Often a bit shy, your magnetism stems from your emotional depth and empathy, which show in your eyes: The direct look, followed by looking away and then back again, with a small, knowing smile, make you irresistible. That, and your talent for listening, which connects you with others on an emotional level. Surprisingly, your alter ego is the comedian, so you may find yourself entertaining your admirers. And who could resist that?

Leo : With their flair for drama, no one flirts quite like a Leo. You enter a room and all eyes are on you. Not afraid to show your interest, one look at your targeted hottie and they're drawn to you like a moth to a flame. After all, the Sun is your ruler, and all planets revolve around that shining star. Surprisingly, you can hold court with several admirers at once, and no one seems to mind. Your ability to reveal your heart and soul, through entertaining words and gestures, is your strength.

Virgo : You have a reserved but strong sexual vibe that others find intriguing. A bit standoffish at times, you attract your share of admirers who feel honored to be included in your exclusive circle of acquaintances. Your subtle body language, like a tilt of the head and half-closed eyes, make others wonder what you're thinking. If an admirer has the courage to breach your reserve, they will delight in your flirtatious side, which stems from your considerable sensuality and intelligence. Some of your wit may go right over their head, but they'll feel honored, just the same.

Libra : Considerable charm and grace are your flirting forte. Your artistry with words, combined with enticing, elegant gestures, heightens your powers of attraction. And your relationship savvy enables you to know just how to use these gifts to mesmerize a potential paramour. After all, Venus, the planet of love and beauty, is your ruler. It's all about sharing for Libra, so your ability to share your heart and your knowledge will gain you admirers as well.

Scorpio : Masters at flirting, Scorpios have quite an arsenal of techniques. You can be subtly sexy with a sultry glance, or outrageously naughty with a suggestive (deceptive?) promise of a romp between the sheets. Sometimes you'll flirt just to get a rise out of your quarry, even if you're not particularly interested. Pluto, the planet of influence, is your ruler, and the ability to captivate admirers is part of your power. When combined with your heart and soul, your flirting finesse makes you impossible to resist!

Sagittarius : When your wild-child comes out to play, you're a magnet for romance. Your carefree energy and sense of adventure make you a fun flirting partner. Always ready to share an outrageous story, your lightheartedness is contagious and attractive. You can also be quite provocative and have a talent for teasing, all in the name of being a good sport. However, it's not all talk with you - the element of surprise, with some spontaneous touching, is part of your bag of flirting tricks.

Capricorn : You're earthy, physical and bold. Your straightforward flirting style is highly desirable to those who want someone real. You can be reserved, but this only adds to your mystique, making others want to know what's behind the cool façade. However, when your sensuality is aroused, your body language - causally stroking your hair or lightly brushing a hand across your hip - says you're thoroughly touchable and love being touched. And you make eye contact in a candid way that says you're hot but also honest, an enticing combination.

Aquarius : Your flirting style shows off your unique individuality. Your startling, even shocking flirtatiousness broadcasts to all that you're one of a kind. Your charisma is electrifying; after all, Uranus, the planet of electricity, is your ruler. You flirt especially well in groups, entertaining several interested parties at once with your wit. Being an intellectual air sign, you want an intimate brain-to-brain connection with your cohort. And if some otherworldliness emerges too - all the better!

Pisces : Fantasy and flirting merge with Pisces. You have an ethereal charisma that's spellbinding to others. Often shy, you don't have to say much for others to notice you. When you do speak up, people are attracted to your sensitivity and insightfulness. You can also be a magnet for other people's projections because they see in you what they want to see. As such, you can use your considerable imagination to experiment with different personas when flirting, which adds to your mystique. But mainly it's your ability to reveal your soul that makes you so desirable.

Sure bets and slim chances based on the stars...

2008-01-19T19:58:00.000+08:00

Capricorn : Okay, after Cancers, Capricorns should never have casual sex. Love and sex is exactly the same thing to a Cappy. Which means, they get it confused - a lot. Capricorns are hard workers and will work in every way to please their lover. But Capricorns' work ethic is based on efficiency and casual sex is a waste of time. So Caps, save your time, and your effort until you know it's going to last.

Aquarius : Aquarians and casual sex? Depends on which Aquarian you ask, wait, it depends on what time of day you ask that Aquarian. This water-bearer will go from celibate to white hot without any notice. No behavior is off limits because it's always about the Aquarian pleasing themselves. It's a world of their own making and for their own pleasure. So if you are an Aquarian and want to go for a one-nighter, go forth and please thyself!

Pisces : Oh sweet Piscean! Though you want to have casual sex, it's because you are so romantic, idealistic, ahem… naïve, that you think it could turn into lasting love. And, it won't. It will just lead you to tears. But since Pisces have to learn everything for themselves, no matter what, you better just go out and get your heart broken. Though you won't heed this warning… you were warned.

Aries : The adventurer! You like to initiate, get praise, get bored - move on to the new! A casual fling for a few weeks, especially with someone less experienced than you, will soar your ego to heights that will astound your new partner so much they'll feel relieved when you've decided to sew your oats in another field. I mean, how long can you tell an Aries how great they are in bed?

Taurus : You may seem plain to the eye, but in bed you're devoted, passionate and want to go all night long. And talk. You like to talk about all sorts of things like how your lover is feeling and what gifts you should buy and when are you coming over again? Yup, casual sex just isn't for the bull. But they'll try because a Taurus loves sex. Yet they will ultimately find that the ache for a real relationship is only heightened by the lover who doesn't want the entire package.

Gemini : Ah, the sign that gets to have it both ways - of course. The Gemini will tell themselves they want a relationship, but really, they are going to go from one bed to another until someone in the world is at least as interesting as they are to themselves - a pretty tall order. Good news is, if you are a Gemini you can love 'em and leave 'em, no sweat. If you are on the other end of this whirlwind of sex and energy, get ready for a workout! It's going to be fast, fun and probably in public places.

Cancer : Let's cut to the chase. Cancers should not have casual sex. Their desire… no wait - molecular structure for home, security and family means that when the one-nighter puts their clothes back on they take a piece of the Cancer heart with them. And when a Cancer trusts and gets hurt, it's a long way back. So, stay on first base and don't try for a home run until everyone's in the safe-secure zone of a committed relationship.

Leo : The lion rules the jungle and can have whatever it wants. When it's casual, it's going to be long warm nights of soaring to the heights of passion. The Leo gives in the bedroom because their self-esteem is so high it brims over and looks like benevolence. But the Leo isn't going to lose a night of sleep over breaking a heart. So if you're a Leo, roar in the bedroom all you want because rest assured, you won't break a sweat driving away in the morning. Lovers of Leos beware - you'll never know the rules until the game is over.

Virgo : Ah! You seduce, get them to the bedroom and somehow, against all odds, turn it into a relationship! Others marvel at your ability to pull off the bait and switch. You are so giving and elaborate in bed that your partners, thinking it's a one-off, realize it's pretty special to be in the immaculately decorated bedroom of a Virgo. So, can you have casual sex? Go ahead, give it a try, but don't be surprised that your giving creative nature brings in a lover that turns into something much more.

Libra : Libras want one thing - total partnership. Sex is a mental turn on and lots of talking and foreplay is part of the seduction. There's no need to warn a Libra that causal sex isn't for them - they would never go for it anyway! It's far too boring when there is a real partner out there waiting to be found and brought in to the intense passion of the Libra romance. If you really want to turn a Libra off - proposition a one-night stand.

Scorpio : Sex, sex and more sex for the scorpion! But casual? Is sex with a Scorpio ever casual? Scorpios see sex as the ultimate theater of passion where one's true nature is exposed, seduced and then seduced again and again. A Scorpio will take a lover for a night or two but won't ever consider it casual. Sex is serious business - the rest of life is casual.

Sagittarius : If you are a Sag, casual sex is for you! The Sagittarius is friendly, independent, outgoing - but committed? Ah, no. If you keep the sex light then no one gets clingy afterwards - perfect for the alarmingly cheerful Sag. Sex is just like life - an adventure to be enjoyed and then on to the next chapter. The happy Sagittarius might be content for just one reason - they're having a lot of casual sex!

Whether you should run right out and strip for a stranger or keep it to coffee at Starbucks, sex is a big decision. Whatever your choices, keep it safe and have the best sex of your life!

Dreamy wednesday...

2008-01-16T20:44:00.000+08:00

She was with her sister eating at a food court... She saw him and they were both excited upon seeing him... They tried to hide but he saw them...

He recieved a handphone strap from her as a gift... She's now the boss of a shop selling accessories... She wanted to be back with him...

He was struggling between the past and the present... Thinking and thinking...

Nice one...

Sunday - Last day of the week...

2008-01-13T23:16:00.000+08:00

Steamboat for two of us was gud especially when ya having it with your love one... Had a real full lunch cum dinner...

She had such a big blue black that i felt the pain for her when i saw it... I rubbed it for her and she fell asleep... She looked so sweet and innocent while sleeping... The kisses we exchange when she woke up was really very very nice and sweet... This is what i'm looking for... The sweetness between a couple... It's awesome to have this feeling together with your love one...

Muacks...

Unlucky???

2008-01-04T22:14:00.000+08:00

Found out that my basic theory was today and not on saturday... No time to prepare at all... In the end although i felt that i knew how to do majority of the questions except 3, i still failed... Puzzled...

Took 86 home after that and halfway back, bus broke down... Damn... Not our day today...

Weekends coming but there is duty on sunday... Sian cut short again...

*Laugh or cry you still have to pass a day... Why not laugh and pass a day... Better than feeling sad since time will pass slowly...*

Not easy to do it...

Past-2007, Present-2008...

2008-01-01T23:17:00.000+08:00

It's exactly 1 year now that i started blogging... About half a year more to ORD!!! Lol...

Din went to celebrate the countdown for 2008 this year coz i dun have the mood at all... Unlike last year... I still went out for dinner with her... This year it's just like another day has passed...

Anyway for me and her, it's another brand new start again... We had another conversation to tell each other what is our area of concern and i hope this will finally be a good kick start for us...

I prayed to god that hopefully all my wishes for the new year comes true... Haha... Every year also same routine... Anyway it's the year of RAT... Ur year... ENjoy babe...

Happy or sad ending...

2007-12-27T22:02:00.000+08:00

Yesterday we had our cohesion playing laser quest and after that we had lunch at a japanese restaurant... The game was good and the food was filling... A good last cohesion for this ending year...

Just found out that my hp is being cut off (except that i can still msg and receive call)... Damn... I overspent this month... Guess majority is due to drinking and maybe smoking... Spent a whole lot of $$ on those stuffs... But still i dun think we should care so much la... Life is short... Even if u have loads of $$ and wat if suddenly u die?? U cant bring the $$ wif u to hell or heaven rite... Just enjoy to the fullest...

The question is am i enjoying myself or am i just trying to pour out all my sorrows and unhappines?? I'm not sure about it too...

Am i trying to act happy or am i trying to change myself and my boring self??? Simple question with lots of answer and lots to think...

Her exam is finishing soon... We have decided to talk about our r/s all over again... Wat will be the final decision?? Not sure and i wont want to think about it too much... Let nature take it course...

!!!Party time!!!

Unlucky...

2007-12-19T22:04:00.000+08:00

In the past i always heard from other people that drinking will take away your problems... I only believe that recently... We can drink away our troubles or problems but only for awhile...

Friends friends friends... Enjoy every moment till you drop... Smoke and your worries will vanish away... How true how true... I'm sick and tired of everything... People think that i'm too good for them and the "present" i got back from those fuckers is bullying me in return...

Do humans really adapt to the environment he is in??? Does the environment force a person to change??? Well i guess it might be true... People out there please do not expect to see a kind yuyuan anymore... Let the devil inside him carry out all the actions... I tried my best to please everyone but of coz i cant... Take it or leave it... I wont be that god anymore... Too bad that i will be changing...

I'm too sick and tired of listening to all your commands... I followed and listen to everything but in return what do i get??? Nothing at all bitch... I hope i'm not destroying myself while drinking and smoking... Fuck off all those fuckers... Dun ever try to bully me again or bear the consequences... I will not be mild tempered anymore... I wont be treating you like a princess... Like it or not that is my decision... I do not care whether the decision will backfire or not... All i know is i have no choice... I dont see any bright side at all... It's dark and i know what i am doing...

Find out with this elemental quiz...

2007-12-07T18:00:00.000+08:00

1. The cute colleague you've been flirting with for ages approaches you one night after work in the parking lot and proposes a cocktail. You think…

a) Perfect, here's your chance to really get to know them.
b) Oh, they do like you after all! But you don't want to seem too interested so you suggest a date sometime in the near future.
c) Sounds good, but you've already planned out your night. You say you'd like to get together - how about this weekend?
d) Who needs a drink? You grab them right there and make your move in the parking lot!

2. You're out with friends on a Friday night and encounter someone you might be interested in. That person is…

a) Slyly sexual and mysterious.
b) Down to earth and easy to talk to with unintimidating sensuality.
c) Confident and obviously intelligent.
d) Gorgeous. The best looking person in the bar by far!

3. Sex, to you is…

a) A way to plumb the depths of hidden pleasures.
b) An earthly pleasure - best enjoyed with someone you trust.
c) A way out of your head and into your partner's!
d) The ultimate explosion of all your energy - bigger, better, faster, harder!

4. When it comes to sexual fantasy, your thoughts tend towards the:

a) Pretty conventional.
b) You like to see it all.
c) Role play all the way.
d) Leather, latex, lingerie.

5. When it comes to the art of seduction, you usually consider yourself…

a) Ever-changing. You're comfortable as pursuer or pursued.
b) Steady. You know what you like and don't usually switch things up.
c) Talkative - whether it's top or bottom you dominate with mind games!
d) Passionate with a capital "P!"

SCORING
Mostly a: Sail away to satisfaction...Water Sign or not, you've got a lot in common with Pisces, Cancer and Scorpio. Not that you're surprised - you've always known you had a penchant for the dark side (even if it takes you a little while to let it out). You're best with other Water Sign types or maybe even an Earth Sign. Steer clear of Air, as they won't be able to satisfy your need for spiritual connection (sex, for you, after all, is a transcendental experience). Unless you're in the market for a one-nighter, leave the Fire Signs to burn out on their own.

Mostly b: Get down and dirty...Lucky you (and your partner)! Earth Signs are the most sensual of the zodiac - take one look at a Taurus, Virgo or Capricorn and you'll be hard pressed to miss their earthy sex appeal. However, unlike Air, Fire and even Water Signs, when it comes to sex, trust is paramount for these practical people. These salt of the earth types aim to please and are willing to dig in their heels and make it happen. If you fit this description, go for another Earth Sign or try your hand at Water (just be aware they can be intense). Conversely, Air Signs will not give you the reliability that you need (they're more likely to fly away), and Fire Signs, well, they're just too much drama for someone with their feet so firmly planted… in the bed.

Mostly cs: Soar to new heights...It seems that you find yourself piqued by people who challenge your mind. Whether it's elaborate fantasies, suggestive conversations or simply a wandering imagination of forbidden adventures, your turn-ons, like those of Air Signs (Gemini, Libra, Aquarius) are of the cerebral variety. So, if you want to whip up a frenzy of lust in your life, why not put some of those fantasies to use. And, if you really want to soar to new sexual heights - find yourself another Air Sign or walk the coals for a Fire Sign. You'll find their daredevil streak inspiring to say the least.

Mostly ds: Burn, baby, burn!You, oh firey one, are someone who likes to spice things up in the bedroom and beyond. Like the Fire Signs (Aries, Leo, Sagittarius), your need for speed, penchant for passion and addiction to adrenaline can sometimes be overwhelming - and you need a lover who is going to keep up. Beautiful things (and people) really appeal to you, which is also the case with the Air Signs who are no doubt your best match. Unlike the other elements (who tend to do well sticking with their own kind), a Fire on Fire combination is a risky endeavor - likely to combust. Consider what you're after when you choose a lover. If it's the long haul and an Air seems too flighty, you can think about a Water Sign (Scorpio in particular). Earth Signs are also potential carnal matches, but we both know you'll probably scorch their hearts - and you, more than any other element must remember that karma extends to your sex life, too!

Changing again...

2007-12-05T22:46:00.000+08:00

Over the past few days changes happened so quick that i dunno wat's happening... First we broke off or so call our cooling period... After that we are back again... Everything happened just so fast that i dunno is it right or wrong...

...Recap...

Last saturday we celebrated my dad's birthday... Treated him sakae sushi at compass... Lol i was so shocked that my bro and sis did not eat before sia... Bill for 5 is $87... My bro now changed already man... Not stingy anymore... He wanted to treat dad so he paid the bill but my sis and me told him we will share la...

I chatted with her on msn during nite time... She asked me to meet for lunch the next day... I was abit shocked la bcoz we were still "cooling down" ma... We had another lengthy chat and decided to be back again... Hai i sucks la!!!

Met her the next day for lunch... After i told her that i will be going to the IT fair to meet Jem, she wanted to go as well... She wanted to help her frend to buy a MP3 player... Wanted to meet Pam oso but last min she cant make it so i went there wif her only lo... In the end i bought a her IPOD nano... Finally after so many months... It was gud to be back wif her again after so many days of absence...

...Not my day i guess...

Today she had a dental appointment at Jurong Point and i have made plans to go wif her... Thought that she might be meeting me for lunch first before she go for her dental so waited for her first... After that she told me that she is out wif her classmate already... I went to meet her as the timing have been confirmed by her... When i reached Chiantown she told me that it's raining heavily and she cant get out... I thought she might be late for the appointment so i went to hunt for an umbrella to shelter her... In the meanwhile she said she will have lunch wif her frend first... I told her to buy something for me to eat la coz i'm damn hungry and she agreed...

Finally umbrella bought and i made my way to cinne... Maybe i went at the wrong time... She's smoking wif her frend... Abit disappointed... Waited for a damn cab in the heavy rain... Damn it... Waited for so so long... I asked her whether she bought anything for me but she said that she forgot about it... Haha... Same problem surface again... On my part here's what i think -> I think about her worried that she might get drenched in the rain so i went to hunt for an umbrella instead of going to Jurong Point and meet her... She forgot to buy something for me to eat and still can smoke wif her frend... Hai... What does this shows again???

I was more to sad than angry at that time... She told me to say y i'm so unhappy... Told her but she kept saying that she forgot... Zzz... After that we were better abit... But still i dunno y recently i dun have much to talk or joke about even wif my frends... Fuck...

Finally saw ade and pam just now... They went clubbing so i waited wif her... Ade slim down abit but still as tall... Pam wif long hair now but i guess still as blur... Lol... My 2 primary and secondary frends... Haha... Everyone growing older...

Hmmm is it right or wrong... Only time will tell... Pls can u not be so mild tempered??? Pls try to work harder towards ur goals... Cheers...

Get your lover in the mood for more...

2007-12-03T20:59:00.000+08:00

Scorpio: Set the mood for the perfect sultry Scorpio evening by decorating the table with shades of purple, deep red and black. A dark room with tall candles burning brightly is just the ambience in which to serve an aromatic and flavorful meal that includes a variety of seafood. Dark chocolate and red wine is the kind of seductive dessert that goes with the exotic music and careless whispers they are moved by. Let scents of geranium, or woody and musky oils waft through the air as the seduction goes on and on.

Sagittarius: Tantalize the intellectual archer with a venture into the unknown. Intrigue and charm them with an ethnic evening planned around music and a different country's faire for each course, served on a table filled with a variety of flagrant flowers and setting of indigo and royal purple. A nice warm fire, titillating conversation and your good company will feed their need for emotional warmth along with a gooey, warm dessert that satisfies their very sweet tooth. Make them laugh and the evening will end as romantically as you planned.

Capricorn: This steadfast, loyal sign appreciates the comforts of home. Simple, earthy, home-cooked eats brimming with sensuality and texture will satisfy them. Think warm and hearty soups, baked bread, apple or orange teas. Stock the hearth to keep a lasting fire burning in the fireplace, and keep the music playing. Set the table with touches of green and brown to complete the feast for their eyes. Later, intoxicate their sensual side even further by filling the room with the fragrance of evergreen or jasmine.

Aquarius: Present the water bearer with an evening of diversity and excitement where the table is large and set in an airy space. An open window with a view of the stars or the city will add glamour to their celestial soul. An orchid on the table among the silver pieces added to touches of blue will not fail to please them. Not one to sit for too long, urge them to wander about with their drink as you dazzle them with a variety of appetizers as other-worldly music fills the rooms. Keep the evening light and loose and their free spirit will be dazzled - as will you.

Pisces: Make this an evening of fantasies come true with an ethereal presentation of enticing foods (mostly seafood). Serve them a meal of several courses with all of the indulgences from bread to wine. Start with a table set in sea greens with sea shells scattered. Serve them an imaginative meal a la stuffed salmon, trout, or perhaps a seafood gumbo. Play rainforest or ocean sounds as you rub their feet with an aromatic oil of amber or ylang ylang. To a Pisces, this is better than dessert.

Aries: Keep them guessing and keep things playful by romancing the room with some big fluffy pillows and a few silky scarves draped over lamps to colorfully dim the lights. The fiery ram loves red, so add candles, napkins or even a bowl of all red M&M's to the table. Consider making tapas or a menu of appetizers, so you can serve them, one tasty surprise after another. After a soothing massage, with jasmine or peppermint oil, leave the rest of the evening up to them.

Taurus: Create a cozy, comfy, environment by setting the scene with earthy browns, greens and a hint of blue. Bring even more of the outdoors in by decorating the table with plants, leaves and a basket of healthy nuts in their shells, to give the room a down-to-earth feel. Feed your Taurus rich foods that are both savory and sweet. Try meat stews with dried fruits and salads topped with cheese and fruit. Scent the air with lavender oil and snuggle deep into the sofa piled with throws and pillows wearing whatever you have that is soft to the touch.

Gemini: Appeal to the twin's desire for a full, dynamic evening that appeals to their intellectual needs by planning the evening around a playlist of music that's new to their ears in an elegant ambience of candlelight and cocktails. Mix and match your china, use colorful napkins to be sure the table looks festive and elegant. Dress up for your love and keep the chatter lively, with fresh gossip, opinions and verbal challenges. As the evening winds down, release a relaxing verbena or honeysuckle scent into the air, accompanied by a warm cup of ginger tea and some loving words.

Cancer: Treat your ultimate homebody to an evening that caters to some watery pampering. Candlelight, seashells, sponges and a bottle of wine chilling tubside as the bath fills with salts scented with the essence of orange or grapefruit. Roll a towel for your Cancer to rest their head on, and have a warm robe waiting (hot from the dryer or heater) as they step out of the water and into the clothing. Finish the evening with a plate of homemade comfort food, or a warm fruit tart and sorbet as their thoughts of you warm, too.

Leo: Create an evening fit for a king or queen, by setting a lavish table with hues of gold, purple and ruby. Cover the table with elegant linens and pull out all your showstoppers for the evening - a divine floral centerpiece, candlesticks, crystal champagne glasses and your finest china and silverware. Serve a dish scented with fennel (one of Leo's favorite herbs) like chicken and rice toasted with almonds and of course, a show-stopping dessert to make your lion or lioness purr like a smitten kitten.

Virgo: An evening of relaxation and romance is always the right mix for this conscientious sign. Treat your thoughtful Virgo to a gracious presentation of foods in a setting colored with their favorite blues and greens with a splash of red (a lovely bottle of wine perhaps?). Burn jasmine oil and surround them with sounds of classical music as they settle into a comfortable chair as you mill about the kitchen serving up a healthy meal - one that you can feed each other. Your Virgo will be so appreciative of your efforts that they'll be sure to truly enchant you later on.

Libra: For a special evening like this, these lovers of luxury, will feel sensually balanced at a table set with your good bone china, silver, candles and silk napkins (preferably in a creamy hue). Have a variety of salty and sweet treats for them to nosh on, and plan the main course around simple yet elegant fish, chicken or pasta dishes flavored with lemon. Relax them with dim lighting, soft music and soon the talk of the day will turn to love.

Dreamy gift ideas from the zodiac...

2007-12-03T20:54:00.000+08:00

Fire Signs :Aries, Leo, Sagittarius
Always remember, Fire signs are active and passionate about the things that inspire them (especially you!). Flatter an Aries ego with gifts that appeal to their active side. Try a health club membership, a series of workouts with a trainer or golf lessons. An outdoor vacation won't be turned down nor will season snowboard passes, athletic equipment, workout wear or a cool photo of their favorite outdoor spot. When in doubt cash or a gift certificate will always fit an Aries.

For Leo, nothing but the best will do! Zero in on something unique that acknowledges how special they are to you and make them feel that they truly are the center of your world. Consider giving your Leo a fab photo of themselves placed in a simple (real) gold frame. Cashmere sweaters or silk sleepwear are always a good bet for the lion - as is anything shiny and gemstone colored. A bottle of nice bubbly will never go to waste.

If you can't swing a trip for two to Africa for your intrepid Sagittarius, then give them an armchair vista to distant cultures with a selection of beautiful travel books or a year-long subscription to a travel magazine. A gift certificate for a massage or a bottle of their signature fragrance are always appreciated.

Earth Signs: Taurus, Virgo, Capricorn
Pragmatic in nature, earth signs tend to prefer gifts that are useful rather than novel.
Taureans like anything useful for the home, preferably something large and substantial. They're firm believers in the motto, "the bigger, the better!" Little trinkets just won't do. Instead shop for designer accessories, a wished-for piece of art, a date for a gourmet meal, or at the very least a beautiful box of expensive chocolates.

Be aware that your Virgo will notice every detail of any gift, even the wrapping paper. So whatever you get them, be sure that it is well-made and finely-crafted. Books, games and anything that presents a mental challenge is likely to be greatly appreciated. Or, relieve them of holiday stress with an exotic massage - choose Ayurveda, Thai or a hot stone treatment.

The ram will enjoy gifts that are solid and lasting, especially if they are likely to increase in value over time. Watches, clocks, plaques or unique mementos that commemorate something special in their lives, as well as antiques or family heirlooms should be high on your Capricorn gift-giving list. An exotic globe will appeal to their earthiest instincts.

Air Signs: Gemini, Libra, Aquarius
Air signs can be tricky to shop for as their interests change frequently. Something new and trendy should tickle their fickle fancies.
What worked last year for Gemini might not work again this year. The twins go through many phases quickly, soTheatre tickets, movie passes, bestselling books and games that require some degree of mental skill or agility will keep that active Gemini mind satisfied. A personal gift of jewelry, especially if it makes for an unusual conversation piece, like a sun sign charm or a good luck symbol will be coveted.

Libras love gifts that are tasteful and wrapped thoughtfully in fine papers and bows. You can't go wrong if you give them a gift certificate for a store that meets their particular standards for fashion, furnishings or entertainment. Because they take great pleasure in quiet activities, a new Tai Chi DVD or a selection of the powerful sound healing CDs will help them balance their soul at home.

Aquarians tend to appreciate the quirky, eccentric or clever. Their interests can often be satisfied by gifting them with video games, computer software or any of the latest and greatest electronic gadgets. Crystals, a basket of organic food and wine, a meditation DVD, or antique singing bowls will appeal to their spiritual nature. For a splurge, present them with an evil eye charm necklace set in enamel, gold or diamonds.

Water Signs: Cancer, Scorpio, Pisces
With water signs, it's the thought that counts. They tend to like sentimental gifts that evoke pleasant memories or touch their emotions.
A Cancer will appreciate items that help to make their home a warmer, more comfortable place. You can't go wrong with antiques, family heirlooms, or anything that will remind them of fond family or childhood memories. Silver or pearl jewelry, moon-shaped orb earrings, or half moon diamond cuff links are sure to become sentimental favorites.

With Scorpio, an envelope full of cash will always hit the mark. Remember that Scorpios love a mystery, so you can always interest the scorpion with a mystery novel, or books on sex, psychology, the occult, conspiracy theories or investing. A gift of deep tissue massage, a workout with a personal trainer or sexy lingerie will flatter them too.

Pisces adore presents that spark their imagination or appeal to their romantic side. Paints and canvas, a digital camera, a boxed set of their favorite DVD series or a relaxing video of the ocean waves peacefully rolling in and out will soothe and inspire them. Better, yet, how about a weekend trip to the sea? Choose a fishing trip or a vacation cruise if you're shopping for a big ticket item.

Alcohol...

2007-11-24T22:16:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went to geylang for staff steven's treat... Finally saw his wife... Not bad la both of them quite compatiable... I also saw all the DA 2IC as he invited ex 2IC as well... Wilson brought his gf there also... When she said that i looked like the hong kong actor, Zhang zhi ling (forgot his name), i think that's special bcoz nobody ever said that i looked like this actor... She even said that my face tells her that i always kenna bullied by people... Damn pro...

After dinner everyone went to a pub in Chinatown... Forgot what is the name but heard from Adrian that it's a homosexual pub... We notice there's gays, lesbians and butch inside... One gay even stared at our people.. Zzz... Damn obvious... They kept asking me to drink but i kept rejecting them... Told them that my asthma will be triggered off... So i drank coke instead... The real reason is actually drink too much beer will make your belly grow bigger... Lol... Musdt keep fit that's why...

Finally can go off and i went to meet Alvin and Jeremy for a drink... And what a "drink" it was... We are deciding whether to go chill out only or go to places where we can drink and dance... I told them to go to places where we can drink and dance la... To forget all my sorrows... Now i understands how she felt...

We went to DBL O... Feel abit strange la only the 3 of us... Initially we were quite sian la coz it's still early that time and the fun have not started yet... Strange thing was when i drank, my asthma did not trigger... It takes awhile to make a person drunk and high... I was on the dance floor and i can't control my movement much although my brain is still awake... The feeling is so strange.. Losing control man... Just like what they show in the movie... You might think that you are awake and clear but you cant even walk in a straight line... Lol funny feeling... My head is so heavy and once i danced, i cant stop... They kept drinking and i followed them until i cant take it.... I laid my head on the table and when i wake up, they are closing shop already...

Another day just passed... So fast... Just like that...

To be or not to be...

2007-11-22T22:16:00.000+08:00

She finally msg me... First thought was of coz to think that she had sort out her thinking... As in wat she really wants... Initially i was hoping to see some positive things in the msg... But the msg she sent was not the most positive... She mentioned that she still cant commit and love wont be her priority... Mixed feelings... I thought about it for the whole afternoon... Before making the decision, somehow i thought of wat Pam said... I would like to try again... Maybe for the last time?? No one knows for sure...

While telling her my decision, she kept giving negative points... Like she wont be a gud gf etc etc... I'm quite disappointed with all her replies... Everything is negative on her mind now so how do i expect her to change her thinking even for a little tiny bit in the future?? I'm getting worried... I'm staring to lose confidence now... I'm afraid my patience will run off... I know the reason for being so negative is so that i wont be hurt badly and she wants me to be prepared... Hai... I dun wan her to be so stress and depressed anymore that's y i dun wan her to think about it anymore... I will do the thinking instead...

What should i do... I'm confused too... Is giving up the best choice now?? Or will maintaining how we are now benefits the most now?? Why is love always so heartbreaking and confusing... Pondering time...

Awaiting decisions...

2007-11-19T19:37:00.000+08:00

For the past few days when i did not meet her, it seems that actually a few weeks have passed... I tried my best not to msg her as well... I did it quite fine at first but i thought of her more and more as time passed... Guess tat's normal afterall... Actually we agreed to cool down after our conversation on wednesday nite but it seems tat we r not prepared to do tat yet... Tat's y we still msg each other for few days...

Yesterday actually we wanted to meet for lunch but she wanted me to rest at home since i was a bit sick... Then she said maybe we can meet for dinner o wat... Initially i was thinking hard whether to meet her or not since we agreed to cool down but i really wanted to see her... I missed her!!!

I chatted with her in msn till evening time and i da bao some home cooked food for her... The moment i saw her, my heart melts... I felt that i did not see her for ages... It's really gud to see her smiling again... We were quite quiet while having our dinner... Suddenly she stoned while drinking soup... I felt that she was thinking about us...

On our way to compasspoint, she laid her head on my shoulder while walking to the bus stop saying "Stress ah"... She looked like a little princess full of trouble to me... I touched her face and stared at her eyes for the first time asking her y is she stress... She said tat she is afraid to make the wrong decision and regret it... During the whole journey to and back from compass, we were holding each others tightly as if there's no tml... This is wat i like and had not experienced it during the past... The feeling was great...

She told me that she was already confused when she din see me for the past few days... When she saw me, she is more stress... She thinks alot... Then from the tone of the msg, i noe she had decided to really cool down already...

Today i was on leave and i planned to take a gamble by not telling her that i will be sending her to sch... I was telling myself, if i get to meet her, tat means i might still stand a chance of being together wif her again... If not, then we are not fated to be together... i waited at the bus stop at 8... I thought that she might be taking alternative route to sch coz 8.30 i still haven see her yet... Finally she came... My beautiful Pea... Along the way we were very quiet... From there i understand wat she means... No holding of hands or watever... It's clear that she is really thinking hard... In the evening she said that we should really cool down... That's the last blow...

I did some soul searching too... I realized that i have fault too... Too giving and too mild tempered... I will do the hard way to tackle this problems of me to ensure that it wont happen ever again... Thanks for the advice... I just hope that one fine day the clouds will be cleared away and sunshine will be high up in the sky again... I dun wanna end it this way!!!

Decision that will affect the future...

2007-11-13T21:01:00.000+08:00

I just felt that it's unfair to give out everything inculding your heart but just to recieve back a minimal effort... But tat's life... I won't complain too much...

I admit that initially i do not dare to commit too much into this relationship but as time passed by, she changed my thinking... I love her more and more as days and months passed... I do not care about what her frends say about me, what they think about me, whether i suit her or not becoz the love i have in her is too great... I think about her... Think of our past... Think of what we did together... Every moment is so perfect to me... Everyday is just like a new start... I yearn to see her the moment i wake up from my bed... How i wish the first person i see everyday when i open my eyes to be her... But still this is reality... Reality is cruel... All the thinking is nothing unless it's done... Now itseems to me that this might not be archieve...

I'm just a simple guy searching for the one... Everytime i thought i got it, i realized that god just played a trick on me... In my dreams, i seems to find the perfect lover... How i wish i could be in the dream for ages to come... Sad to say so, dreams are always dreams... Sooner or later u have to wake up to face the cruel world...

Couples dun understand one thing... Love dun last, you have to make it last... Whatever heated arguments they have, they should sit down together and talk about how to solve the problem... Rather than thinking that the oppparty is at fault... That's really fatal... Communication is part and parcel of a successful relationship...

I have love in you but not to the extend to changing my mentality... Tat's really disheartening for me... Even a patient guy like me can't take it... Is accepting me really that difficult??

That day when she introduced me to ur sch's that gal frend... First impression is of coz wat i told her... She is not chio till the extend of what she described to me... That's the truth... For now of coz she's the most beautiful gal in my eyes... I only have eyes for her... That's love...

The frend whom we went to find at expo suan her about how unfeminine she was... Do you think i really mind about all those... In my eyes she's the perfect gal i know even though wat ever bad points she has... Love covers all the bad points and turns it into good points... That's the beauty of love...

Accept one another flaws and treat it as a good point... I did it and so can the other couples... It's not that difficult as what i had thought of before... The search of the one is hard and tedious but if one day she can change her thinking, i'm more than happy to be with her for the rest of my life...

I'm really demoralized now... I know i cant give her up easily but i have a decision to make... If i dun make it, i'm sure it won't do me any good... If i'm not the one who can change ur thinking, i'm cool to make way... She asked me to teach her how to save this relationship... If i can tell her using words i guess couples won't break up so easily... It's all about the extend of love she has for me... I guess she still have no ideal of what she wants... But that's really very sad bcoz it has been more than 1 year already... Whatever is the decision, it's a difficult one to make especially when i gave my heart to her...

Good times...

2007-11-12T22:43:00.000+08:00

Finally got the chance to accompany her to sch today... The feeling was gud... Lol... It has been such a long time since i had this kind of going-to-sch feeling... Missed it damn much...

Went to meet Mr Dumb and Su at Serangoon after sending her to sch... We ended up at Suntec and just nice she was going to have her lunch at Marina Sq... She msg me saying that later i will have a chance to meet her chio bu friend dun miss it... Lol... As she always told me that her frend is chio bu so i tend to think that she is really chio... Maybe my expectation is high but i think i will give her around 6-7 over 10 ba... Haha...

Wat can i say about her... Dun noe how to cherish a gud guy... Haha dun wanna talk too much about her oso... It's her life... Saw that guy also... Haha wat a match... Zzz...

I'm thinking how come when she's with her frend and i'm with her, she will be like so full of energy and life... The way she treats me is also different from the way she treat me when there is only the two of us... Strange but i realized that that's the way... Hmm...

She is my priority... In front of everything and anything... Is it vice versa too? To be or not to be... That's the question...

Still as stress as ever...

2007-10-30T21:02:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was my first day being a 3SG... Of coz i tend to think alot about responsibility... I'm the 2nd in charge now... Hai... Greater power comes will greater responsibility... Damn true...

Today was as usual a busy and stressful day... Especially when i dun have anyone to help me... That blackie is a lucky guy to have me as his understudy... Understudy is supoose to help out his upperstudy but for my case, it's totally different... Dun wish to say so much also... I know as time goes by i will handle things more efficiently...

Recently she has been studying and studying... She is so stress tat she even smoke... I feel so powerless... Cant do anything to help her... Mad at myself... Just hope that after that everything will be back to normal... Soon...

1st Anniversary!!!

2007-10-10T22:51:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was Zen and Pea first anniversary... 1 year ago on the 9th of Oct 2006, a guy was preparing himself to ask a ger to be his girlfriend... He thought of surprises for her but the first few times he failed... But still the one last chance he had, he got what he wanted... She as his girlfriend... He was excited and happy of coz... 1 year later and they are still together happily...

Ever wondered why on the 9th of Oct??? Of coz there's a reason for it and only i know... Till now i have never tell her the reason behind this date too... Just for a simple reason...

Initially i knew that she won't remember about his day... At the end of the day when she saw my gift for her,she told me that she thought that it was actually on 9th of November... I dunno i should be happy or sad... Happy because she still remember our anniversary except for the wrong month... Sad because she doesn't even remember the most important day of our relationship... Maybe i choose not to care as much too...

I met her as she wanted to rush her assignment and she decided to print her stuff on a t shirt... Creativity... I went Queensway with her and checked which shop does that within that day as she needed it urgently... Luckily in the end she got wat she wanted... She asked me wat's the occasion for giving her a gift... I was quite sad... But i cant tell her straight too la... Meaningless already... Anyway since it's over already, i will treat it just like any other day... Normal day... She's right... Why think so much when we have so much to think and worry in life... Take it easy man... Anyway Happy Anniversary to you too...

Fri,Sat,Sun...

2007-10-07T22:38:00.000+08:00

Friday : Once again we had our very own SAFAC "dinner and dance". Met Mr dumb and Su at harbourfront around 12pm. Had our lunch and we took a cab to Mount Faber SAFRA.

I though i was late but when we were there, there were so many people at the lobby waiting to gather for more information.

Around 1.30 everyone went to their respective activity area, pool or bowling. The rest of us went to sit at one corner and talk cock. We were all damn bored. Luckily i bought my psp along man or i will surely slp there. Played pool for about 2 hours and the dinner is on the way. The food was below average and the performance and games were almost similar as last year's.

Anyway that will be the last SAFAC dinner i will be attending so still ok la.

Saturday : Went Marina Square to gai gai lo. In the noon when we reached there, we went Coffee club for our lunch. We ordered food like we have never eaten lunch for few days le. In the end we ordered around 6 plates of food. Even people besides our table kept looking and talking about us sia. Haha the scene is really quite funny.

After that we shop shop shop before Resident Evil 3 starts. That was her favourite show. Anyway it was quite nice la though i prefer the 2nd episode.

We went back to Coffee Club again (Yes we went back again). Even the waitress and waiter serving us were smiling. They must be thinking how come this two siao kia come back again. Had my first fondue in my entire life. Still ok la the foundue. Actually wanted to buy the levi's jeans alot but at that moment of time after having that fondue, i had $0 already. I over spent again. Damn it.

Saw Huang Lu Jiang walked past and both of us remained quite calm. Not like those "san ba" who will say:"Wah look look!! Huang Lu Jiang lei!!." Haha. He looked quite handsome although he wore simple clothing.

Walked past a shop and she showed me the latest IPOD she wanted. Can see that she likes it alot man. That's y i decided to buy for her when pay comes. Haha but of coz there's a reason y i bought it for her too. :)

Sunday : Helped out at the otah shop or rather more like slacking and eating our there. More likely an orientation day. Spend 5 hrs slacking and eating over there lo. Nothing to do at all. In the end i was tired and wanted to slp but luckily got internet to use in the office upstairs.

Cut hair already so camp ppl wont catch me liao. Thanks Jem for the money.

MONDAY HERE I COME!!! Hopefully it will be a peaceful day.

Struggling but trying...

2007-09-27T20:14:00.000+08:00

CPL Dave Teo --> Remembered for stealing a rifle during duty and bringing it to Cinneleisure...

Jose Mourinho --> Remembered for challenging Man Utd but after a shocking u-turn, he quits Chelsea... A truly gud manager lost in EPL...

My Brother --> For completing his BMT and moving on to OCS... Gud luck...

My Father --> For being so gud to wait for me till 5.30pm just to fetch me home... I'm touched...

Quite alot of things happened recently... Duty changed and lots of shit coming in...

Becoming 3SG soon, lots of shit coming in soon... ARMY is like tat... Always ur fault... Zzz...

I'm trying to handle stress that i never had before... Time will tell whether i can make it or not...

She's studying now and i wish her all the best... Happy for her too or else she will be damn bored too...

=====Always look at the bright side of life=====

MAATT course completed...

2007-09-16T21:58:00.000+08:00

After relaxing for 2 weeks, it's back to normal working days again.. Zzz... It sure sux as i will be seeing that ghost again...

Dont understand how come some adults (her BEST frend's mum) wont have the "li mao"to tell a person tat he/she wont be meeting her as arranged... Damn these kind of ppl are so f*** up... Made ppl wait only... Zzz... Otherwise, had a nice day with her...

1 more month to getting 3SG... 1 more month and i will be 2IC... 1 more month and my pay will increase... Haiz dunno the changes 1 month later for me is gud or bad esp the workload and responsibility... Have to look after my "man"... Haha hopefully i can handle it without losing frends... This is the most difficult part...

Gym + Badminton...

2007-09-09T22:51:00.000+08:00

Had a fun filled day with lots of exercising... In the noon, i met Jem at 1.30 to cut our hair at Pro Trim first... It has been such a long time since i step into this kind of salon... I'm quite happy with the final result la... Long long time din see such a gud hairstyle le... Lol... It cost me $26 sia... Since i got my pay yesterday i spent $200+ le... Shit man really no $$ sia... Still need to pay bills man... Fook... Hope my plans wont be dashed...

We reached Hougang gym around 3.30 and workout till 5pm... It was a gud workout coz i can really feel that my muscles are scratched throughout... Shiock sia... After that i went to meet my xiao pang for dinner... We prepared everything and set off to the badminton court at Hougang Sports Complex... We walked from her place to there lo... Gud la can exercise again and save $$... Haha... We reached there half an hour earlier sia... So we do some warm up exercises and watched those uncles play... It's damn stuffy and hot inside man... I will sweat like shit just by sitting there... Kao...

We laughed alot while playing mostly because of my actions... Lol... But purely for entertainment purpose... I hit 3 shuttle cocks at one time and she was stun... That was a cute n funno reaction... Lol... Other than tat it's all about my positioning while hitting the shuttlecock tat made her laugh... Played till 9.30 and we called it a day... I was sweating like hell man... We walked back to her place after the badminton session sia... I was abit tired and sticky so abit buay tahan... Luckily i reached home fast and bathe fast... Haha... Anyway it was a gud day for me today la... Just hope that my $$ can last till next month... :)

Comparism kills...

2007-09-08T09:48:00.000+08:00

Finally we ended our disposal yesterday... I was damn shacked out man... Woke up at 5 and the whole thing lasted till 5... No transport back to PLAD so we had to walked back there... Estimated about 3.5km under the hot sun... Finally reached home around 7 after a gruelling 1 hr of travelling... Took cab in the morning which costs $33 but luckily it's shared among 3 of us... No money to take a cab so of coz i have to take train all the way back to Sengkang... Zzz... But it's still a gud experience for all of us...

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In the past i did not worry whether i'm compatiable with my partner but it seems now that i might have to think about it... Just got to know that some of her frends told her tat we arent compatiable (character)... Her SIA frend whom we saw in Orchard even told her i'm not the one for her just by looking me for ONE time... Do i really care about those comments?? Maybe at first not but when you think about it more, somehow you will be affected... I dun raelly meant wat i told her tat day.. It's just tat i expressed some words wrongly... Hai... Is it really so difficult to make one love another?? I guess it is... I finally know how she felt... People always say "bei ai shi xin fu de"... Is it really true?? Whatever it is i just hope everything will be restarted all over again... I have to control myself and learn the art of being mature.. It is really hard to understand... I'm still faraway from winning her heart... He loves her but how much does she love u?? Sometimes action speaks louder than words... What's the future like?? I'm confused again... No choice but to start from scratch... I will give myself abit more time to do tat...